He went to Beijing to seek a teacher and work. In just three or four months, Jin Chirui felt that he had spent several years.

Since he became "ill" and has only been in Beijing for a few months, he has felt that his life is fulfilling and meaningful, he has clear goals every day, and he also knows what he has done and what role he has done can play.

Everything is so realistic.

In the past, even though I was possessed of superpowers, indulged in it, arrogant, and looked down on everything, I was confused in my self-study, like diving into the turbid water, unable to see the road ahead and behind me, and I didn’t even feel direction. I refused to stop but knew that I had been standing still, wasting my years, and wasting my mind.

Walking out of the airport, Jin Chirui looked up at the sky, as if he was a different world.

Although his family relationship made him eager to go home as soon as possible and look at his strict father and mother who would first feel scared when he remembered, he gritted his teeth and insisted on going to work first.

This time I am not going back to China Sea, but coming to China Sea for a business trip!

Master once said: "Life in the secular world is also practice. If you cannot handle many things in life well, it means that your mind is not cultivated enough, so how can you talk about practicing?"

So you need to know more clearly what you should do, what you can do, and how you do it.

He thought that maybe he should go back to visit his parents first and apologize to his parents, because he had some words and deeds during his "illness" over the years, because he ran away from home secretly after being discharged from the hospital, because it was his wish and his teacher's destiny.

But he thought that if he didn't go to work first, but ran home to visit his parents, it would be a wrong behavior in the eyes of his always strict parents.

So, work first.

In order to publish the textbooks of Shuoyuan Network Technology Training School, he has been to publishing houses in Beijing for many times during this period, but the relevant departments have not approved it.

This time he came to Zhonghai, he was very confident that his friends he had known before, or those who could not even be considered friends, could help him. Besides, although it might be a little troublesome to have friends, people who always give him face. Besides, with the connections and resources of his father, mother, and even his family, relatives in various departments and industries, although it may be a little troublesome, it should be possible.

However, he did not expect that four years of "sickness" had already caused his original social network to disappear.

Friends, my family, relatives, and almost everyone is worried about him, who has been mentally ill for many years and has been disappointed by his biological parents and has given up. He has no good face, and he will not come back inexplicably to run away from home. He hopes to publish a "small thing" of teaching materials.

In just three days.

Jin Chirui felt that he had truly understood what "human feelings" mean

He remembered that when he was working, he had many friends, all his family and relatives had a good attitude when he saw him, and there were even some people who were attracted by the indifference.

Now he is like a stranger, or he is sarcastic.

For the first time, he discovered that he seemed to have nothing except the master and the mysterious method he would practice in the future?!

Although his parents' attitude towards him gradually improved, they were still cold.

The warmth and coldness of human relationships made Jin Chirui think of many of the teachings of his parents back then: "We are all for your own good." "Listen to us, that's right..."

Yes, parents are right.

If you don't listen to them, you're wrong.

But when I thought about it, Jin Chirui couldn't help but feel chilled, wondering if it was possible that his parents had done it deliberately after hearing the news? Although this speculation was a bit too bad, think about the strong attitude of their parents since childhood, especially the anger, disappointment and disgust of their parents after they became ill...

After being discharged from the hospital, he was disobedient and ran away secretly!

Very likely.

Jin Chirui felt very conflicted.

That evening, Jin Chirui, who was already a little dirt-faced and discouraged, returned to his doorstep with a decadent expression.

His home is in a relatively old community, but definitely belongs to a prosperous area in the central urban area.

The first floor has a courtyard, four bedrooms and two living rooms.

Jin Chirui felt a little timid. After hesitating for a while, he sat on the steps at the door, lit a cigarette and looked at it silently, while looking at the courtyards on both sides.

The courtyard is surrounded by exquisite fences and arranged flower stands in an orderly manner. It is winter, and there are only two osmanthus trees in the courtyard that still maintain a light green color. When the weather is warm, the surrounding flower stands will be filled with various bonsai flowers.

Originally, he also had a house and the location was quite good, but when he divorced, he gave it to his wife very readily.

The night was completely pulled up.

The lights in the kitchen at home were on, and Jin Chirui knew that his mother was cooking and his father had not come back yet.

Just as I thought of this, the light of the two headlights shook, and a car stopped in front of the door with the sound of the engine.

The driver got out of the car and opened the door.

Jin Wen, wearing a black coat, got out of the car and said, "Go back, don't have to pick me up so early tomorrow."

"Yes." The driver agreed, but did not turn around and blocked Jin Wen's face. He looked vigilantly at the black shadow sitting on the steps in front of the unit door, frowned, and said, "Who is sitting there for what?!"

While speaking, Jin Chirui had already stood up, first looking at his father who was standing behind the driver and stunned, then lowered his head in shame and fear, and called out softly: "Dad."

Jin Wen was angry and habitually spoke up and wanted to scold him, but then he thought of something and suppressed the anger in his heart and said, "Xiao Zhang, this is Chi Rui, my incompetent son...you, go back first."

"Oh." The driver was also a person with a delicate heart. Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, he quickly agreed and turned around and drove away.

Jin Wen walked towards the door with a stern face and said in a cold tone: "I'm back, why don't I go into the house? Why are you sitting outside?"

As he spoke, he had already climbed up the stairs.

Jin Chirui was stunned. He doubted that he had heard it wrong?

Although my father's tone was very cold and there was a hint of anger in it,... this didn't seem to be the attitude my father should have shown at all.

He is so gentle!

If it were the case before, my father would either scold him angrily or throw him out coldly: "What are you doing when you are back? Get out!"

Or, “I don’t have a son like you!”

Just when he was stunned, his father had already opened the door and entered the house, turned his head and frowned, "Why are you still standing outside?"

"Ah?!" Jin Chirui quickly turned around and walked home.

Inside the house, the voice of his mother Ouyang Huiqing came from: "Old Jin, who are you talking to?"

Jin Chirui, who was standing in the door, saw his son turning around, and then walked inside, saying, "Chi Rui is back. He sits outside and doesn't enter the house. I don't know how long he has been back."

"ah?"

Ouyang Huiqing's surprised voice came out, and then another sound of a bowl falling to the ground and shattering.

"Look at you, you..." Jin Wen said halfway through his complaint, his tone became much gentler, as if he suppressed his anger: "Are you careful, is it hot?"

"No, no..." Ouyang Huiqing strode towards the door.

Jin Chirui walked into the house, closed the door timidly with his head hanging down, turned around, looked up, and saw his mother looking at him with tears on her face.

"Mom, I, I'm back." Jin Chirui smiled awkwardly, his expression full of unconcealed fear.

"Back, are you back?" Ouyang Huiqing was actually a little panicked. She was obviously full of tears, but she forced a smile. She was helpless and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it. She quickly turned around and walked towards the kitchen: "The meal is about to be ready, it will be done in a while, it will be done in a while, ah! You, you and your dad are watching TV in the living room, wait a while."

Jin Chirui looked confused and suspected that he was dreaming. Is this his home?

Is this still my father or mother?

Walking through the entrance hall in a daze, I saw broken plates, some dishes and soup scattered on the ground in the dining table in the restaurant.

My father was holding a roll of toilet paper and tearing out pieces to clean the ground.

Under the bright light, Jin Chirui saw that his father had a lot of white hair that was well-maintained in his father's thick black hair. He squatted on the ground and bent over, which was obviously a little difficult.

So in an instant, Jin Chirui discovered for the first time that his father was old.

Jin Chirui quickly stepped forward, squatted down and snatched the roll of toilet paper from his father's hand, tear out a large piece and went to the ground to pick it up, and said, "Dad, I'll do it, I'll do it. You just came back from get off work, go to the living room to rest for a while."

"Oh, okay, okay." Jin Wen was also a little stunned, stood up with his knees on his hands and took two steps back to avoid getting in the way.

Instead of going to the living room, he stood there and watched his son squatting down and quickly picking up the ground.

At this moment, he felt the warmth between father and son that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Perhaps such a scene happened too little between the father and son, so Jin Wen clearly remembered that when his son was six years old, he had just passed the Mid-Autumn Festival one night, he returned home drunk and slept on the sofa in the living room. His wife was angry that he was drunk, so he didn't bother with him. As a result, when his young son got up at night, he found that he was sleeping on the sofa and vomiting wine, spitting on the floor, his body and face. So his son cleaned the floor, brought a basin of water, and wiped his face with a towel. He opened his eyes at the time and saw his young son washing his face and cleaning the floor and the sofa. Although it was not cleaned, it seemed even more flowery and dirty, but that time, Jin Wen was really relieved.

He felt that the children he taught were really excellent, after all, they were only six years old!

So, Jin Wen and his wife showed off their romances many times between relatives and friends.

Now that I realized it, Jin Wen suddenly realized that the mistakes he and his wife made over the years were simply unforgivable.

Because since that incident, they have been increasingly strict in their discipline on their son.

Because they feel that it is precisely because of their correct daily education that their son can perform so well.
Chapter completed!