Looking at her expression, what else can I do besides helplessness? Although I think it is bad or evil, I can't make that feeling, and evil cannot make that depth.

I don’t know the specific reason. I always feel that there is something missing, but I can’t tell you.

So I had to respond to her words, and I took coptis chinensis alone and swallowed it into my stomach.

Seeing that I agreed, Caidie raised her eyebrows, "Look, my name is still very good, otherwise you won't agree, you said yes."

"Is it good? Why do I feel average?"

"You just have a strong mouth, but thank you for coming this time."

She changed her voice and said.

"Don't get me wrong. I'm just here for my blood butterfly. After dealing with it, I will leave. You and I are……..."

"I know, but what you promised me has not been done yet," the girl immediately interrupted me.

I looked at her in confusion, "I did it."

"No, I didn't find my mother"

"She has long forgotten you, and you have tried your best to find you?"

"Do you have no mother?"

she asked.

I was stunned for a moment when I heard this. When I heard this, my heart felt inexplicably painful, and it felt like something was holding my heart.

I thought about it seriously and found that I had no memory, so I shook it and said, "No!"

"Did you lose your memory? Or like me, or your mother......"

"This is great. I don't need all the worries. Isn't it a blessing to live alone?"

"no"

She directly refuted me, and then spoke seriously: "Home is the destination of everyone, mother, father, brother, and relatives, they are the most important wealth in our lives, so we must know how to cherish and be grateful!"

"Is she abandoning you? And then she doesn't want to recognize you?"

"It's okay, whether to recognize me or not, it's her or his business, and all I can do is just find them and then find home."

Caidie yearned for it. From her eyes, I saw a very special feeling. It was very ethereal. I could remember that I had it before, but as for why I can't remember anything now.

I am extremely confused about this. Maybe the word home is too far away for me.

So I shook my head, "The ancients said, "I would rather teach me to let the world down than let the world betray me."

"are you alone?"

she asked.

I was stunned for a while after thinking for a long time, but I didn't expect that one, so I shook my head and said, "I'm not lonely."

"No, you are lonely, I can see that you try hard to prove that you are alive, longing to be watched, but the people in your world have abandoned you, so you……"

"I abandoned them, not them abandoned me."

"Even if you are, you are still lonely"

"Maybe you are right, but for a bad person, isn't loneliness one of his living conditions?"

I said, then wiped my mouth, stood up and spoke.

"You are not a bad person, you are a good person"

"A person with blood on his hands is a good person? Look at the person at the door, do you think I am a good person?"

I burst out laughing when I heard this, feeling that what he said was too absurd.

He actually thought that a murderer was a good person, was he wrong, or did she want to obey?

"What are you laughing at? I'm talking seriously."

She said dissatisfied when she heard this.

I shook my head at Yinluo, "As you mean, the murderer is a good person?"

"You may have misinterpreted what I mean. Not every murderer is a bad person. They just used irrational means to punish those bad people who cannot be punished by justice."

"Killing is killing people. Where does it come from? As long as you kill someone, you have to bear sins regardless of right or wrong. This is the law, the eternal law!"

I spoke.

"But in my eyes, you are a good person."

When the girl heard this, she couldn't help but feel aggrieved in her heart and roared at me. Looking at her stubborn eyes, I felt very panicked and inexplicably wanted to escape.

So I walked out of the room a few steps and went to the hill alone to have a breath of wind. The bad guys and good guys seemed to be a tangled word for me. Half of my wishes to be a good guy, and the other half wanted to be a bad guy.

This is why I have compassion. The dying person has a warm heart. All of this, the memories I lost or the nature carried in my instinct.

I thought for a long time but couldn't come up with a result. As my body gradually recovered, I began to find that I became more and more complex, and the emotions on my thinking surface became instantly enriched.

At the beginning, I only know how to eat, only get angry, only kill people for fun. I will feel melancholy, sad, and inexplicably excited at the scene.

Even though I don’t know what this emotion is caused by, they are just like the previous part, constantly turning around in my mind.

"who I am?"

I suddenly said, looking ahead with a confused look. This was the first time I asked myself so seriously, thinking so seriously, but I let me rack my brains and think about everything I could, but the ending was still disappointing.

Because I couldn't remember who I was, there was a lot of stuff in my brain, but there was no memory of my past.

Continuous recall made me dizzy and I began to get more and more irritable. Caidie pushed open the door and stood behind me for a long time before finally speaking: "Well, don't be angry."

"I wasn't angry, I was just a little upset. I also wanted to know who I am, but I couldn't remember anything."

"Then don't think about it, you'll call Shuangfei in the future."

The girl spoke.

"New name?"

"Yes, maybe you can't remember it anymore. It's just that God's gift to you that makes you forget something extremely painful, which will deprive you of your memory. Since you have lost it, don't think about it. Let's start over again, a new identity, a new name, and a new life!"

She spoke.

When I looked at her, I seemed to have a little enlightenment in my heart. Perhaps what she said was a way. Forget about her past self and live a new identity. You can try it.

So I nodded, "Maybe you're right?"

"So, go back and continue eating?"

"Um"

I agreed with her. Maybe she didn't give me much insight, but as long as we could wake up the dreamer, we went back and ate breakfast, and it was almost nine o'clock, and the old man's broken face was stomping, like an old man in the evening, constantly making noises, wanting to prove that he was still alive.

The time agreed between the old man and the villagers was almost here, so I took the colorful butterfly to the roof and found a hidden place to squat.

Watching the clouds and mists of the mountains fade away, then the scenery below reveals. To be honest, the old man is quite good at choosing places. Not only is the place where the house is located, but the scenery is also very good, so it is easy to see the dragon fish.

After staying on it for about half an hour, I saw a long line spreading from the bottom of the mountain.

They carried sedan chairs, torches in their hands, and a few young people were carrying pig legs. They should be filial to sacrifice.
Chapter completed!