Chen Xiaodao took Sun Xiaoran around the alley where the old Chen family was. There was not much commercial atmosphere here, but it had the flavor of old Beijing.

"That year, Zhao Erya's tree had such a big hornet's nest. No one dared to go up and poke it, so I poked it, but then I lay in the hospital for half a month."

"I saw that alley. Gu Manjiang, the most powerful person in Sijiu City, lived here. His family didn't have much background, so this guy liked to fight against the people in our courtyard. At that time, few of us dared to provoke him, and many of us took a detour when we saw him." Chen Xiaodao pointed to a hole in an alley and said.

Sun Xiaoran smiled sweetly and looked at him and said, "What happened to him later?"

Chen Xiaodao smiled and said, "I fucked him and was beaten up by him."

Sun Xiaoran chuckled: "I thought you were invincible, but I turned out to have been beaten up."

"There is no invincible existence in this world. Even if there is, it will grow up step by step from the weak. In the process of growing up, you will naturally experience some setbacks and tempers."

Chen Xiaodao held a cigarette on his mouth and said in a smoky manner: "The next day I found him again and fucked him again. He was bigger than me and had more experience in fighting than me, so I still never fucked him, but I looked for him every day, and I was bleeding from his head. I kept looking for him for eight days. In the end, he was afraid of me, so I never went to find him. When I met again, I was in the army, and he was also a member of the Qinglong Group. Unfortunately, he died in that battle a year ago!"

Sun Xiaoran listened to Chen Xiaodao talking about many interesting things about his childhood along the way, and learned a little more about Chen Xiaodao's past. She felt very warm, but now her nose felt sour. She couldn't help but gently grab Chen Xiaodao's hand and comfort him in this way.

"I'm fine." Chen Xiaodao squinted his eyes, thinking about those people and things, and always felt something was spinning in his eyes, but he still endured it: "I'm still alive, I will live well, live for them, watch the world for them, and watch the motherland become stronger."

Sun Xiaoran choked up and said, "They are warriors and real heroes. So are you."

Chen Xiaodao took a deep breath, grinned and said, "Let's go, he is the only one in Gu Manjiang's family. His sister is abroad. His parents died early, otherwise he should go and see his relatives."

Sun Xiaoran nodded and followed Chen Xiaodao to leave the entrance of the alley.

Walking outside on the street, Sun Xiaoran naturally held Chen Xiaodao's arm, as if she had to plucked up a lot of courage and said softly: "Xiaodao, can you take me to see my aunt?"

After saying that, she looked at Chen Xiaodao nervously, her eyes full of expectations.

Chen Xiaodao stopped and looked down at her.

The two looked at each other for a moment, Chen Xiaodao nodded and said, "Okay, I haven't seen her for many years."

Sun Xiaoran felt a little worried.

What exactly is the reason that Chen Xiaodao has never visited his biological mother for many years?

The most famous cemetery in China is naturally Babao Mountain, but there are too few people who can live in Babao Mountain if they die.

Chen Xiaodao's mother's sleeping cemetery is within one ring. For the capital city where every inch of land is valuable, this can definitely be said to be a Feng Shui treasure land.

Although he hadn't come for many years, Chen Xiaodao still clearly remembers the specific location of his mother's tombstone. Sun Xiaoran placed the lily in front of the tombstone and kowtowed respectfully.

Chen Xiaodao did not kowtow. He lit a cigarette and stood aside, with a bit of stubbornness and persistence in his eyes.

"Kowtow." Sun Xiaoran pulled Chen Xiaodao's hand.

Chen Xiaodao said: "If you don't kowtow, you will lose nothing when you die. What are you doing with these useless flower stands?"

Sun Xiaoran was a little angry and said, "How can you do this? No matter what, she is your mother."

Chen Xiaodao grinned: "She is indeed my mother, but she doesn't love me. If she really wants to love me, how could she be willing to jump off the building."

Sun Xiaoran felt sad when she heard this.

She was also an orphan who had no father or mother since she was a child, so she could understand Chen Xiaodao's mood very well.

Moreover, her parents died of a murderous death, and she could not blame them, but Chen Xiaodao's mother was different and she committed suicide!

For a rebellious person like Chen Xiaodao, it is difficult for him to understand why his mother could leave him so cruelly.

Therefore, Sun Xiaoran felt that Chen Xiaodao was very pitiful, so pitiful that it made people feel distressed.

"Don't be angry, okay?" Sun Xiaoran held Chen Xiaodao's hand and said softly.

Chen Xiaodao tried hard to keep his heart calm, nodded, and smiled and said, "Okay, don't be angry."

Sun Xiaoran said with courage: "You are a man, so you should be more open-minded, let alone she is your mother. You have to try to forgive her. At least, she has brought you life and given you the opportunity to walk in this world and see this beautiful world."

Chen Xiaodao also knew these truths, but he was stubborn and suffered major family changes since he was eight years old, and suffered huge emotional changes at the age of sixteen, which had a great impact on him.

With his personality, many things can be remembered for a lifetime.

Of course he knew that the other party was her mother, and he shouldn't have hatred, but as long as he thought that he was only eight years old, his mother jumped off the building and died desperately. As long as he thought that when he was a child, no one at home picked him up and dropped him off, he could only envy other children, and he could not forgive him.

Seeing Sun Xiaoran persuading him with a gentle face, Chen Xiaodao was originally very angry, but he had promised her not to get angry before, so he could only bear it.

As he endured it, he thought of his forgiveness to Xu Fengxian and his attitude towards the Xu family.

He couldn't help but feel much more relaxed.

Yes, what's hateful?

Even outsiders can forgive me, let alone my own mother?

But it's still a bit hateful!

He suddenly pointed at the tombstone fiercely and growled in a low voice: "Why are you so useless? Even if you lose, you shouldn't beg for death. When you die, you will lose completely and you will lose nothing! If you die, that man has married her, what have you gotten?"

Perhaps, what Chen Xiaodao really hated in his heart was not that his mother left him alone, but that he felt that his mother was not worthy of death.

After experiencing so many times and regaining a life from the brink of death countless times, Chen Xiaodao felt that nothing in this world is more terrifying than death, and nothing is more precious than living. He hates his mother's cowardice and his mother's stupidity!

Sun Xiaoran's eyes suddenly turned red. She hugged Chen Xiaodao from behind and held her tightly.

"It's okay, it's all over, it's better if it's over, it's okay, there's nothing that can't be put down?"

It took me a long time to calm down, but Chen Xiaodao's emotions completely calmed down. He knelt down, kowtowed three times respectfully, and then turned around and left.

Not long after Chen Xiaodao and Sun Xiaoran left, a person slowly walked out from behind a big tree.

She is a woman, very beautiful and young, her name is Murong Qiuyu.

Murong Qiuyu's face was a little pale. She bit her lips tightly and tried very hard to restrain the agitation in her heart.

When she came here today, Chen Xiaodao and Sun Xiaoran were here. Seeing her former lover taking other women to visit his mother's grave, Murong Qiuyu really couldn't find any reason to go out and say a long time ago.

She hid silently behind the tree, listened quietly to everything, and waited quietly.

It was also Chen Xiaodao who was very excited today, and Murong Qiuyu hid far away, so he didn't notice it.
Chapter completed!