Sister Mu must know Zhang Xiaozhe’s alcohol tolerance, but she didn’t say it because they really lived together.

The dishes on the table were almost unmoved, and Zhang Xiaozhe was already drunk.

"Ge Zhen, do you know why I gave up the quota for promotion back then? It's not that I don't want it, but because I am a squad leader..." Zhang Xiaozhe hugged Ge Zhen and said with his tongue: "You can't fight, you can't fight, otherwise what kind of squad leader I am? Are I awesome in the squad leader? Say, am I awesome in the squad leader?"

"Awesome!" Ge Zhen said loudly.

"Yes, I, Zhang Xiaozhe, are very awesome. I am an awesome squad leader, but this awesome is a shackle. It just stuck me, just stuck me..."

Zhang Xiaozhe strangled his throat with both hands and stared at the alcohol-burned eyes, like a trapped beast.

This is his true feeling.

He is the best squad leader, but the word squad leader is his shackles. As long as you stay in the army, you will have to be locked by this shackle.

Are you willing to leave the army? You don’t want to, but you have to leave.

Every squad leader wears shackles. They are all humans and they all want. Unfortunately, they cannot fight for it, they can only give in.

"Your squad leader, I was very embarrassed. When I got home and locked myself up and cried all day, my eyes were swollen and I couldn't see my eyes anymore. It was not because I was reluctant to leave the army, but because this opportunity should be mine, but I gave it to you, I regret it!" Zhang Xiaozhe raised his head and sighed: "Why did I have to give it up? Even if I didn't say a word, there was one of my quotas for promotion... So I regret it, my intestines were green, my military uniform, my dream..."

As he spoke, two lines of tears flowed in his eyes, and his pupils were filled with regret and helplessness.

Time cannot turn back, if possible, Zhang Xiaozhe will only repeat it once.

Why can’t I regret it? I’ve given up all the money, aren’t the qualification to regret it yet?

"Squad leader, I just told you that I know a unit, and I can find a way to get you put on your military uniform again!" Ge Zhen said.

This was something he specifically asked about. The unit was called the squad leader's unit, and it was full of squad leader. Zhang Xiaozhe could definitely be selected.

Uncle Yang also helped ask, and the information he got was that he could conduct a separate test.

What does this mean? It means that you can open your mouth and with Zhang Xiaozhe's ability, you can definitely pass and enter the squad leader's army.

"Can I still get in?" Zhang Xiaozhe wiped his tears heavily, pointed at Sister Mu and said to Ge Zhen, "Your sister-in-law is seven months pregnant. Do you want me to get in the army again? How is that possible? Even if I want to go back, I will not let go of your sister-in-law. They are all mine now."

"The second shackle." Ge Zhen made a faint voice.

"Hahahaha... I'm right, the second shackle." Zhang Xiaozhe vomited alcohol and pointed at Ge Zhen and said, "People are living in shackles. I can't break the first shackle; I can't break the second shackle either. Ge Zhen, I am an ordinary person now. I enjoy the life of ordinary people and should also enjoy my own life. Why? Because I am not Zhang Xiaozhe, I am not living myself now, I live for your sister-in-law and mother!"

"Squad leader, I understand." Ge Zhen hugged Zhang Xiaozhe.

"You know nothing." Zhang Xiaozhe said with a swaying mouth against Ge Zhen's ear: "You are very powerful now, and it has far exceeded my expectations, but... when you come, the squad leader will have to teach you again."

"Squad leader, you said."

"What I teach you is... your life is not only the country and the battle, but also the people around you. You can be a machine on the battlefield, but after the battlefield, you must be a living Ge Zhen. What you have to be a pure person, don't be like me, and don't even do a good job of human beings..."

Hearing these words, Ge Zhen's heart trembled violently, and Huo Yingyang appeared in his mind.

When he returned to China, he had no intention of finding Huo Yingyang at all, but after hearing the squad leader's words, Huo Yingyang's appearance naturally emerged.

"After working as a machine for a long time, you will not be like a human. You have to adjust yourself and make yourself a human... Although the squad leader is disabled, you can also feel something other than murderous aura from you. That's called darkness..."

"Squad leader, what should I do?" Ge Zhen's hands trembled slightly.

Of course he knew that the dark side of his personality already existed, and often such dark side would emerge.

Fear, really, Ge Zhen himself was also afraid, afraid that one day he would become a pure machine.

“Be a person…be a person…”

Zhang Xiaozhe spit out the same two words and plunged into Ge Zhen's arms and got drunk. His alcohol tolerance was very poor because his health was very poor.

Ge Zhen hugged his old squad leader, took him to the bed, covered him with a quilt and let him sleep, and sat back at the dining table in the living room.

"Sister-in-law, what is the situation of the squad leader now?" Ge Zhen asked.

Sister Mu sighed lightly: "It's so easy to quit... I've been selling drugs for so long, and I know better than anyone else that this thing can't escape if it gets stuck. And Lao Zhang has been sucking for so long. Now he lives in a drug rehabilitation center, stays at home for a while, and lives in pain every day. Alas... He drinks so much wine today but doesn't want you to see his attacks, in fact..."

Sister Mu took out a small bag and opened it and revealed the light yellow powder inside. This was a drug and was used for Zhang Xiaozhe. If you really couldn't stand it, you could use it a little.

Ge Zhen buried his head, stretched out his hands and rubbed his face hard. He didn't know how to help the old squad leader, because this thing really couldn't help.

If drug rehabilitation centers work, then all drug users can be cured, but in fact drug rehabilitation centers are almost useless.

It is easy to quit drug addiction, but it is difficult to get rid of mental addiction.

"I just thought about letting the child try it out when he was born." Sister Mu smiled and said, "He likes the child very much, so... Ge Zhen, actually, I know I am not worthy of Lao Zhang, but I feel safe with him. You may look down on me, but I really have to take care of him for the rest of my life, and this is what I owe him."

"Do you love him?" Ge Zhen raised his head and looked at Sister Mu.

"Love!" Sister Mu replied without hesitation, gently stroked her bulging belly with her hands and said, "We don't ask for anything now, we just want the baby to be healthy and healthy. Everything in the past is the past, and we will seek truth for the rest of our lives."

Ge Zhen nodded vigorously, and he could see that the two of them were indeed happy. No matter who had any story, it was just a story.

"Ge Zhen, thank you. Lao Zhang hasn't talked to people so happily for a long time, but I still have a hope-" Sister Mu looked at Ge Zhen.

"Sister-in-law, tell me."

"I hope..." Sister Mu paused, took a deep breath and said to Ge Zhen: "I hope you don't come in the future. If you come once, it will hurt Lao Zhang once. We are just an ordinary life now, so don't disturb his peace, okay?"

This seemed inhumane, but Ge Zhen accepted it happily. He nodded vigorously, stood up slowly, and walked to the bedroom door to stare at the old squad leader sleeping on the bed.

As he looked, his tears flowed down.

"Squad Leader, I'll give you another last salute-" Ge Zhen said in a crying voice: "I won't disturb your life again...Squad Leader, in fact, your shackles are gone, you should relax and enjoy life."

"Bang!"

Ge Zhen stood attentively, and his mouth made a low and vigorous voice: "Salute--"

"Swish!"

A standard military salute accompanied by the shed tears.

This tears are not sadness, it is a sincere blessing: squad leader, be safe in the future and be safe forever!
Chapter completed!