Chapter 479: The End of the Fate (2)
Lin Hanyu said, "I was so hungry at that time. I ran out alone to find food. When I heard others talk about the cause of my parents' death, I suddenly hated you. It turned out that I should have lived in a big house. Like other people's daughters, wearing silk and satin, eating delicacies, I was so depressed and hungry that I was thankful to you. This vicious and unreasonable thought took root in my heart from then on."
Lin Hanshuang's voice was faint: "Where I change my place, maybe I will feel resentful."
Lin Hanyu said: "Sister is gentle and wise, absolutely not."
Lin Hanshuang was silent for a moment and said, "I often have unreasonable times."
"No." Lin Hanyu recalled the past of the boy and said, "Sister has always been very reasonable."
"I often blame my parents."
"Why?" Lin Hanyu said: "Sister didn't know what my parents gave me the life-saving pill before, why did you blame your parents?"
"When I saw other people's children loved by their parents, I was thinking, my parents were both angry when they were cheated of money. How could there be such a vulnerable person in the world? My body must have inherited them, and they are so weak and vulnerable. If they are strong, I will definitely not be a sick person. Listen, is this like the idea of a normal person? I am even more unreasonable than you."
Lin Hanyu said: "What about now, are you still blaming your parents?"
"I don't know." Lin Hanshuang said in a mess: "I am the one who was abandoned, and I feel sad and chill. But if I think about it carefully, my parents should have felt even more heartbroken at that time. If they weren't suffering from guilt and torture, they wouldn't be completely desperate after being polarized and their money was so sick that they were in a terminal state of illness. I blamed them, and even more blamed myself for having this kind of thought."
Lin Hanyu's eyes were filled with tears and said, "I have never blamed them."
Lin Hanshuang said strangely: "Where does your resentment come from?"
"I have heard a story where a young mother lost her baby and wanted to die. In order to raise her only daughter, she endured the pain and struggled to support herself."
Seeing that Lin Hanshuang's eyes were filled with gentleness and no resentment, Lin Hanyu continued, "I often wonder, even if my parents lose you, my brother and I will be so vulnerable, why can't they support me and my brother? Have they never thought how pitiful it would be to become an orphan in my brother and I? How about it, I am the unreasonable person."
Lin Hanshuang gently touched Lin Hanyu's cold cheeks and said, "You have suffered a lot since you were a child. You are hungry and frozen and often bullied. It is normal to have a bit of extreme thought."
Lin Hanyu hesitated for a moment and asked in a low voice: "You really don't know?"
"What do I know?"
"They all say that their parents were angry to death, but just concealing the truth and making us feel better."
"What do you mean, what do you know?"
"I..." Lin Hanyu regretted that she was outspoken and said irritably: "Don't ask, it's all over."
Lin Hanshuang suddenly walked up to Lin Hanyu, grabbed her hand, and said, "What do you know, you must tell me."
"I..." Lin Hanyu finally couldn't bear it when facing Lin Hanshuang's urgent gaze and said, "My parents all committed suicide. They all thought you could not survive and were determined to be by your side. But things in the world were unpredictable. They were all dead, but you miraculously recovered. I hate you for losing them, and I hate you for not being with them. All the doctors said you were not able to do it, why did you recover?"
Lin Hanshuang suddenly learned the truth and was stunned.
Lin Hanyu said: "I heard the doctor who treated you in person. My parents committed suicide with scissors. They were afraid that you would be lonely on the road and that you would be bullied by evil spirits."
Zhou Nianping's heart trembled, and a strange and terrifying idea came to his heart. The strong fear was like a sharp sword, instantly cutting off the idea and forcing him not to continue thinking deeply.
"My mother Zhou once advised me that women are weak, but mothers are strong. Men are weak, but fathers are strong. People who are good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at being good at all. People who are good at being good at being good at being bad at all are afraid that a little bit of trouble will hurt their children. Their strength and fragility are closely related to children."
Lin Hanyu told Zhou’s original words, and his expression became more and more sad, saying, “I immediately confronted Zhou’s mother and said, ‘Yes, parents’ strength and fragility are closely related to children. Shouldn’t my parents survive for me and my brother? Do they have only sisters in their hearts, not me and me? Zhou’s mother cried for a long time after hearing my words.”
Lin Hanshuang said: "Actually, your words make some sense. Parents have to survive for you and brother."
Lin Hanyu said: "Mom Zhou said, 'The feeling of parents doing their best to save their children but they can't save them is terrible, and the feeling of treating themselves as the murderer is even more terrible. Just as your sister's tender and weak body is getting colder in her parents' arms, they have completely collapsed. There is only heartache and guilt for your sister, the feeling of being unresponsive every day is enough to kill their lives."
Lin Hanshuang moved his arm mechanically, holding a bluestone, trying not to let his body fall down. But the truth was too shocking after all. Lin Hanshuang used all her strength but could not support it. Her body softened and she fell to the ground.
Lin Hanyu cried and hugged her, saying, "At that time, I didn't understand Zhou's words at all. Now I understand that when my parents chose to save me, they had already regarded themselves as the murderer who killed you. They couldn't bear it, so they committed suicide. Sister, my parents' death was my fault. You have endured so much resentment in vain."
"No, it's not your fault." Lin Hanshuang was crying and hugged Lin Hanyu's shoulder tightly. "My father is so stupid, so stupid. It's only a life-saving pill. It's human nature to save one and abandon the other. Why did they go to a dead end? Why did they have to die with me?"
Lin Hanyu cried so hard that his heartbroken. The sound of sobs turned into Zhou Nianping's ears and became a demonic sound that was urging his soul to death.
Chapter completed!