That's all, you can see me in your eyes!

As long as you have me in your eyes, that's enough!

Nothing else matters anymore.

Chen Xiaodao was slightly stunned.

Sun Xiaoran is very beautiful, there is no doubt that from the moment she first saw her, Chen Xiaodao wanted to take her down as a man.

But at that time, Chen Xiaodao was devoted to living in the world of the city, only thinking about picking up girls to conquer women. But later, with the emergence of the perspective eye function and the continuous recovery of his body function, he realized that he yearned for returning to the army and returning to that familiar world, and his mentality changed a little.

Especially later, Wilson kidnapped Sun Xiaoran and threatened him, which made Chen Xiaodao realize that people like him who had too much killing and too many enemies were not qualified to live a peaceful and comfortable life. That was irresponsible to himself and the biggest threat to the lives of the people around him.

So Chen Xiaodao decisively chose to cut off all the things related to women in the urban world during that period.

But now, listening to Sun Xiaoran's words and looking at her beautiful appearance, Chen Xiaodao felt a great impulse in his heart.

He almost said we'll date.

Because this girl is so kind and so touching.

He is a soldier, but he is also a soldier. He also longs for someone to love and a peaceful and warm family life.

Moreover, as a child from a "single parent" family who lost his mother since childhood, Chen Xiaodao's longing and desire for a warm family life is much stronger than others.

But can he love Sun Xiaoran?

He does not deny that as a man, he likes beautiful women like Sun Xiaoran very much. Even as long as he is a good beauty, he wants to go with it. Only hypocritical men deny this.

But that's not love.

Deep in his heart, he still can't forget Murong Qiuyu. He will feel turbulent when he sees Murong Qiuyu, and will also be very upset when he sees Murong Qiuyu and Bai Zhanhong together, and even so unhappy that he wants to kill someone.

Even if you are with Sun Xiaoran in this case, it will be an irresponsible to Sun Xiaoran, a deception and unfairness.

What's more, he has made too many enemies now, and being open to any woman is the biggest threat to the safety of this woman.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said, "I'm not a good person. My hands are covered with blood and I have killed countless people. I even suffered from post-war psychological syndrome because of this. Therefore, people like me are not worthy of having a family at all and are not suitable for starting a family."

Sun Xiaoran felt inexplicably distressed when she listened to Chen Xiaodao's story.

Every time Chen Xiaodao said something that was not worthy of her words, she felt that this man was so distressing, and she just wanted to care for him and love him regardless of everything.

However, Sun Xiaoran is a girl with a very personality and strong independence. Although she began to like Chen Xiaodao, she even realized that she might have fallen in love with Chen Xiaodao, she was still very unhappy. Chen Xiaodao also had a girl named Murong Qiuyu in her heart.

"Do you have post-war psychological syndrome?" Sun Weiguo's expression changed drastically, and he stared at Chen Xiaodao with a serious expression.

Chen Xiaodao did not deny it and nodded, "Yes, although it was early and not particularly serious, sometimes I can't control my emotions at all."

Sun Weiguo said in a deep voice: "Is there no treatment?"

Chen Xiaodao shook his head and said, "There are no professional doctors in this field in China, but I am trying to restrain myself."

Sun Weiguo looked very serious, sighed, looked at Sun Xiaoran and said, "Girl, you are my only granddaughter. I always wanted you to marry him, but now my grandfather can only say that I respect your own choices, and grandfather hopes you will be happy for the rest of your life."

As a soldier, Sun Weiguo knew very well that soldiers with post-war psychological syndrome were mentally ill, and once their emotions were unstable, it was very terrible and dangerous.

Such people often get sick in life after they are discharged from the army and arouse violent emotions in their hearts because of the numerous things in society.

Therefore, it is best for such people to stay on the battlefield, because they can kill presumptuously on the battlefield, and in urban life, killing means crime.

Therefore, if Chen Xiaodao returns to the army and becomes a mysterious army like a murder machine, he will rarely have time to stay at home. Any woman marrying such a man means marrying loneliness. If she really loves this man, she has to worry about the safety of this man at all times and live a worried life.

Sun Xiaoran clenched her fists silently. She had never been married and didn't know what the marriage life should be like after marriage, but she knew what she wanted and liked, so she looked at Chen Xiaodao stubbornly and said, "When you are young, able to fight and fight for the country, you will fight as much as you want and write your legend. When you can't fight in the future and get old, you will always stop and rest."

Her meaning is very simple. She is willing to wait. She can become the woman behind the soldier who silently supports and waits!

When you meet the person you love, women will become stupid and will devote everything they have without regrets and resolutely, including the most precious youth!

Chen Xiaodao was really moved by Sun Xiaoran's words.

He had the urge to hold her in his arms.

But he still rationally restrained his impulse. He is no longer the boy of the past. He will think more about being responsible for the other party when dealing with feelings, rather than being reckless in his youth.

"I don't know how to answer you." Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said seriously.

Sun Xiaoran smiled with relief. She smiled happily and said, "Thank you, thank you for your sincerity, thank you for your seriousness and responsibility for me. Don't worry, we can get along slowly and try to date and show off slowly. If you can fall in love with me and forget her in the future, I will really marry you and be your lifelong woman."

This was already Sun Xiaoran's bold expression. After she said all this with graciousness, she was no longer shy, but instead felt relaxed.

Chen Xiaodao thought she was even more beautiful. Many women could not possess the kind of intellectual and rational beauty.

Looking at the beautiful face with a smile in front of him, Chen Xiaodao took a deep breath and said, "Thank you, I will try my best to start over."

At this moment, Chen Xiaodao really decided to start over.

He felt that it was really necessary for him to try to forget the past and Murong Qiuyu.

However, thinking of Murong Qiuyu and Bai Zhanhong, he was still unwilling to accept it, and even became violent because of this.

"I will return to the army and resume my crazy and dangerous career. From the moment I joined the army eight years ago, I silently made a vow that I will not leave until I reach that goal!" Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said.

Sun Xiaoran smiled and said, "People with ideals, pursuits and faith are those who live wonderfully with flesh and blood. Let's fight for the dreams and goals in their hearts with all their might."

"Are you waiting for me?" Chen Xiaodao asked with a smile.

Sun Xiaoran thought for a while, blinked and said, "If you wait too long, you have to be responsible for my youth."

Chen Xiaodao felt warm in his heart and reached out to touch Sun Xiaoran's face in front of Sun Weiguo.

Sun Xiaoran's pretty face turned red, but she did not dodge and let him touch her face lightly.

"I will achieve my goal as soon as possible." Chen Xiaodao's tone was extremely firm. At this moment, he was like when he stepped into the army eight years ago, his heart was full of faith and goals.

Eight years ago, he still wanted to share the same goals in his heart.

It was just eight years ago that he was determined to fight for a breath.

Today, eight years later, I am still fighting for that breath and fulfilling that wish.

But at the same time, there is another thing, which is a promise!

"Bai Zhanhong, you'd better not die. One year, if not one year, I will definitely pull you off the altar!" Chen Xiaodao clenched his fists silently, and a sense of awesome and fearful fighting spirit appeared all over his body.

(Please vote for the third update. It may be a bit lyrical, but this is the real Chen Xiaodao and the real Sun Xiaoran. They all have their own persistence and abide by it. I hope everyone likes it.)
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