Facing Chen Xiaodao's serious and bitter gaze, Sun Xiaoran's heart trembled slightly.

She even regretted asking the question just now.

If he didn't ask, he wouldn't have to make things so difficult. The relationship between the two could be so temporary, which seemed quite good, although it was a bit bitter.

But if she doesn't ask, she will not be Sun Xiaoran.

Some things can be pretended to be confused, but in terms of love, she is unwilling to be a confused woman, and her love cannot tolerate sand.

So, Sun Xiaoran looked at Chen Xiaodao with a firm look and said, "Yes, although it is a bit cruel and difficult, and it must be harmful, but... I really want to know the answer."

Chen Xiaodao nodded, and then said calmly: "Just as you know, from the beginning of our understanding, you treat me or I treat you, in fact, you have no feelings for you."

Sun Xiaoran's emotions gradually calmed down. She knew that Chen Xiaodao was telling stories, his story and his heart, so she listened quietly, because behind this story, there was the answer she wanted.

"But humans have feelings, because we are flesh and blood, not cold-blooded animals, so during that time, when you and I don't know how to care, some things are changing, even if we don't admit it, it always happens."

"But even when you start to fall in love with me, and start to let go of your indifference and try to decide to get along with me, I still think that the person I love the most is Murong Qiuyu, because I have only had such a serious relationship in my life, and she is my first love, and we have had many memories."

Sun Xiaoran listened quietly, and her heart ached.

Chen Xiaodao continued: "What's more, because of that incident back then, I had hatred for her. Love and hate for someone is the most unforgettable, so before that, I really had only her in my heart, even if I hated her, she was the only one."

Sun Xiaoran took a deep breath. She wanted to cry because the man in front of her was too real. She was really unwilling to tell a lie to deceive her. She even thought, if you lied to me, I would take it seriously and pretend that I didn’t know and compromised like this?

But he has never.

Even at this moment, he is still so serious and he is telling the truth, she knows.

"Of course, when I tried to be with you, I was sincere. I knew you fell in love with you, so I really wanted to be nice to you and wanted to like you, but I don't know if that kind of love between men and women is the same thing, until last time I returned to Siheyuan and heard Uncle Zhang say you were gone." Chen Xiaodao said, looking at Sun Xiaoran.

Sun Xiaoran'er began to beat wildly, and she accelerated her beating.

"When I heard Uncle Zhang say that you waited for me all night, then cried and left, I'm here." Chen Xiaodao pointed to his heart: "It started to hurt here, I began to become extremely irritable, and I was in an extremely bad mood."

Sun Xiaoran looked at Chen Xiaodao and started crying, but she was smiling because she finally heard what she wanted.

He loves himself.

"It was only from that moment that I realized that I didn't know when you had entered my heart, had a place and an irreplaceable position." Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said.

Sun Xiaoran cried and nodded vigorously: "I know, I believe, I know this is true."

Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran with tears in her face, but her heart was bitter. He was very moved because Sun Xiaoran cried with joy. She just knew that she really liked her and had her place in her heart, so she was so happy. How could she not touch him?

However, he was moved but could not deceive himself, because he really couldn't give the ultimate answer Sun Xiaoran wanted now.

"I only knew that day that I had fallen in love with you and fell in love with you, so I knew you left and felt very uncomfortable. I wanted to chase you and explain it to you, but I still didn't go, because I knew the truth about that year, and I knew that she was also innocent and a victim, and she really sacrificed a lot for me and paid a lot."

Sun Xiaoran slowly controlled her emotions and her heart began to hurt.

"The most important thing is that I was very angry at that time. Thinking of my grandfather's deception of me, and thinking that my understanding with you was arranged by him, I felt inexplicably angry and disgusted. So at that time I did not pursue you or comfort her. I became a deserter, a deserter of love, and I hid in the army."

Sun Xiaoran's mood had calmed down a lot. Listening to him that day, he didn't look for anyone, but went directly to the army. For some reason, she felt a little better again.

She is also a woman, and she has a vain and competitive little woman's mind. As long as Chen Xiaodao is not with Murong Qiuyu and does not look for her, as long as Chen Xiaodao is the same, she is happy.

She is so jealous of Murong Qiuyu and so careful.

"You basically know what happened later, so..." Chen Xiaodao felt that he had finished speaking.

However, at this time, Sun Xiaoran looked at him and asked a question that almost made him collapse.

"Are you together that night?" Sun Xiaoran looked at him and asked seriously.

Chen Xiaodao was stunned on the spot.

Damn, I'm performing so seriously and deeply, just wanting to take this matter out in advance. Why can't you forget it? Why did you mention it?

Chen Xiaodao had the urge to vomit three liters of blood.

"Ahem, what, do you need to ask this so clearly?" Chen Xiaodao's forehead started to sweat again. Damn it, isn't the weather getting colder, why is it still so hot?

Sun Xiaoran nodded seriously: "Of course I have to ask clearly." In fact, she pretended to be calm. She was very nervous now, so nervous that she was about to bite her lips and bleed.

Chen Xiaodao bit his teeth and admitted: "Yes, we were together that night, and I was too..."

"ah!"

Sun Xiaoran screamed, hugged her ears with both hands, shook her head hard and said, "No, I don't want to listen, don't listen."

Chen Xiaodao looked at her in a daze. It was you who asked me. Now I have said everything, but you don’t listen anymore. What do you mean?

After a while, Sun Xiaoran calmed down. Chen Xiaodao looked at her carefully and worriedly, suddenly feeling a little confused.

It seems that why is this face a little red?

Why does it develop differently from the plot you imagined? Is it wrong to open it?

Yes, Sun Xiaoran's face turned slightly red, and she didn't know what she was thinking of.

Chen Xiaodao's heart moved and looked at her and said, "Your thoughts seem to be not simple."

Sun Xiaoran stomped her feet in shame and angrily, staring at him and said, "You want to care!"

Chen Xiaodao said speechlessly, "Anyway, this is the case. I hated her for lying to me that night and didn't tell me the truth, so I gave her that with a punishment."

"You bastard!" Sun Xiaoran said.

Chen Xiaodao was speechless again. He was indeed a bit of a bastard in that matter, and he was indeed very sorry for Murong Qiuyu.

Sun Xiaoran finally calmed down and looked up at Chen Xiaodao and said, "What do you think now? Do you only have feelings of indebtedness and guilt towards her, or do you have love and reluctance to give up?"

Chen Xiaodao thought for a while, shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Sun Xiaoran was actually very calm, not sad, not lost, and not moved. She was a bystander, so she vaguely felt that she knew what Chen Xiaodao was like, so she was actually a little happy in her heart.

However, she made a choice that Chen Xiaodao could not understand.

"Let's get a divorce."
Chapter completed!