"Senior brother, don't do this." Mu Changfeng empathized with Lin Yuan's sorrow and could not give a clear answer. "You are so sad that you disturb your mind and are thinking randomly."

"No." Lin Yuan shook his head and said, "It's strange to say. In the past, I was confused and had no strange ideas. Since I set my life goals and tried my best to move towards my goal, there have been more and more ridiculous and weird ideas. In the past, I could fall asleep with a pillow, but now I often toss and turn all night. Sometimes when I fall asleep, I will suddenly wake up with a chill, and my whole body is covered in cold sweat."

Lin Yuan rubbed his hands uneasyly, "Look at me as if nothing happened, I just made myself look very strong. Some words are very heroic, but I actually know that my heart is almost the same as a bear."

Mu Changfeng felt very distressed, knowing that Lin Yuan was responsible and under too much pressure, he was a little overwhelmed.

The Qin family has very little blood left, and now only he and Lin Feng'er can shoulder the heavy responsibilities. Lin Feng'er is a nerd and a girl. He is used to living a pampered life. Whether for the public or for the private, Lin Yuan cannot shirk the burden by himself.

Fear and worry often arise at the same time as growth and a sense of responsibility.

Lin Yuan said: "My junior brother has been tempered by life and death for more than ten years. He has been sad, depressed, and has thoughts of suicide. Has he ever been heartbroken and wants to join in with him?"

"Hmm?" Mu Changfeng said: "Does senior brother have this kind of thought?"

"Yes, of course, there are." Lin Yuan hugged himself tightly, revealing the helplessness that had been suppressing his heart for several days. "Sometimes I think, I can just throw my jar and snatch all my grandfather's money and use it to hire experts. Those who block me in the witch's gorge will die, and those who block me will die. Don't think about any grand plan and goal on the day of success. Just act as a mighty and live happily. Who dares to say that he will kill him with one knife and hang it on the tree to show it to the public."

Mu Changfeng couldn't help laughing, "It's so interesting."

Lin Yuan begged with a pitiful expression, "Sometimes I feel very confused. Changfeng tells me well. Have you never had the idea of ​​giving up because of the chill?"

Speaking of the word "cold heart", Mu Changfeng felt the same, "When he was young, he believed that good will be rewarded with good and evil will be rewarded with evil. He thought that as long as he upholds his original intention, God would bless him. Even if a weight falls from the sky, it will automatically take a detour and fall on the side, and no matter how hard he hits it, it will not hit my head."

"I think the same as you think that a kind-hearted person will have a kind god secretly bless him. The facts prove that I was wrong. People with kind and fair hearts often have a more difficult journey in their life. People with evil hearts often live happily. Looking at my uncle's heart, I always ask myself whether his conscience is right or wrong. Grandpa Yun is struggling on the brink of good and evil, and I think he might as well be a big villain."

"It's good to say that people with evil hearts do whatever they want without any scruples and will naturally have no worries. For example..."

"What are you?"

Mu Changfeng pondered for a moment and said, "For example, the unscrupulous businessman can use bad things to make profits and fake things to make real things. He is full of money and smelly spirit, but he is proud to spend money on the world. The unscrupulous constable can arrest innocent people at will as sinners in order to make contributions, but he is full of sins but pretentious. He thinks that no one can match him."

Lin Yuan said: "All of you guys are heartless."

"There are also those unscrupulous exorcist who can kill innocent people in order to make a name for themselves, despicable and evil, but not ashamed of it. Too many people who are despicable and use all their best to kill and set fire for their own benefit. They have no moral burden and will not be questioned by their conscience. They will naturally live freely, and naturally many people will envy and intend to imitate them."

"It seems that you have seen many such unscrupulous people over the past decade."

"Evil people refuse to turn back until death, kind people cannot have a good ending. So wherever they see and hear are all ugliness that are not old. Over time, selfish evil becomes a normal phenomenon, and justice and kindness become an alien, and the world becomes more and more messy."

Lin Yuan said: "If you said this in the past, I would definitely think you were crazy. Now I hear that I think what you said makes a lot of sense."

Mu Changfeng said: "The senior brother is really mature, so he is troubled and shaken. The junior brother is fighting fiercely with the self who is shaken in life's beliefs almost every moment. He often thinks about what love and righteousness are, is it the sunshine that supports our beliefs in life, or is it the rope that binds us? Why does love and friendship turn into thorny flames all over the road, pricking me blood and burning me to pieces? Am I a bad person who is in the same world, and will it feel more enjoyable?"

Lin Yuan said in surprise: "Do you often have this kind of thought?"

“It’s always there, it’s definitely not an exaggeration.”

"Do you have confidence in yourself? Can you overcome these thoughts?"

"Sometimes I would ask myself, if my senior sister's experience happened to me, would I keep my bottom line? If the old man's experience happened to me, would I take revenge wildly? If Lin Zhen'er's experience happened to me, would I become cold-blooded and ruthless and even my relatives didn't recognize me?"

Lin Yuan said: "Do you do?"

Mu Changfeng shook his head and smiled bitterly, "To be honest, I really don't know. Although I have been through life and death for more than ten years, I have not really encountered the touchstone that really tests human nature. I hope I will never encounter it, so I can't give this answer to my senior brother."

Lin Yuan's body stiffened and said, "Among the people I know, you are the one with the strongest willpower. You don't even have confidence. What should I do?"

Mu Changfeng said: "Among us, the one who has the most say is the senior sister. Senior brother might as well ask her."

"My cousin?" Lin Yuan looked back and Fang Zhiran still closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, without feeling sad, without feeling sad. I don't know if she was really indifferent to her brother's death or was overly sad and unconscious.

"Although my senior sister has done something vicious, she has never been stained with the blood of innocent people. My junior sister has always wanted to know why the storm did not completely ruin her."

"Of course it's because you've enlightened it well."

Mu Changfeng shook his head and said, "Senior Brother is wrong. Senior Sister is willing to listen to advice because she still has a pure land in her heart. If she is both physically and mentally destroyed, who can stop her from taking revenge?"
Chapter completed!