Chapter 909 Dare to climb high
At this moment, Bai Ruoyun's face came to my mind again. This person who was originally my biological father, and I don't know where he is and whether he is living well?
If I have the opportunity to leave Shanhai City alive in the future, should I find an opportunity to have a good chat with him?
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People will eventually be scattered at the end of this crowd, but I will not forget that in these difficult years, so many people have warmed my years.
Thinking back on all the unpleasant things that happened in the past, I don’t know if it was inspired by this tragic atmosphere, but I actually crawled in Shen Yun’s arms without any strength and started crying.
As his eyes fell on his broad chest, the sadness in his heart became even more intense. Gradually, from sobs to cry, tears flowed out freely, and his shoulders began to shake due to excitement.
"Yiyang?"
Chen Yun obviously didn't expect me to cry without warning, and couldn't help but ask loudly: "Yiyang, what's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly cry?"
Zhang Xian, who was sleeping next to me, also had some precautions about this kind of scene. Seeing this, he quickly turned around, stretched out his wide palm and patted my back, comforting him: "Yiyang, what happened? Don't cry first. If you have anything, you can tell me. Lao Shen and I will help you solve it."
“Woo woo woo woo…”
No matter how much the two of them comforted me, I just want to cry hard at this moment, even if I let people all over the world see me cowardly, I just want to vent my whole heart and vent all the grievances I have suffered over the years, and I can't leave any left.
Only after venting, can I prepare myself and set out tomorrow and face the heavenly disaster bravely and fearlessly.
When the two saw me turning a deaf ear to their comfort and guidance, they immediately understood my state of mind as experienced people.
Especially Chen Yun, he can be said to be the person who knows me the most besides my grandparents and friends.
Seeing me so sad, he naturally felt deeply. He knew that nothing was useful to say now, so he quickly increased his efforts and hugged me in his arms more vigorously, trying to give me more warmth.
As for Zhang Xian, he is also a wise man. How could he not understand why I am sad?
Moreover, after this period of understanding and contact, he has roughly learned about some of my life experience, so the current scene is not particularly sudden.
For this reason, he also stretched out his palms and patted my head gently. The three of them lay quietly on the bed, saying nothing. Apart from my crying, the field was relatively silent.
I cried for about three or five minutes, and probably that bad mood has been completely vented.
Seeing that both of them were silent, Chen Yun hugged them even harder. Thinking of the three big men hugging each other without clothes, they suddenly felt particularly embarrassed.
He forced his tears to stop and slowly broke free from Chen Yun's arms, then sighed quietly: "Oh, why did I cry suddenly? I'm so generous!"
"No."
Chen Yun reached out to wipe away my tears after hearing this, and comforted me: "Yiyang, since I met you, you have always been the strongest person and a very outstanding young man."
"Although men don't cry easily, it's just a sad time. I know that you have suffered a lot over the years and suffered a lot of grievances. Sometimes crying may not be a bad thing."
yes.
Zhang Xian also said earnestly: "Yiyang, you have done a good job. When I was in my early twenties, I was a rich second-generation who knew nothing. He was almost useless except eating, drinking and having fun every day. If it weren't for the basics of the family, I might be a loser with nothing now. In your words, I would be a little Chi Lao."
"Looking at your situation, you graduated from the 985+211 engineering college and have your own studio at a young age. You have also done so many chivalrous actions and helped so many people."
"You've done all this well."
"Of course I know that as the patriarch of the Bai family, you may really have too many things on your shoulders. I just hope you can be happier in the future and don't force yourself too much."
"From the moment I knew you, I felt that you were more calm and wise than people of your age. Although this seems to be a good thing, it will actually make you lose a lot of happiness."
hehe.
When I heard the two of them express their sincere feelings, I really don’t know how to respond.
Although I feel a little sad inside, my whole body is already in a pretty good mood.
Then he took a deep breath and said to himself: "Mr. Shen, isn't it because of you who just cried? It's all your fault!"
"What?"
"Blame me?"
Shen Yun touched his head in surprise and asked in confusion: "Why do you blame me? I didn't mess with you, right?"
"You didn't mess with me, but who made your arms so warm?"
"Just just now, feeling your care and my love in your arms, I instantly thought of Bai Ruoyun."
"He has never cared about me in the past years, nor has he given me a trace of love."
"In the past twenty years, I have no idea what fatherly love is, nor have I felt the warmth of fatherly love."
"Until the last moment, when you hugged me tightly in your arms, the warm feeling made me want to cry. I was thinking that if I could rely on Bai Ruoyun so closely one day, it would definitely be a great thing, but I know that this is impossible, and I can't forgive him yet!"
"hey-hey."
Shen Yun smiled at me a little embarrassedly, and then said happily: "Yiyang, it turns out that you just cried because of this?"
"This is easy to deal with. Actually, I have always regarded you as my relative. If you don't dislike me, how about you recognize me as your godfather in the future?"
"ah!"
"What's the situation!"
"Mr. Shen, you are right!"
"No!"
Shen Yun frowned and said in confusion: "I came up with this idea very seriously. In fact, I have regarded you as my child for a long time."
Chapter completed!