"ah!"

Zhu Chi was stunned. It was such a coincidence?

"Wait, her high school classmates are not from the same school as you, why do you remember who her classmates are? Oh no, right? How did you know that it was her who was talking to me just now?"

"Because I have a crush on her." Chu Yuanxi seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, with no fluctuations on her face. "I don't like to use the word 'goddess'. Fang Shiling was my unrequited dream lover in junior high school. I can hear her voice. I often look for opportunities to visit her in high school."

Zhu Chi stopped talking. She didn't expect it to be so bloody. She thought it would be fun, but now it's even more fun.

"Is it stupid?" Chu Yuanxi lowered his head, his mood was not bad, at least not low. "A boy like me, when he reaches the age of love, after the seeds of secret love take root and sprout, he will pretend to be careless about her every move every day, and he is very afraid that others will see it and care very much."

"I'm just annoyed boys like you who lack self-confidence and love face, and have too strong self-esteem! Why don't you confess your love to me?"

"It's not a matter of self-esteem. I lack self-confidence, but I don't love face. At that age, I didn't know that love requires selfishness and offensiveness." In Chu Yuanxi's mind, the long-standing memories were like an undercurrent surging under the calm sea. "I'm not afraid of being rejected after confessing, I'm not afraid of being hurt by self-esteem, or being called a toad, but I'm afraid of being ridiculed for confessing a boy like me."

"I can't stand a little boy like you." Zhu Chi rolled his eyes, "If a boy treats me like this, I will definitely say to him 'You are a big fool'! She should also know that you are in love with her? Women have strong sixth senses."

"Yes, she's very stupid. She should know. At that time, she would be very happy to say something to her occasionally, and she would replay it several times in her mind. She thought others wouldn't notice it, but in fact many people saw it."

"You are junior high school classmates. It's been more than ten years, right? Do you still remember her voice?" Zhu Chiting was speechless.

"I'm a stubborn mind and I won't forget it no matter how long it takes." Chu Yuanxi breathed a long sigh.

"No?" Zhu Chi's mouth opened in an exaggerated O-shaped shape, which could be stuffed into eggs: "Did you have been secretly in love with Fang Shiling for more than ten years, until now?"

Then, incredible, she saw Chu Yuanxi nodding seriously, extremely serious, as if she was pointing at herself.

Zhu Chi was very embarrassed, but Chu Yuanxi's tone was still calm, saying, "There is no way, this kind of feeling is always unreasonable. It arises in an instant and then slowly sprouts. Just like the weeds on the roadside, small grass seedlings grow on the bare ground, and if you don't pay attention for a few days, you will grow to half a person's height."

"Then how did you get through these years? You're also in the third year, right? You haven't found a girlfriend?"

Chu Yuanxi said melancholy and bluntly: "I have found some, but I found that it is impossible to dispel Fang Shiling's shadow."

"Ah? The scumbag..." Zhu Chi said in a low voice, but the volume could definitely be heard.

Chu Yuanxi laughed at herself: "I'm quite a scumbag. Later, I became selfish and realized that I also have many advantages."

"Only selfishness discovers the advantages? What is the logic?"

"Even if it is, selfishness makes people confident, right?" Chu Yuanxi's eyes were a little wandering, "selflessness makes people inferior, selfish makes people confident. It is not that the more confident the person is, the more selfish the person is, the more confident it is. This is not the case in ancient and modern times, China and abroad."

Zhu Chi is not clear about the sternness.

Chu Yuanxi rubbed his face and said to Zhu Chi apologetically: "I laughed at you. I haven't seen her for many years. This deep-burned relationship was suddenly revealed, which made you hear the inner monologue of a three-year old man."

"Then what did you hesitate just now? I see your expression very tangled."

Chu Yuanxi smiled: "What I was struggling with just now is whether to let her."

"Let her?"

"Give you to her."

"What about the answer?"

Chu Yuanxi's face was very calm, but his eyes were firm: "After a fierce ideological struggle, my answer has always been - never."

"Ha, man..." Zhu Chi turned his head with despise.

"Whether you are despised or misunderstood, what I, Chu Yuanxi, want to do, cannot be bound by emotions. Entrepreneurs are not only responsible for their own success or failure, but also for investors, partners and employees. Without the determination and responsibility to take the initiative, it is impossible to succeed, and will only let down the sweat that employees have given for me."

At this moment, Zhu Chi felt that Chu Yuanxi was different for the first time, not his ability or his infectiousness when speaking, but his vision and heart.

However, she didn't know why, and felt a little "unconvinced". She didn't know where she was unconvinced. She snorted and asked, "Don't you feel lucky?"

“What kind of luck is it?”

"If I didn't come today, didn't get on the train, and wasn't by your side now, and wouldn't you be afraid of picking up Fang Shiling's WeChat? You may not even have the chance to speak."

"Not afraid." Chu Yuanxi turned his head and looked directly at Zhu Chi for three seconds before saying, "You will choose me."

Zhu Chi was a little embarrassed by Chu Yuanxi's stare. While turning his head to look out the window, he asked, "Do you still want to find Fang Shiling to renew your relationship?"

"Think about it, this kind of thought has long become a burden that tortures me, and this burden may take half a lifetime to resolve."

"Tsk, it's quite literary." Zhu Chi was a little proud, "I think you haven't made much progress in so many years. I want to confess my love. She is single now."

"Ah?" Chu Yuanxi looked up, "Isn't she engaged?"

"Wow, you don't know?" Zhu Chi suddenly became very excited, "Have you added her on WeChat?"

Seeing Chu Yuanxi nodding again, Zhu Chi immediately said, "You are shy enough. Do you want me to give you a WeChat business card?"

"What the hell is going on?" Chu Yuanxi's calm magic skill finally broke the power...

"Is it a big deal that Fang Shiling and the webmaster of high school terminated the engagement? During that time, the two of them lost a single number of fans from their official accounts, and you don't know at all. I'll show you her circle of friends." Zhu Chi said while opening WeChat, but found that they had deleted all of these.

When Zhu Chi flipped over his circle of friends, Chu Yuanxi remained silent. In fact, his heart struggled much more than what he said on his face.

In the original world, he has been restraining himself and not touching Fang Shiling, because Fang Shiling was already engaged to someone before his career took off. He is afraid of himself and afraid of doing evil, destroying the perfect symbol in his heart. More than ten years have passed, and before he knew it, Fang Shiling has evolved from a dream lover to a totem and a symbol in his heart, and he does not want to destroy this beauty.

For the sake of his own entangled heart, he even deliberately distanced himself from the interpersonal circles that had something to do with Fang Shiling and deliberately stopped accepting her news, but this does not mean that he doesn't want her.

Many nights, the emptiness in his heart has not become smaller. A person's unrequited love has accumulated over the years like a landslide. No matter how many bed companions change, he will not get real venting. Instead, he thinks even more tragic.

The most precious thing that cannot be obtained is, but the moral pressure becomes a strong self-restraint, causing internal injuries to oneself.

But he never expected that Fang Shiling had terminated the engagement? Chu Yuanxi found that his mind was filled with slightness. If someone had the "sea of ​​consciousness" in the novel of cultivating immortals, his sea of ​​consciousness would definitely be surging now. After traveling through time, he chose the self-media without hesitation. Is the fundamental reason not because he analyzed so many reasons, but because he knew that Fang Shiling also engaged in self-media in the original world?
Chapter completed!