In 2012, there was no major disaster as mentioned in the Mayan prophecy. Everything was dull, there was no end of the world, and there was no order and chaos. On December 21, 2012, people were still living through ordinary life. Except for some extreme guys, almost no one remembered this day, which was the end of the world in the Mayan prophecy.

Sun Xuan, a freshman, in 2012, although the world was not destroyed, his life seemed to have been sentenced to trial, and his life had been predicted to die. It should have been a period of youth and frivolous years, but he was infected with the HV virus, which is HIV virus because of his bravery.

It is 2016 and Sun Xuan has dropped out of school for four years. At the beginning, his experience made everyone around him feel sympathy, but as time goes by, people who are not familiar with him have gradually forgotten how his Hiv came about. They don’t care at all, but are just afraid of getting along with him, and start to stay away from him, and even some gossips appear.

Sun Xuan remembered that day he was fighting with a skinny man to protect a thin girl. The crowd was watching. No one would want to come up to help, and no one called the police until the skinny man threw himself to the ground and bit him hard.

Because the man bit Sun Xuan's neck and bleeding, and the corner of his mouth was bleeding by Sun Xuan before, the blood intersected, causing Sun Xuan to get infected with the virus. When Sun Xuan learned that he had replaced the HV virus, he was waking up from the hospital bed with excessive blood loss.

Sun Xuan had few friends whom he had a close relationship, and his parents had already passed away as early as a child. He left some money and a house, but it was enough for Sun Xuan to have been studying from junior high school to college. Sun Xuan's relatives had never come to him. He had only heard his father say that he was a child from a big family, but because of the encounter between his father and his mother, the two fell in love and got a son, but the family did not agree with the marriage. The father left the big family in anger and ran to Guizhou.

Four years have passed, Sun Xuan's body has become thinner, but he has an inexplicable feeling, as if there is a force hidden in his body that is about to burst out. He doesn't know if other HV patients will have this illusion like him, but he knows that he may not be able to live long, and a feeling of grief and anger will completely burst out. He doesn't know why he encountered these things.

"Ahhhhh!" Sun Xuan kept hitting the sandbags at home. In the past four years, he had never given up on his hope of survival. He had been exercising his body, thinking that he could last for a while, and he had to hold on until there was a way to treat him thoroughly.

Perhaps he was tired of fighting or perhaps he wanted to give up. Sun Xuan sat on the ground with his butt, his eyes flashed crystal clear, and his fists punched the ground a few times.

"Why did it be me? Why didn't I even let me go?!" Sun Xuan murmured while sitting on the ground. He had had enough of this kind of life, and he didn't know who said it. He told the story of being a HV patient in his community, which led to the disgusting gaze of others no matter where he went. He tried to explain it over, but he always received sarcasm. No one thought of believing what he said.

When he lost his parents, he felt that his life had been half destroyed, but when the hospital informed him that he had suffered from HV, he felt that his life had been completely destroyed. He could not stand being disgusted by others, as if he looked at him like a monster. He rarely went out. Every time he went out, he would definitely buy a lot of food as a reserve. He really didn't want others to look at him with that look.

Sun Xuan cried many times, but he couldn't even shed tears. He just lived a life numbly. The extremely huge pressure made him not even have a chance to breathe. A trace of negative emotions slowly accumulate until today's outbreak.

Sun Xuan walked to the balcony and looked at the traffic outside the community. He took out a pack of cigarettes and lit one, slowly sucked one, one after another. This was his first time trying to commit suicide. Why didn’t he want to live like a normal person? How could he not yearn for the days before? But he really couldn’t stand it, and he just wanted to finish his life quickly and was unwilling to live like a cowardly again.

In fact, if he would get help from others and gain some warmth, he would not have suffered too much indifference like he is now, and his disappointment accumulates slowly. Hope begins to be destroyed step by step, which will turn into despair.

Sun Xuan climbed onto the railing of the balcony and sat on it, looking at the aunt dancing in the square dance in the community park, looking at the couple sitting on the stools in the woods, and looking at the family of three who had just picked up their children from school. These are the lives he wanted, but now he was sitting on the balcony and hesitating whether to jump down. Sun Xuan suddenly felt a little ridiculous. He originally thought that he could cure his HV one day, but day by day, his belief began to shake with time. There are so many HV patients in this world, and they can persist, why can't he?

Sighing, Sun Xuan climbed down from the balcony again, returned to the kitchen and looked at the refrigerator, and found that there was no food in the refrigerator. He looked through some cabinets in the kitchen and found that there was not much left in the reserved grain, some canned food, etc.

"Oh, I'm going out for a big purchase again. It seems that there is not much money left for my parents. If it weren't for the subsidy from the state, how long can I last? Haha..." Sun Xuan said with some self-deprecating.

In order to treat Hiv, Sun Xuan spent most of the remaining money left by his parents to buy medicines, and went for re-examination every once in a while. With the cost of purchasing food, he only had 10,000 or 20,000 yuan left in his card, but how long can this 20,000 yuan last?

"Oh, no matter how long it can last, how long it will last until the last day!" Sun Xuan patted his face, then went to the mirror to sort out his appearance. After feeling that everything was fine, he took his wallet out.

After walking to the supermarket in the community, the waiter looked at Sun Xuan in disgust. Sun Xuan's incident had spread throughout this land. There were hundreds of versions of the causes of AIDS, but there were almost no one familiar with him. In this society, even neighbors rarely visited each other, so there were no acquaintances to talk about? So because of this, Sun Xuan's reputation gradually declined, and no matter where he went, he would be looked at him differently.

Sun Xuan ignored the waiter's eyes. He knew his own affairs. Besides, no one would believe it even if he explained it. So why bother to worry about it? Sun Xuan is actually quite strong. He just wanted to commit suicide a few minutes ago, but in the next few minutes, he could ignore the eyes of others.

There is an old Chinese saying that it is better to live than to die. Sun Xuan also believes in this. If his HV is not cured for a day, he will persist for another day!

After purchasing, Sun Xuan slowly walked back to his home. His home was not far from the supermarket, but few people would walk on this road. This road was close to the woods of the community, and some restless gangsters often gathered here, but these gangsters did not dare to act openly on anyone. After all, a society of rule of law still exists, so where can they move as soon as they want?

Sun Xuan walked forward slowly with a large bag of things. The house was not far from the front. After reaching the 7th building, he climbed four floors and arrived at his home. But at this time, Sun Xuan also saw a group of gangsters squatting on a stool chatting in front. After he walked over, several people were looking at Sun Xuan.

"Hey, brother, look, Sun Xuan is coming." A thin gangster said to a man with a scar on his face and a short hair.

"Well, I saw it." The man was obviously the leader of these gangsters. His name was Chen Xiong. He was the little leader of a gang in the city. Sun Xuan had been paying attention for a long time and had heard of Sun Xuan. He knew that he was an AIDS patient. After four years, his life had never changed. Every time he came out to buy something, he would go back with such a big bag of things. He probably was not a person short of money.

After Sun Xuan walked over, he was surrounded by several gangsters. Sun Xuan raised his eyebrows and looked at the gangsters in front of him, and said without changing his expression: "Borrow it."

"Tsk, boy, seeing you are so thin, I didn't expect you to be quite brave. You know that you are here and you dare to go here?" One of the gangsters surrounding Sun Xuan looked at Sun Xuan and said.

"Get out of the way." Sun Xuan said expressionlessly again.

"Oh hehe, you are so arrogant? Are you looking for a beating?" The gangster glared at Sun Xuan fiercely and said.

"The last time, get out of the way." Sun Xuan was also a little angry today. When it comes to fighting, he was never afraid. He had not had dozens of fights since he was a child, and had never lost.

"Damn my grandson is so rampant!" Seeing that Sun Xuan's tone was so strong, the gangster instantly took out a switchblade from his waist and pointed it at Sun Xuan.

Sun Xuan is a little overwhelmed. If he is not cruel, it will be almost difficult to deal with such a gangster. These people are all bullying the weak and afraid of the strong. If you coward him, he will become more and more arrogant. If you are stronger than him, he will come over to lick the soles of your shoes like a dog.

Sun Xuan put the bag on the ground, then looked at the gangster holding the switchblade, kicked it directly, then held the switchblade directly in his hand, and made up his mind to cut it into the palm of his hand, and blood flowed out instantly.

"Come on, come on! Aren't you very rushing? Come on!" Sun Xuan's blood was already stained with the switchblade. This switchblade was like a poisonous dagger, and he would die when he saw blood!

Of course, these gangsters knew that Sun Xuan was a HV patient. Seeing that Sun Xuan's blood was already stained with the switchblade, if he was scratched, he might be the end of his life!

Sun Xuan did this mainly because there were many people on the other side. Although he was alone, he could shock them as long as he had enough deterrence. Of course, if they were not afraid of death, a few people rushed over to suppress him and then took away his switchblade, and he would be done. But would these people not be afraid of death? Just kidding.

Several gangsters were shocked by Sun Xuan's ruthlessness. Chen Xiong was also a little surprised when he saw this scene. He didn't expect that although Sun Xuan looked so thin, his speed was not comparable to that of ordinary people.

"Stop, it's enough! Come back quickly!" Chen Xiong saw several subordinates still surrounding Sun Xuan, and immediately shouted.

When several gangsters heard Chen Xiong's words, they immediately reacted and hurried back to Chen Xiong.

Chen Xiong walked up to Sun Xuan and said, "I'm sorry, little brother, my ignorant little brother has caused you trouble."

"Get out of the way." Sun Xuan looked at Chen Xiong and said expressionlessly.

Chen Xiong smiled awkwardly and took a step away. Sun Xuan didn't even look at Chen Xiong. He put the switchblade in his pants pocket, picked up the bag, and continued to walk forward. After Sun Xuan left, a sharp gaze flashed in Chen Xiong's eyes, staring at Sun Xuan's back fiercely.

"Let's go!" Chen Xiong turned around and followed his younger brother. Sun Xuan made this move, which made him feel embarrassed and angry.

After Sun Xuan returned home, he bandaged his wound. What’s strange is that although he suffered from HV, his immune system did not decline significantly, and his physical fitness and physical fitness did not decline significantly.

But Sun Xuan naturally wouldn't think so much. After making some food, he returned to his bed and fell asleep.
Chapter completed!