Next month, there may be no way to update stably. My dad has undergone surgery in Nanjing and needs me to take care of him.

My dad is a fat man. He started quitting school when he went to elementary school. When he grew up, he would eat, drink, bet, and eat.

My grandfather was a senior teacher in his hometown at that time, and was respected by others. He was full of students and had to go to the back door to ask his grandfather to sue him. Finally, he arranged for him to work in the power plant at that time. When I was in elementary school, he had been more than 2,000 yuan a month, and the unit benefits were excellent, with free water and electricity, and meat and egg benefits every month.

After finding a job, marrying a wife, and buying a house, grandparents thought they could finally breathe a sigh of relief, but they didn't know that it was just the beginning of a nightmare.

My father gambled and not only lost the house to the creditor, but also bought out his job and ran away with tens of thousands of yuan. I have lived with my grandparents since I was a child. I heard from my grandmother that there were still people who came to my house to pay for the money at that time, but my memory was blurred.

My son is embarrassed, and the old man is so handsome that he can't stay in his hometown, so his family comes to Shandong.

When I was in junior high school, the man who was cursed by my grandmother for ten thousand times came back. He followed his grandmother and lived with his parents for two years, and then went to a business with another savings from the old man. This time it was very good. He made money, and then he looked for women and gambling. After two years, he owed a lot of debts and ran away. I don’t know if the family had paid off his debts for him. Anyway, grandma and grandma moved from a big house to a small house.

When I was in college, the man came up again. After all, I still had pity for him and still had some hope for him. So I deceived my mother, who had already divorced, and asked him to live near the university... Then he bet on football during the World Cup and forced me to cheat my mother for 4,000 yuan. At that time, I really wanted to jump out of the university teaching building with him.

In four years of college, he tortured me for three years, recruiting a group of friends to eat and brag in a rental house. This may be the most proud and happy time in his life, and then I had to wash bowls for more than an hour to sort out the endgame.

That was my father, my dad, but every time I saw him, I felt disgusted from the bottom of my heart. I hope that there is no such person in this world at all. Sometimes I want to stab him to death and squat for ten years before coming out. Will my life be easier?

Because of his years of eating Haisai and smoking and drinking, his strong body had long collapsed. After years of diabetes, I know that he would enter the complication stage in a few years, but he would not die so happily because his grandmother loves him. No matter how much it is, my fat grandmother still loves his son.

She will take out all her own to maintain this son's life. I am desperate, but I am powerless to change.

This time, he came again. He was in Nanjing and needed an operation. I don’t know how much time it took for him to go this time, but what can I do?

That was my physical and blood-related father. He was in all kinds of bad things and wrong things. Without him, I would not even have the chance to come to this world to experience pain, let alone my life was not painful under the pampering of my grandfather and grandma.

I have thousands of reasons to hurt him, but people can deceive the whole world, but they can't deceive their own hearts. If you watch him die like this, he will become a shadow and flaw in my heart.

Life is like carrying heavy burdens and traveling far. Only by bearing heavy burdens can you travel far enough; this man is my father. No matter what, even if he is not willing, even if he gives up everything I have accumulated over the past two years, I will do my best to make him live.

In this way, when he died, [31 Novel Network] I can ask myself, be ashamed of my shame, and be able to go into battle lightly and freely in my future life.

Friday, August 31, 2018, Savage Fish 2
Chapter completed!