Su Zhi's injuries have not healed and he cannot eat too much. As a princess who is used to being generous, Youmeng is the first time she takes care of others in such a considerate way.

She was extremely patient and gentle, watching Su Zhi chew slowly, but for some reason, this scene reminded her that not many days ago, she pretended to be sick because of a "female ghost" in Fenghualou and ordered Liyou to serve her. At that time, Liyou also took care of her day and night, holding a bowl in his hand to feed her the peace soup. At that time, she was still angry with him and refused to drink it, so he coaxed her angrily...

The more I thought about it, the more intense sadness surged into my heart. She instantly put the bowl back on the table, covering her mouth in Su Zhi's surprised gaze, and tears seemed to be broken, falling off as soon as she said it, endlessly.

Seeing her in this state, Su Zhi couldn't help panic. He was so nervous that he endured the pain in the wound and sat up. He just wanted to get closer to her and gently held her wrist covering her mouth and tried to move it away. He asked her with a worried look.

"It's okay..." Youmeng put down her hand without resisting, revealing the tears of pear blossoms with rain, "I just... think of Liyou..."

Su Zhi lowered his eyes gloomyly and nodded in understanding. He knew that it was difficult for her to forget what happened in this special period.

Youmeng couldn't stop her tears and choked and said, "How come he is such a gentle and kind person..."

Su Zhi trembled his eyes, raised his heartache all over his eyes, and couldn't help but raise his hand to touch her cheek, gently wiped the tears with his fingers, one by one, this familiar touch and familiar force should have awakened some fragmented memories in her heart, but she was immersed in huge sorrow at this moment, and the person had become drowsy and less sensitive, so she didn't feel anything strange. Once upon a time, someone used the same action to her.

"It's true that this is wrong. I blame me for not discovering his identity earlier and telling him the truth, which made his heart become heavier and heavier..." She felt even more uncomfortable by being comforted like this, and her tears were flowing more and more. "It's also because of me... I had too much expectations of him and ignored his feelings for me..."

Thinking of Liyou saying something that broke her heart before her death: "Liyou is not what the princess thinks, a gentleman with perfect character. Liyou also has selfish desires, will be cowardly, and will be jealous..."

After all, she looked up to him wishfully and thought him too perfectly, and only wanted to cultivate him into a dragon and phoenix. She valued his talents more than him, so she forgot to care more about his ideas. Using her financial resources and connections to pave a bright future for him. She thought that this was to be good to him, but she never faced him well. His emotions and desires as a mortal and his exclusive heart as a man seemed to have been deliberately ignored by her.

But he is not a saint, nor is he a god who is as transcendent as Mei Zihan, who can forget love and be unacceptable to the world.

Facing Su Zhi who was extremely tender at this time, Youmeng finally opened her heart frankly: "As for the kind of feelings between men and women, I used to avoid you, and I didn't want to think about it, because I didn't want to use any of you as a substitute to entrust deep affection, so I kept restraining and escaping, and I forced myself to be cold-hearted because I was afraid of being moved..."

Su Zhi understood at that moment, and his fingers suddenly stopped.

It turns out that in love, she closed her heart so tightly. She was afraid of deceiving herself, so she made mistakes in a daze. Then, naturally, using Liyou to numb herself, transferring her unsatisfied feelings on the Taifu to Liyou. She would be unable to control her and fall in love again.

The same is true for him, although he is not like Mei Zihan.

"Although I admit that he does have the shadow of a tutor, I have indeed regarded him as a tutor several times in a daze..."

Su Zhi heard her crying in his ears, but his heart seemed to be mixed, thinking about the person she repeatedly mentioned: Taifu - the man who took people to the valley to rescue the princess yesterday and walked up without saying a word, looking at the princess.
Chapter completed!