I spent all chasing and being chased? Just as Lu Ji said, my past was all slaughter?

If my existence is really just for killing, then who else except the heavens has always wanted to get rid of me?

What is the purpose of heaven for killing me? What will kill me bring to them?

And the heaven discovered my existence because I only discovered it after I became stronger.

Kaiyang Hou also said that I will awaken. The stronger I am, the more crazier the heavens will pursue me.

And they also know that no matter how they kill me, I will always be reincarnated and reborn, and they will still kill me again and again.

Could it be...they are not afraid of my existence, they just simply don't want me to become stronger?

Apart from this possibility, no matter how much I think, I can't get a reasonable answer.

In other words, the purpose of heaven is not to kill me, but to stop me and prevent me from becoming stronger!

But, they tried so hard to stop me from becoming stronger, what was it for? I don’t understand.

Also, Nie An said that when he followed me in my previous life, I was always looking for someone.

Who is the person I am looking for?

Since I gave the peach wood sword to Mr. Ye in my previous life, is the person I am looking for related to the Ye family?

Or... the person I'm looking for is actually Ye Qingcheng?

But why did I search for Ye Qingcheng again and again?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but think of the dreams I had before, and the dream that I often did, Ye Qingcheng died in front of me.

Will these dreams be related to the whole thing...

Could the name that appeared in my dream again and again, the name that I have never heard of, be the person I am looking for?

Ye Qingcheng appeared in my dream again and again. Is that real or illusory dream?

If it is real, then won’t Ye Qingcheng and I always know each other?

Then what is my relationship with her?

Questions and question marks appeared in my mind one by one.

A trace of pain appeared on my head and a trace of trance appeared.

I was even wondering whether everything I saw and knew at this moment was real.

"ah--"

I held my head in unbearable pain with both hands and let out a blank roar!

Immediately afterwards, my mind suddenly became blank.

But in just a moment of blankness, another picture appeared in my mind, a picture that I was familiar with.

That picture is a dream I have, the dream where I transformed into that man and crushed my heart.

But this time, I could clearly hear the name I shouted before I crushed my heart!

"Yaoguang, wait for me, no matter where you are, I will definitely find you in the cycle of reincarnation..."

Yaoguang, that name is Yaoguang!

When I was drunk, what I shouted at when Qianyu was the name Yaoguang.

And last time I was in the fantasy array of women at that time, I saw the man I transformed into, the man who snuggled with Ye Qingcheng.

He told me that he is me!

In this way, the man I transformed into in my dream may be myself, my past life.

And the reason I committed suicide is because I want to find someone, and I want to find someone named Yaoguang in countless reincarnations!

Who is Yaoguang? Yaoguang... Could it be Ye Qingcheng?

I thought about it desperately, but the more I thought about it, the more my head hurts, as if it was about to explode.

Suddenly, a red light flashed in my eyes!

Because I was too irritated inside, I almost entered that state.

I was worried that I would not be able to control myself and would enter that state here, so I tried my best to suppress myself and stop thinking about it.

However, when I stopped thinking, the words still echoed in my mind, which lasted for a long time.

"Yaoguang, wait for me, no matter where you are, I will definitely find you in the cycle of reincarnation..."

This sentence has been in my mind, repeated and repeated, and repeated.

I don’t know how long it took, the pain in my head gradually dissipated, and the sentence that had been echoing in my mind had disappeared.

"Is it uncomfortable?" When I was not struggling with my head, Nie An's voice came into my ears.

"You also often had this situation in your previous life, especially as your strength gradually improves, this situation will become more and more frequent.

In the previous life, you started preparing for your funeral and committed suicide shortly after you frequently had this situation.

I think you must have thought of something, something about your past life or something else."

I didn't say anything, just nodded and gasped heavily.

I did not ask Nie An about the questions I thought of.

Because I know, he will definitely not be able to give me the answer. If he knows, he will definitely tell me by himself.

Now that I want to know the answers, only after I become stronger! Only after I become stronger can I obtain the memory images in my mind.

I am sure now that there must be many secrets hidden in my mind.

As for the Yaoguang, which is the person I am looking for, is it Ye Qingcheng?

Perhaps, only after rescuing Ye Qingcheng can we find the answer.

After thinking through these things, I didn't worry about those problems anymore.

All the answers will come to the surface little by little with my strength and the memories buried deep in my mind.

"I have another purpose to take you down this time." At this time, Nie An suddenly spoke.

"There is another purpose? What is it?" I asked after thinking.

"Look!" Nie An pointed his finger at the foot of the statue.

I looked in the direction Nie An pointed and found that there were two words engraved in the place where the point of the peach wood sword pointed, reincarnation!

Because I just focused on the statue, I didn't notice the words under the feet of the statue.

These two words are powerful and have a sense of vicissitudes.

But when I looked at the two words carefully, it seemed like there was a force of tearing, as if I wanted to suck my soul into it!

I was shocked and quickly moved my eyes away from the word "reincarnation".

However, even after I looked away, I still couldn't help but want to read those two words.

"Zheng Master Nie, why did you let me see these two words?" I suppressed my desire to read those two words and asked Nie An.

"Not because of anything, I just let you see it, just see it." Nie An replied.

As he said that, he waved his hand and the black cloth that was originally covered by the statue flew back.

The black cloth fell on the statue and re-covered it.

It also covered the word "reincarnation" at the tip of the sword!
Chapter completed!