Chapter 172: ignorant and pure fear without a trace
Lin Yuan snorted twice and said, "I really don't have confidence. Changfeng, you don't know how amazing my ancestor Qin Yiluo is. He became the lord of the You Palace at the age of nineteen. You dare to imagine it? What did I do when I was nineteen? What did I do? Well... Let me think about what I am doing."
Mu Changfeng almost laughed out loud. Lin Yuan had a poor alcohol tolerance and was obviously already drunk.
When he was away, he never dared to get drunk, so as not to give the evil people an opportunity to take advantage of it. He envied Lin Yuan's elegance and wantonness.
Lin Yuan staggered and stood up, walked to the window, smirked, and said, "When I was nineteen years old, I bullied my sister, grabbed her braids behind her back, talked back to her father, acted coquettishly with my mother, went to Chunshui Village to pick bird eggs, and went to the fields to catch grasshoppers, and thought all day long how to secretly slaughter other people's dog soup and taste meat. Comparing with others, it can really make people angry."
Mu Changfeng said: "Sometimes I envy you very much. Senior brother, your life is normal, and young people should look like young people. My father often said that I had not enjoyed my childhood well, and in the blink of an eye, I became an old man."
Lin Yuan blew a diaphragm, and the smell of alcohol was squirting out heavily. He was choked by the smell of wine and burst into tears and snot. He said, "When my ancestor Qin Yiluo just left the Nether Ghost Realm, the You Palace was already divided and declining. She gave her kindness and power to eliminate dissidents and recover lost land. The You Palace was able to preserve and unify in her hands. Do you think I am like her descendant? She has the spirit in heaven and has to be angry to death again when she sees my virtue."
Mu Changfeng was waiting for comfort, and Lin Yuan waved his hand and continued, "Qin Wanli, the founder of the Wunu Gorge, was also an extraordinary figure. He was surrounded by the so-called decent exorcist and had almost no way to survive, but he survived and set up a sect again. My grandmother is also a heroine among the girls. Our Yulong Pavilion has today under the leadership of the three founder masters. She has been in charge of the Wunu Gorge alone for decades, and has forced the Gemini Gorge to the side, which is comparable to Yulong Pavilion."
Lin Yuan felt a sensation in his stomach, and he respite from outside the window for a while, saying, "I have the intention to take charge of the Wunu Gorge, but how much do I have. My cultivation is not high and my mind is slow. I am your senior brother, but I do all the bastards that implicate you. I obviously want to save you, but in the end I will harm you. I still think I am just and honest. Bah, it is a blessing that I didn't kill anyone."
"Senior Brother." Mu Changfeng felt quite unbearable when he saw Lin Yuan belittle him.
Lin Yuan said: "I am several years older than you, and I have been feeding dogs for several years. What's the use? My father and mother have so many sad things that I didn't notice. Not only did I have no brains, but I was heartless and did nothing for my parents. Grandma must have seen that I was not promising, so she would be resurrected even if she became a living dead. He knew that I was useless, so she would be completely finished by handing over the witches to me."
Lin Yuan used the intention of drinking to vent his depression in his heart. The more he spoke, the more sad he felt. Tears flowed down, "I am just a stupid melon. Now I want to chase after him. Can I catch up? I am becoming more and more afraid. With so many bad people in the world, can I save my life? How can I protect my family?"
Mu Changfeng held Lin Yuan and sat slowly on the chair, wiped his tears and snot off his face, and patiently comforted him: "As long as you are determined to chase after him, you will definitely be able to catch up. As for the fear you mentioned, it is like a demon who cannot be shaken off, who has been with me for more than ten years."
"Ah?" Lin Yuan immediately forgot to cry and looked at Mu Changfeng in disbelief, "Don't lie to me, you are the bravest person I have ever seen in my life. When I first left the world, I was chased and killed. I still insisted on going out for training. If I were you, I would definitely hide at home and never go out again."
Mu Changfeng said: "After getting rid of Tian Zi'ang, I was in a dilemma. I went out to practice again, and I didn't know what kind of danger was waiting for me. Staying at home, I would be abused by my mother constantly. After weighing the pros and cons, I chose to experience it. Because I was even more afraid of my mother."
"Are you afraid that your aunt will be so good?" Lin Yuan has lived in a honeypot since he was a child and is full of love for his parents. He really can't understand what it feels like to be afraid of his mother.
Mu Changfeng's heart was as if he was shattered, nodded sadly, and said, "It's right. What I fear most is my mother. I am also afraid of the evil people in the world, and the evil ghosts and demons who are inhumane, but I would rather face them than face my mother. Isn't it ridiculous? The person who gave me life was actually a nightmare that was entangled in my heart."
Lin Yuan said: "I do feel ridiculous. Are you afraid of your aunt now?"
Mu Changfeng said: "I am afraid of her, afraid of the bloody world, afraid of Master Zhou setting up another trap, afraid of the little sister being unable to resurrect, afraid of the senior sister hating me for the rest of her life, you cannot understand how much fear I have in my heart."
Lin Yuan said: "I always think you are very brave."
Mu Changfeng said: "Senior brother, don't look down on yourself because you are full of fear. True courage is born from fear. Fearless courage is reckless, the courage of ordinary people. Because of fear, you will no longer be as simple as before. Because of fear, you will think carefully before acting. Because of fear, you will constantly encourage yourself to become stronger."
Chapter completed!