"I made a mistake, a big mistake. I can no longer occupy you with peace of mind. I can no longer possess you without restraint. I am afraid that my willful actions will eventually turn into a sharp blade and hurt you to the point of being completely damaged." Lian Beijin tried his arm hard, and his strength was so great that he almost dug a hole in his shirt.

Huo Nanye carried her into his arms, fearing that he would lose his cautiousness, "Xiaoxiao, you are tired, can we go home and have a good sleep? Wait until we wake up and face it well."

Lian Beijin closed his eyes, tears wet his clothes, and she finally pushed him away, "You were the south wall I had hit without hesitation, and it was also the empty joy of my dreams."

"No, Xiaoxiao, it's not a dream." Huo Nanye tried to hug her again, but she pushed his arms away.

Her eyes were filled with tears, like a cloud of mist, which he gradually fell deeper and disappeared.

She said, "I am a sinner, I have committed irreparable sins, and I am unable to move forward in a row with shackles."

"You are right." Huo Nanye blocked her way, "Why do you put all your mistakes on yourself? No one blames you, no one makes things difficult for you."

Lian Beijin grinned and smiled. The bitterness on her face made people feel pity involuntarily. She shook down the steps, her steps were as if she would fall down with overwhelming pressure in the next moment.

She looked at the blue sky and white clouds, the sun was so bright and the weather was so peaceful, but her whole body was trembling coldly.

Huo Nanye gently held her cold little hand, "Stop saying stupid things anymore, okay?"

"Second brother, let's get divorced."

A sentence was like a sharp knife stabbed into his chest. The wound was so deep that the handle of the knife was still twisting the wound repeatedly, causing his mind to be empty for a while.

Seeing that he did not reply, Lian Beijin turned around and met with each other. Her eyes were clearly so clear and without a trace of chaos, but what she said seemed to be drunk.

She said, "This marriage was stolen, and I dare not hope for it anymore."

"Xiaoxiao, do you know what you are talking about?" Huo Nanye grabbed her shoulder in disbelief, trying to make her feel more awake.

Lian Beijin nodded, "I know very well."

"I know your father's death has been a big blow to you. We won't talk about these private matters. Will it be good to deal with your father's funeral after you're done?"

"Second brother." She lowered her head and choked with sobs of voice. "I can't go back anymore. I feel guilty on me. I feel like I'm about to suffocate. I'm afraid, I'm afraid they all know that I have had such a past with you. I'm afraid that my mother would like to break off relations with me with that desperate look. I'm even more afraid that when my father comes home, he asks me why he does this?"

"Xiaoxiao, you are not wrong, you are not wrong."

"I was wrong. I was selfish and disappointed them all. If I had gone home earlier and if I cared about them more, would my father not have to leave so soon. He didn't have time to say anything to me, he didn't say anything to me, I haven't told him yet, I don't like pink now, I like the light lotus root pink, and I don't like those cartoon puppets anymore. He didn't have time to know all this."

"Xiaoxiao—"

"Second brother, my heart is as empty as if I have fallen into the abyss. I want to hide myself like a loser, not face it, and dare not face it."

Huo Nanye squatted in front of her and gently held her into his arms in silence, "I'm still here, I'll be there all the time."

The wind blew past the hospital in desolate way, and a fallen leaf fell on the side of the road, and a little ant leaned out from under the leaves.

Lianjia courtyard is bleak and empty.

Lian Beijin sat in the room, looking at the pink, her eyes were red and swollen, and she wiped her nose casually and lay on the bed.

She held the big doll in her arms, stuffed her furry ears under her head. She felt the remaining temperature on the doll like a greedy person, just like she was acting coquettishly when she snuggled in his arms when she was a child.

Lian's mother stood outside the door, looking up at the ceiling, trying her best not to let her tears flow down.

"It's time to go," she said, her voice a little dull.

Lian Beijin sat up from the bed, looking at her mother who was obviously a little resistant to her.

Lian Zhenjiang's funeral was held in the funeral home in the south of the city, and officers from the entire military headquarters attended the event in full swing.

However, most of them come to watch the Lian family’s downs and downs.

Without Lian Zhenjiang and Lian Chenglin, the two respected leaders, the Lian family is really a bit desolate now.

After a series of funerals, everyone seemed to be holding their breath, but no one pierced the layer of veil.

"Mom, do you want to take a break?" Lian Beijin walked up to her with tea.

Even my mother seemed to have not been asleep for several days, and her entire eye socket was indented. She had been crying for a long time, and her eyes seemed to be not good. She looked at things in a hazy way, as if there was a piece of paper covering it. She could see a contour and couldn't see clearly.

Lian Beijin put the teacup beside her and lowered his voice, "The third brother is going to the cemetery."

"I'll go too." Lian's mother stood up in a chair and thought to stand up.

Lian Beijin held her hand, "Don't go."

"I'm going to see him off for the last journey." Lian's mother staggered out.

The sun was shining brightly, and it hurt a little when it was shining on the face one by one.

"Do you know why your dad doesn't like you marrying Huo Nanye?" Lian's mother stopped, as if waiting for her to reply.

Lian Beijin shook his head, "I don't know."

"You are his treasure. How can he be willing to entrust your life to a man ten years older than you? A good match is important, but spiritual understanding is also essential. A big man cannot understand the world of your little woman. The difference in values ​​of the three views. If you get married, you will be unable to move forward, and you will even give up on yourself to cater to him."

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Chapter completed!