Chapter 309 Are you crying? I don't want to die.(1/2)
Mei'er and others are new, but they don't really understand the structure of the house where the prince is here. Fortunately, they slapped Madam Dou in the face before, and Xiao Douzi actively brought them to connect everywhere, which made them have a very smooth trivial matter such as preparing bath water. After all, who can get involved in the palace is not a human spirit?
Even a servant like Madam Dou is so handsome that she can't get a good match with the princess. They have to measure how much weight they have? Not to mention the trivial matters such as preparing bath water, even if the princess wants to make a table of Manchu and Han chess, they will run at high speed to meet the princess' requirements.
Lying in the hot bathtub, Rong Jingqiu sighed comfortably and asked Lin Lan'er who was serving on the side, "No one is making things difficult for you, right?"
Lin Lan'er smiled and said, "No, what do we want? They all cooperate with each other. Girl, the little eunuch named Xiao Douzi, has helped this time."
Mei'er, who was holding the fragrant zie for Rong Jingqiu, looked at Lin Lan'er, who was dancing and talking with her hands. She could be a good person and would win over a little eunuch like Xiao Douzi so quickly, but she took advantage of all the benefits.
She served Rong Jingqiu carefully. After Lin Lan'er finished speaking, she said, "Miss has cleaned up Madam Dou. Who is not decent enough to do anything against the girl without any eyes? But will this prince's residence last long? Girl, do we also need to place people in the prince's residence outside the palace?"
The Hou Mansion gave Rong Jingqiu several dowry servants, who had to be placed in the prince's mansion outside the palace one by one. Besides, Madam Dou is not happy now and doesn't know what the old woman will do, so she should place her own people at the key point so that she will not be controlled by others.
When Lin Lan'er heard this, she turned her head and looked at Mei'er. She was the least careful and wanted to compete with her everywhere, so she secretly curled her lips.
Zhu'er and Ju'er, who were taking the prepared clothes, saw that the two of them had pinched again, so they quickly huddled to the side and became transparent people without tying them, so as not to be unlucky inside and outside.
Rong Jingqiu closed her eyes and enjoyed the comfort of the steaming heat. After a while, she opened her eyes, took the hot towel handed over by Lin Lan'er and wiped her face, and then said, "No need for now."
"Girl, we should still seize the initiative..." Mei'er was stunned and hurriedly said.
Rong Jingqiu glanced at her, "You don't need to seize the opportunity in this kind of thing. Madam Dou is still a servant after all, so you don't need to think too much about her."
She was worried about this and that in the last life, and in the end she only felt wronged. Now she thinks that this is completely self-destructive. She is the wife whom Zhao Yuming married, and she will be justified in everything she wants to do. Whether she likes her or not, Zhao Yu has to give her this decent.
What's more, her relationship with Zhao Yu was not that bad at that time. They just didn't communicate with each other, but this man liked her body. Apart from those inconvenient days in a month, there was no time for her to rest at night. In this regard, Zhao Yu was particularly able to tossing.
So she was really blinding her eyes. With such a simple truth, she was lazy in her previous life and refused to spend time thinking about it, so she couldn't move in the Nine Prince's Mansion. In the end, she had no power to protect herself. Otherwise, how could she die under the arrows?
Mei'er and Lin Lan'er are both maids who have served Rong Jingqiu for many years. When they see her expression, they know that it is useless to say more at this time.
After Rong Jingqiu took a bath, she relaxed a lot and smoked her hair with a steamer. Before she could see Zhao Yu go back to her new house, she stopped waiting. She got up too early today. After yawning, she lay on her new bed.
As for the peanuts, red dates and other items on the bed, they had long been cleaned up. The bed was very comfortable lying on it. With the experience of sleeping here in her previous life, she quickly fell asleep relaxed.
But nightmare is not something you can do if you say you don’t do it, or the few words that Mrs. Guo who combs her hair today made her feel touched. She dreamed of a scene that she hadn’t dreamed for a long time. Red blood was brought out in a basin, but she was sweating heavily on the bed and was in pain.
A sound that sounded like a vague and clear sound in my ears, "Power, use force, it's almost coming out..."
What was coming out, she thought vaguely, but the more she thought about it, the more she felt her head hurt. The red ocean was like a big black hole, intending to swallow her, and the unique fishy rust smell of blood filled her nose. When she thought of the red ocean full of blood, she screamed in fear.
She was breathing more and more difficult, so she could only struggle desperately to shout for help, she should not drown in this red ocean, she would live, yes, live.
This strong thought filled my mind, and she was swimming upwards desperately, swimming, and a baby cry sounded in this empty world.
She was stunned. She really heard the crying sound, it was not fantasy or speculation, nor was it a dissonance of thought.
Before the ecstasy in my heart could rise, the bloody ocean completely submerged her.
"No, no..."
No matter how hard she struggled, she would never struggle again this time.
"Girl, girl..."
Lin Lan'er and Mei'er saw Rong Jingqiu having a nightmare again, so they quickly looked at each other, then walked forward with anxiety and pushed their girl to wake up. Unexpectedly, they had a nightmare again shortly after falling asleep.
"Give him back to me..."
Rong Jingqiu, who suddenly woke up from her dream, shouted, and then gasped desperately. Her hazy eyes saw the red wedding tent, and then she remembered where she was. At this time, she was already in tears.
Those past events that were deliberately pressed down in the heart and unwilling to recall were suddenly revealed, and her originally suppressed cry gradually turned into loud crying that released her emotions.
"Girl, what's wrong? You say what you want, so go and look for it now."
Lin Lan'er and Mei'er were both worried when they saw this scene. Although their girl would be silent for a long time after waking up after having a nightmare, she had never lost her composure like this, and at most she was in a low mood for a few days.
Not to mention that the two of them were anxious, Lin An, who had placed the dowry, happened to hear the cry when he arrived, so he rushed in and asked, "What's wrong? How did you serve?"
Since I became sensible, my girl has never cried like this, not to mention that today is the wedding night. If the prince and the son-in-law see it, I will probably feel dissatisfied with my girl.
Thinking of this, she was even more anxious to go forward to comfort Rong Jingqiu.
But the man's heavy and anxious footsteps sounded. Among the maids who were serving in the room were Rong Jingqiu's dowry maids, and the prince's original palace maids. When they heard the heart-wrenching cry of the new prince's concubine, they all looked at each other, not knowing what had happened.
At this time, seeing Zhao Yu come in, the group of palace maids dared not make random guesses and quickly bowed their knees to salute.
Just as he was about to comfort Rong Jingqiu, Lin Anshi, saw Zhao Yu in wedding clothes suddenly appear, she couldn't help but worry that he would be furious. Just when she didn't know what to do, Zhao Yu had already taken over in three or two steps, pulled the red tent open, and then she saw Rong Jingqiu who was holding her knees and crying bitterly.
Her crying scared him, and she heard it from afar, so she threw everything over and rushed over. He went forward to pull her. She avoided her and stared at him with swollen eyes, as if he had done something unforgivable to her.
This made his scalp numb, and he couldn't help but think of what his cousin Princess Qinglan stopped him and said. He frowned when he heard it, and then he even lowered his face. He really didn't expect that Madam Dou would do this.
I remember that he answered his cousin at that time, "I understand, I will handle this."
"Brother Ninth is not blamed for talking too much, but I'm here to say that. The third sister is my good sister. I don't allow anyone to bully her. Brother Ninth is just thinking about it."
His cousin was very dedicated to her, which made him feel much happier. He immediately gave her a positive answer, "Don't worry, you won't have a day to stand out for her."
"It's better."
My cousin got the accurate letter and left with satisfaction.
Just because he knew that something unpleasant happened in the new house before, he was not unhappy when he saw Rong Jingqiu rejecting him. After all, he was inappropriate and uneasy. After all, for him, Madam Dou is an honest and responsible person, and she protects him everywhere when he was a child. He could not imagine her face when she was provoking and arbitrary.
Her crying made him feel a headache. In the end, he forced the little woman who resisted him into his arms and hugged her tightly. "Why are you crying?" Then he seemed to realize that his tone seemed not gentle enough, so he asked again gently, "If you suffer any grievances, tell me, can I still not be biased against you?"
Rong Jingqiu looked at him with tears in her eyes. She had accumulated a lot of dissatisfaction and complaints about him in her previous life. At this moment, she suddenly didn't want him to have a good life, so she replied miserably, "I don't want to die."
This answer was unexpected for Zhao Yu. His expression, which was so gentle that it dripped, instantly cracked, "What did you say?" He thought he had heard it wrong.
"I said I don't want to die." Rong Jingqiu repeated again, "Zhao Yu, marrying you will die."
When she thought of the three words "death" she would die, her tears burst out again, and her sadness almost drowns her.
"What are you talking nonsense?" Zhao Yu was really angry with her this time. Today is their happy day. Look at what nonsense she said, "You are so full of Hu Qin and you are so dying, so you put it away for this prince. Have you heard?"
"Look, if you don't want to do it, you will lose your temper with me." Rong Jingqiu seemed to think he wasn't angry enough, so he added and cheered.
She is so sad now, why can Zhao Yu be so happy? He should be as sad and painful as her, mourning the beautiful life that has passed away.
Yes, he had never suffered any pain in his previous life. This thought flashed through his mind. Her eyes looked at Zhao Yu with more accusations and accusations. Why don’t you feel sad and painful?
This vision made Zhao Yu's anger rise. Is this still the Rong Jingqiu he knew? At this moment, he felt that he really couldn't understand what she was thinking. He really wanted to use an axe to pry open her mind and see what her head was.
"It's simply unreasonable." He immediately stood up and looked down at her with a condescending expression, "Reflect on it."
After saying that, he turned around and left with a swaying sleeve.
Rong Jingqiu watched him walk out of the new house with red eyes, but a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, look, I can't live well, you can't live well.
When the figure disappeared into her eyes, she suddenly fell on the bed like a deflated ball, looking at the picture of hundreds of sons and thousands of grandchildren embroidered on the top of the big red brocade tent with her eyes open. Should she run away? Or run away?
The desire to escape from all this was unprecedentedly high. When she thought of the heart-wrenching pain she endured in her dream, she felt fear. She didn't want to experience the pain that seemed to tear her soul apart again, and she didn't want to live such desperate days again.
The world outside is so vast that she can live freely and freely, why bother to be so tired and desperate?
Seeing her girl looking at the tent in a daze, Lin An sighed. She really couldn't understand what her girl was thinking, "Miss, why bother to make Your Highness angry?"
Even if you want to escape, you can't joke about your reputation now. Tomorrow, I'm afraid that the matter here will spread throughout the palace, and the saints and queens will not be able to explain it, so I have to punish them.
Since she learned that her girl had this idea, she has never thought about the issue of innocence. That is unrealistic, the royal family is not so easy to fool.
"Woman, I know it." Rong Jingqiu said quietly. The loss of tears just now seemed to have consumed all her strength. She now felt that her whole body was soft and she had no strength, and even felt it was difficult to speak.
Close her eyes and she began to fall asleep.
Lin An sighed and saw that her girl seemed to have fallen asleep. She stepped forward and arranged her sleeping position, then covered her with a brocade quilt, and guarded her here herself.
Mei'er and Lin Lan'er were also silent. The wedding night became like this. They were worried that their girls would have a hard time. Without the support of men, it would be difficult for them to start a new situation, especially the existence of a servant like Madam Dou.
Everyone with their own thoughts looked at the deserted new house, with only a pair of red candles as thick as arms burning, and from time to time, they made a slight explosion sound, and couldn't help but sigh in their hearts.
In the middle of the night, Zhao Yu stepped into the new house with a calm face. Lin An did not expect that he would come back again. He was surprised and couldn't even take it back.
"You all go down, there is no need to serve here."
Hearing Zhao Yu's instructions, Lin Anshi only gritted her teeth before quitting, "The girl hasn't been sleeping well recently and has been having nightmares, so her emotions are out of control. Please ask Your Highness..."
"I know."
Lin An looked at Rong Jingqiu, who was struggling in the nightmare on Xi's bed with concern, and finally could only withdraw silently.
Mei'er and Lin Lan'er also followed suit and withdrew from the new house.
"Will Your Highness Ninth Prince behave badly to the girl?" Lin Lan'er asked worriedly. After all, the Ninth Prince's face was really bad.
"What are you talking nonsense?" Lin An scolded Lin Lan'er who was unstoppable.
Lin Lan'er shrank her head and dared not argue. She could only bit her lips and stare at the inner room. If the girl screamed, she would definitely be the first to rush in.
Rong Jingqiu, who was having a nightmare, was suddenly pulled into a warm embrace, and then a gentle kiss fell on her forehead. Her eyes that she wanted to open could not see who was kissing her, but this breath was very familiar, which made her subconsciously let go of her guard and act as she pleased.
After sleepless all night, Lin An, who had heard a lot of corners, was really relieved. When he turned around and was about to make arrangements, he saw a woman with long faces surrounded by everyone. He saw that she was coming in with great momentum.
After hearing her daughter mention the conflict in the new house, she immediately matched the person's identity, so she stepped forward and smiled, "Is this Madam Dou? Why did she come so early?"
Madam Dou looked at Lin An with a slight smile. She knew that this person was a wet nurse like her. "It's just her old man, you are Madam Lin, are you?"
"That's right." Lin An admitted his identity readily, then glanced over Madam Dou and looked at the group of people behind her. There were old madams with decent and eunuchs in charge. Such a group of people made her subconsciously guard against it.
Madam Dou glanced at the direction of the new house, "Have the princess got up?"
She had already received the wind from what happened here last night. She didn't expect that seeing the calm and self-sustaining Rong Jingqiu would make such a mistake, especially when she heard His Royal Highness Ninth leaving the new house angrily, she couldn't help laughing out loud. It seemed that the little girl didn't know what it was like to be a woman? Which woman in the backyard could only gain a place by relying on the love of a man?
To be continued...