I said, "I want to find Monsoon and take her out of Lop Nur."

Everyone went back to the tent one after another.

Zhang Hui and Meng Xiaoshuai are still there.

The juice leaned against me, crying and not talking.

I said, "Believe me, the ecstasy no longer exists, and I will definitely walk out alive."

Liu Xueer said, "I'll wait for you, but I have a deadline."

I said, "How many days?"

Liu Jinger said: "100 years. If you don't come back, I will definitely marry..." As she said that, she cried even harder.

I took out a tissue, wiped her tears and said, "Okay, it's a matter of time, 100 years. But I don't want to ask me to advance."

Liu Juer grabbed my hand and said, "Tonight, you will accompany me."

I said, "No problem."

Then, I took her to Zhang Hui and Meng Xiaoshuai and said, "Meng Xiaoshuai, you and Liu Xueer will leave tomorrow, and I will stay."

Meng Xiaoshuai looked at me with red eyes and said, "What are you leaving for?"

I said, "I'm going to save Monsoon."

Meng Xiaoshuai shouted: "We have been dead for life and finally escaped, but you changed your mind again! Men are just unreliable!" Then, she looked at Liu Xueer with heartache: "Did you agree?"

Liu Xueer stopped crying, and she said lightly: "We agreed, let him go."

I said, "I'll go talk to Ainijiang."

I walked into Ainijiang's tent, and he was chatting with Xiao 5 and Bibi.

I told my plans.

Ai Nijiang was stunned for a long time before speaking: "Don't you think it's dangerous for you to do this?"

I said, "Monsoon is here to look for me, I can't leave her on Lop Nur."

Xiao 5's eyes were wet, and she said, "Teacher Zhou, I don't want to leave Sister Ji Feng here, nor do I want you to throw your life here. I'm so entangled!"

Bibi said, "No matter what, I will not come to save you again."

I said, "I'll be fine."

Ainijiang thought for a while and said, "You decide for yourself. Tomorrow, I will leave you enough gasoline, food, and water. I can only wish you good luck."

I said, "Thank you. Thank you."

That night, Liu Xueer and I slept in the same tent.

She snuggled in my arms, like a gentle kitten, motionless.

The night wind blew the tent, "bang bang" sounded.

Juice fell asleep like this. Her hands kept holding my sleeves tightly, as if she was afraid that I would slip away.

I was very calm inside, so calm that I couldn't sleep.

I am thinking about everything I experienced on Lop Nur.

I am very pleased that in such a harsh natural environment, in a distorted time and space without legal checks and balances or even moral standards, in such a long time, at the critical moments of life and death... I have not lost my conscience, the minimum dignity, the evil in my heart, and the basic ethics of a person.

I don't.

Otherwise, I will be ashamed to recall this experience, I will be ashamed to tell others about this experience, and I will be ashamed to write this experience.

I fell asleep in the middle of the night.

When I woke up, the sun was already rising very high. Juice sat next to me and looked at me peacefully. I don’t know how long she had been looking at me.

Seeing that I woke up, she said softly: "They are all waiting for you outside."

I said, "Oh..."

Then I got up, put on my coat, and walked out. Sure enough, Xiao 5, Bibi, Ai Nijiang, Doudou, Xiao A, Lao Huang, Master Zhang, doctor, guide, chef, driver... were all standing on the sand of the camp waiting for me. They had pulled out most of the tents and put them all in the car.

I didn't see Zhang Hui, but only heard Meng Xiaoshuai crying in a tent.

I looked towards the "lake" that Bibi's off-road vehicle had already arrived and was wiped clean. Meng Xiaoshuai's Hummer was also driven. I found that only one motorcycle was left, and the one lying on the ground was missing.

I asked Liu Xueer: "Have Zhang Hui left?"

Liu Jinger said, "He is gone. He left you a sentence, and that nail gun."

I asked in a low voice, "What do you mean?"

Liu Xueer said, "He said he will be your brother in the next life."

My heart felt sad.

I walked up to Ainijiang, who said, "We have filled your car with gasoline and put a few buckets in the car, which should be enough. We have packed the food and water for you."

I grabbed his hand and said, "Thank you."

Ainijiang said: "Do you have anything to take out?"

I said, "No. I just want to remind you - after you leave Lop Nur, no matter what Liu Xueer and Meng Xiaoshuai say, you should not treat them as madmen."

Ainijiang said: "I understand. Then we're leaving, take care of you."

I said, "Everyone takes care of it."

Xiao 5 walked over and said in tears: "I want to take a photo with you."

I said, "Okay."

Xiao 5 hugged me and took pictures of two heads with his cell phone.

Bibi walked over, shook hands with me, and said, "I will buy your book."

I said, "Well, there is an extra reader, thank you."

Meng Xiaoshuai also walked out of the tent. She put on a pair of big sunglasses, but I could still see that her eyes were red and swollen. She hugged me hard and said in my ear: "Boss Zhou, you must come back alive! Otherwise, I will never pay attention to you again in my next life!"

I said, "Yes!"

Others started to tear down the tent.

I came to Juye, looked at her, and said, "Originally, I wanted to give you that natural thing to be a token. Unfortunately, it disappeared. When I walked out with the Monsoon, I will buy you a big diamond ring. Just be more vulgar. Marriage itself is a vulgar thing."

She didn't cry. She nodded vigorously and said, "Well, it cost you a lot of money!"

I said, "You get in the car."

She seemed to suddenly wake up from her dream and grabbed me. Her nails were clenched on my hands, which hurt very much.

I leaned into her ear and said, "Don't be a child, everyone is waiting."

She stared at me blankly for a long time, suddenly let go of me, and then ran towards Meng Xiaoshuai's Hummer.

Everyone got in the car.

I stared at the Hummer's window.

Everyone waved at me from the car window and left one by one. Xiao 5 even poked out of the car window and shouted at me, but I couldn't hear clearly.

I didn't see the juice's hand.

The Hummer is the third one.

The car window was dark, and I didn't even see her face...

The convoy was gone, far away.

I kept standing there and watching them.

Finally, only the dust from the car was rolled up in the desert, and there was no sign of the car.

The high sand and dust became increasingly faded, and finally disappeared, only the yellow of the sand, the blue of the sky, and the empty of my entire life.

On Lop Nur, I was the only one left.

I looked at my Land Rover Defender. It was much cleaner. It must have been when I was sleeping early and the juice helped me wipe it.

I walked over and opened the car door and looked. Sure enough, Ai Nijiang left me enough gasoline, food and water.

I removed the tent and put it in the car, and put the sleeping bag and guitar on the car.

This car is my home, a mobile home.

I started the car and looked around. Where to go to find the monsoon?

The world is round, and there are no pointers.

As soon as I stepped on the accelerator, the car walked forward.

I believe that as long as my car is roaring and as long as my heart is beating, humanoids will definitely hear it. They will find me.

Even if they avoided me and did not show their heads, I still believe that no matter how big Lop Nur is, as long as I keep walking forward, I will definitely meet her. Just as the article wrote: Meeting the person you meet among millions of people, in the endless wilderness of time, there is no step earlier or step later. It happened to catch up, and there is nothing else to say, but I can only ask gently: Oh, are you here too?

I've been driving in the desert, aimlessly.
To be continued...