"I..." Su Jinchen couldn't say it, and just turned his head slightly, "This doesn't matter."

Taohua forced her to turn her face back and stared at him and said seriously: "Why is it not important? You just want to be ashamed of your heart, but is this really the case? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you satisfied with your behavior? Have you asked your heart?"

"This doesn't matter." Su Jinchen pressed the corner of his mouth and coughed, and said again.

"This is very important." Taohua said word by word, "In life, life is unhappy, so what is the difference between living and dying? You cannot stop things quickly when encountering unfair things, and you cannot laugh out loud when encountering happy things. Your grievances, your tolerance, your tolerance, your abide by and self-discipline will only make those who truly care about you and feel sorry for you. Are you right to them? If you have a little apology, then your shameless heart will be useless."

"I can't deny that what you said makes sense." Su Jinchen still stubbornly thought, "But I would rather bear it myself." As he said that, he couldn't help coughing again.

"Is it just that you are responsible for it? Where do you place those who care about you? There is no trust or sympathy? Regardless of relatives, friends or wives, the most important thing is to trust each other and sincerely entrust each other. But you just care whether you have a clear conscience or not. Sometimes, blindly giving is not necessarily the right thing. Maybe it's just your wishful thinking and others are not willing to accept such heavy love. Maybe what she wants is equality, understanding, trust and giving to each other! But what you give is not, but you still think how great and noble you are."

"I didn't!" Su Jinchen said anxiously, and another rapid cough.

"Okay, okay, whatever you say is what you say." Taohua couldn't help but worry when she saw that he was coughing and stopped talking.

Su Jinchen still insisted on explaining, "Taohua, although I can't fully understand what you said. But I know I must have done something wrong. But I can't think too much now. As long as the final result is good, I feel that everything is worth it."

"I won't say anything, you lie down and rest for a while. I'll pour you some water!" Taohua stood up.

Su Jinchen's eyes followed him.

In the afternoon, in order not to make Su Jinchen so bored, Taohua took out the paper and pen and said seriously that she wanted to paint for Su Jinchen.

After finally waiting for the Taohua to say that the painting was finished, Su Jinchen took it with anticipation and saw it, and was stunned, "Uh, what's this?"

"Yes, this is the clothes I designed based on your figure. How about it? Isn't it very good?" Taohua asked very seriously.

Su Jinchen looked at a uniquely designed dress on the paper, which was 80% similar to his figure, and was slightly unfair.

"What's wrong? Isn't it good-looking?" Taohua continued to ask.

"Okay, good-looking." Su Jinchen said awkwardly, "I thought, I thought..."

"Why?" Taohua really liked to see his tangled and tactful look.

"Nothing." Su Jinchen put down the drawing paper and said.

Puff! Taohua finally couldn't help but hilarious.

At the end of the day, although Taohua seemed to be nothing on the surface, she was even more happy than Su Jinchen's previous play. In fact, she kept holding it in her heart, but she was afraid that Su Jinchen would see it. Although Su Jinchen was sick some time ago, she did not see any cough symptoms. She suddenly coughed today. Could it be that? Taohua shook her head and stopped her from thinking about it.

At night, when she saw Su Jinchen sleeping, Taohua hurriedly got up and walked out.

Su Jinchen waited quietly for a while and sat up. In the darkness, Su Jinchen didn't know what he was thinking, so he just stayed silently, and then got up quietly.

After lit the lamp, Su Jinchen found the paper and pen that was placed on the table when she was painting in the afternoon. There were paintings of the costume designs she drew for herself in the afternoon, and said that she would make it for herself in the future.

Later... Su Jinchen thought of Taohua's longing look and smiled bitterly. He suddenly felt stuffy in his chest, and he pressed it with his hands, but he couldn't help coughing again.

Spread out the palm of your hand, and a touch of bright red appeared in your eyes.

Su Jinchen took out the square scarf and wiped it silently. Then he picked up the pen, his wrist was suspended, and he meditated on the words in his heart countless times, but at this moment he couldn't write a word. A piece of ink fell on the tip of the pen and dyed a little hazy ink.

After a long time, Su Jinchen sighed, put the pen aside, and dragged his weaker body out.

As soon as he left the entrance of the cave, he looked at the dark night. A little light in the cave looked warmer. Su Jinchen thought for a while, then turned around and covered the candlelight with the lampshade, carried the lantern and walked to the entrance of the cave, carefully fixed the lantern to a branch next to the cave, and then turned around and left with confidence.

Just as he walked out, Su Jinchen felt aware.

"Why don't you leave?" Taohua's voice sounded from behind.

Su Jinchen stiffened and turned around and smiled, "Is it a peach blossom? I just want to go and make some convenience."

"Oh, that's it," Taohua nodded, "Then you go, I'm waiting here."

"Uh, OK." Su Jinchen touched his nose and was about to turn around, but he heard Taohua remind him: "It's dark, lift up the lantern."

When the two returned to the cave, Su Jinchen lay on the bed and saw Taohua tidying up the bedding as usual. He hesitated for a moment and asked, "Aren't you going to find Mr. Zhao at this time?"

"I didn't go, are you very disappointed?" Taohua glanced at him.

"No." Su Jinchen shook his head in a hurry, "I'm just asking."

"Yeah." Taohua nodded, shook the quilt, leaned over and blew the light to her daughter-in-law, and then lay down.

The two of them had different thoughts. Although they were lying quietly, they were not asleep. The mountain wind outside was whistling, and the peach blossoms blinked their eyes and quietly slid down a tear, but she seemed to be unaware of anything.

"Are you angry?" Su Jinchen whispered after a long time.

"No." Taohua's tone was calm.

"You have it." Su Jinchen said: "Actually you thought of it during the day, right? But you never said it."

"I just want to know now." Taohua looked at Su Jinchen's direction in the darkness and said, "What you said during the day is worth the result as long as it is a good result, what is the result?"

Su Jinchen was silent for a moment and said, "I hope you are safe."

"So, in order not to implicate me and not let me get sick, do you want to leave quietly and choose to die for yourself?" Taohua asked.

Su Jinchen couldn't hear Taohua's tone, but he felt a little uneasy.

"Answer me." Taohua said, with a calm tone.

Su Jinchen suddenly realized that he seemed to have lost something the most important thing, which made him feel a little uncomfortable and puzzled.

"Do you don't trust me or do you believe that Old Man Zhao can give the antidote? Or have you really given up on the future? Or is there nothing in this world worth your nostalgia?!" Taohua couldn't wait for him to answer and questioned.

"No!" Su Jinchen said anxiously.

"Do you like me?" Taohua asked, "Answer me seriously."

Su Jinchen clenched his fist on his side and said, "I like it."

"Okay, Su Jinchen, I will tell you solemnly that I like you too. Maybe it's your appearance or your personality, I can't explain it clearly. But I know more that the love you say clearly is definitely not really like. Now, no matter what the future will, I have chosen to let go of all my concerns and accept my heart. But I don't want such a relationship to be based on your self-righteous efforts, which will only make me feel distrustful. I thought I had already said it very clearly during the day, but you told me tonight that you didn't understand. Su Jinchen, I'll say it again, I don't want to be a canary cared for. I hope I am the person standing next to you and walking side by side with you. If you can't do this, Taohua paused, "Then, if you want to leave, I will never stop you, and you will die. If you stay."

Taohua suddenly sat up, her voice coldly, "If you stay, let's hold on for me! Don't mess around every few days! I'm very tired and don't have time to look at you like a thief every day!"
Chapter completed!