190 [Shen Wei fierce medicine]
"Mom, I don't dare to tell you. Besides, even if I tell you, can you promise me?" Yingzi couldn't help but burst into tears when she scolded her like this. She cried without even wiping ginger juice.
"Of course I can't!" Song Qian said firmly.
"Then it's over!" Yingzi stamped her feet, "I know you love me, you care about me, and you wish me well, but you never respect my opinions and never ask me what I really want. You
I have always decided the path I want to take based on your ideas."
"You..." When Song Qian heard what she said, she stood stunned on the spot. After a while, two lines of tears fell down, "Yingzi, is this how you see me?"
Okay, okay, I have raised you for eighteen years. I have worked hard and worked hard without complaining. Who would have thought that all my eighteen years of hard work have actually fed you a white-eyed wolf.
You don’t even think about how much effort your mother has put into you growing up.
I won’t tell you how hard it is to be pregnant for ten months. When you were a child, you were weak and loved to get sick. When you got sick, your mother was more anxious than you. When you were three years old, you had a high fever and you were given an intravenous drip in the hospital. Your mother stayed with you for two days and two nights.
Close your eyes.
When your father and I divorced, I didn't want anything except four houses. I only wanted your custody rights. I was worried that you would have no one to take care of you, so I even quit my job at school and worked as a teacher in an education center.
In all your homework from childhood to adulthood, which subject was not tutored by me? Did your father take care of it at all? After you entered the third year of high school, your mother knew that you were weak and tried every means to help you supplement it, including bird's nest, sea cucumber, wolfberry, and ginseng.
...My mother is almost half a nutritionist.
Because you and Fang Yifan fell in love early, your mother even broke up with her best friend Tong Wenjie. Now I feel so wronged that I don’t know who to tell?!
I have paid so much for you, and you say that I never respect you and don't care about what you really want. Okay, in that case, let's go.
Go to your dad, go to Fang Yifan. See if they will love you as much as I do. Go! Go!"
Song Qian shouted while pushing Yingzi away.
"Mom, I won't go! I won't go! I was wrong! I was wrong!" Yingzi was so frightened that she cried loudly, sat on the ground, hugged her legs and begged.
Song Qian couldn't help but sit on the ground, hug her daughter and cry loudly.
…
That night, neither mother nor daughter ate.
After they were tired of crying, they each went back to their rooms and sat quietly all night.
The next day, Song Qian was still angry and did not prepare breakfast. Yingzi was forced to go to school on an empty stomach.
After returning to school, Yingzi borrowed Tao Zi's mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Xiang Nan, telling him about the conflict with her mother yesterday.
"Fang Houer, are we doing this wrong? I have never seen my mother in such pain." Yingzi asked worriedly.
Growing up, her mother never hit her, scolded her, or even said a harsh word. But yesterday, she not only called her a dog, but also kept pushing her away.
She really felt that at that moment her mother no longer loved her, no longer wanted her, and was disappointed in her. This made her really panicked, scared, and helpless.
"Don't worry." Xiang Nan replied, "Suffering from severe illness requires strong medicine, and troubled times require heavy discipline. Your mother's character is so stubborn. If you want to change, you must use some drastic measures.
Otherwise, if you try to slowly change her character through spring breeze and rain, it will be impossible to succeed. You have endured your mother for eighteen years, do you think she has changed a little?"
"Yeah." Yingzi thought for a moment and nodded in agreement, "Then what should I do next? Can I pretend to be depressed?"
"Don't worry, depression is not like a cold, fever or diarrhea. It's just like cancer. The condition gradually gets worse." Xiang Nan replied, "You just had a quarrel with your mother, it's too fast to become depressed now."
Well, you have to wait patiently for a few more days. However, you can first consider having a cold war with your mother."
"Okay." Yingzi nodded.
"In addition, if you are in a bad mood, give Tao Zi more hugs." Xiang Nan suggested, "You can also communicate with me in time and don't have to deal with all the troubles by yourself."
"Yes, I understand." Yingzi replied.
…
After accepting Xiang Nan's counseling, Yingzi felt much better.
In comparison, Song Qian is much miserable.
She was full of grievances now, but she looked through her address book, but there was no one she could talk to.
Her only best friend, Tong Wenjie, broke up because of her children's premature love.
She hesitated again and again but never called.
She worries that once she reconciles with Tong Wenjie, she will not be able to prevent her daughter from falling in love with Fang Yifan, and premature love may destroy her daughter's life.
Therefore, it is the lesser of two evils. She would rather drink all the bitter water herself than delay her daughter's future.
Song Qian put down her mobile phone and sat blankly in the office, feeling lonely as never before.
…
At noon, Yingzi followed Xiang Nan's instructions and did not go home to eat. Instead, she ate in the school cafeteria.
After eating, I didn't go home for a lunch break. Instead, I took a nap in the classroom.
After returning home from evening self-study, I didn't say hello to my mother. I went straight to my room, locked the door, closed the curtains on the surveillance window, and started a cold war with my mother.
Song Qian felt even more depressed when she saw that her daughter was ignoring her.
To Yingzi, she really cared about her heart and soul, took every possible care, and was willing to risk her life for her.
But she didn't expect that her dedicated care not only failed to earn her daughter's gratitude, but actually turned her daughter into an enemy, which made her feel so wronged.
"Did I really do something wrong? I have to work hard all these years, how could I get such a result?" She was confused and didn't know what to do.
In the past, she could have consulted with Tong Wenjie and asked others to help enlighten her. But now she didn't even have anyone to talk to, so she had to swallow all the bitterness alone, which was really sad to death.
…
In the next few days, Yingzi continued to have a cold war with Song Qian.
Song Qian tried to ease the relationship several times, such as helping Yingzi buy clothes, cooking her favorite dishes, even making an exception for hot pot, inviting her to watch a movie, and even bought her Lego.
But Yingzi turned a blind eye to all her overtures. He would go out early and come home late. When he came home at night, he would lock himself in the room. He would not say hello to her or eat with her. He completely treated her as a stranger and treated her home as a shortcut.
hotel.
"Yingzi, how can you forgive your mother?" Song Qian finally couldn't help but ask.
"Mom, if you didn't do anything wrong, why do you want my forgiveness?" Yingzi said calmly.
"Since mom did nothing wrong, why did you ignore mom?" Song Qian was stunned and then asked.
"I have to be busy studying. Didn't you tell me to take the exam for Tsinghua University or Peking University? I have to cherish every minute." Yingzi explained lightly, "Okay, I won't talk to you anymore. You have already
It took me a minute."
"You..." Song Qian didn't expect that Yingzi would use her own words to block her mouth, and she didn't know how to refute for a while.
Chapter completed!