Chapter 8 Why Not Be Free and Easy
Not only did the people around Yue Luo not notice this deeper thing, but even Yue Luo himself did not notice it. Perhaps, one day a long time later, Yue Luo suddenly turned around and looked at his past self, and he would find the differences.
It was another Saturday morning, and more than a week had passed during the National Day holiday, and it was mid to late October.
Yue Luo slept until nine o'clock again, and the boss sat on his bed to read a book, while the other three were still sleeping in a snoring manner.
The weather is getting colder, and everyone is no longer as uncovered as when the weather is hot; and even if it is like before, Yue Luo has a month to adapt to that mentality and learn to hide it. When he gets up, he naturally goes to the bathroom to change clothes first, then brushes his teeth and washes his face.
After washing his face, he stood in front of the large mirror of the sink with a razor and opened it. Ziz snatched his beard but he had just grown a little bit. Although his beard has faded and thinned with his hair, Yue Luo still insisted on squeezing it clean every day. He thought very clearly that he shaved his beard every day as if he had no beard. When one day he really lost his beard, the people around him would not notice it.
After shaving his beard, Yue Luo stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself quietly. He found that his hair had grown quite fast this month, from two centimeters to five centimeters long. He looked a little dirt like this, so he decided to go out later and make it into pieces.
After rubbing his hard hair a little harder, he washed his face, and then hung up the towel for washing his face, and took the razor to the outside. He walked to the old man's bed and saw the boss studying hard, Yue Luo sat down next to the old man's bed, leaned over to look at the book in his hand, and asked softly: "Is there any homework for the principle of the database?"
The boss didn't study hard when he was in his freshman year. When he started his professional course in his junior year, he suddenly started to exert force. He was another pillar in Yue Luo's dormitory except Shi Liang. However, Yue Luo asked him about homework but it was not because of this, but just wanted to get close to him and talk.
The boss smelled a faint scent of shampoo, turned his head and saw Yue Luo's fair and beautiful face. He couldn't help but change his posture, and distanced him a little distance from Yue Luo, and then said: "Just two post-class questions, they said they were taught in class."
"That's the case, then I don't have to do it." Yue Luo smiled.
Yue Luo always felt that when the boss was with him, he looked too polite and a little restrained. He thought, maybe it was because they were the most unfamiliar in the dormitory. After all, one was a sports sunny man, and the other was a computer resident, and there were very few people who had sex. However, Yue Luo thought that the boss was quite fun.
After hearing Yue Luo's words, the boss was silent and said, "If you have time, please read it. The database is related to several courses in the future, which is very important."
Of course the boss said it was right, but unfortunately it was not suitable for Yue Luo's current situation. However, Yue Luo was still grateful to him and said with a smile: "I know."
Yue Luo got up and walked towards his bed. His back had a bit of grace.
After packing up, Yue Luo went out of the dormitory to eat something. Then he went out of the school gate and found a barber shop to get a hair-broken head. After doing this, he bought a black baseball cap from the nearby shop, pressed the low brim and took the bus to the First People's Hospital.
Sitting in the car and looking at the city view outside the car window, Yue Luo couldn't help but wonder: I don't know if anyone would mistake him for a girl in this outfit now.
Reality is not a novel after all. Until Yue Luo saw Yan Tu, no one mistakenly thought of him as a girl. Before entering Yan Tu's office, Yue Luo smiled and thought to himself, because he is only handsome now, and his dress is far from that of a girl.
Yan Tu seemed to be very leisurely. When Yue Luo saw him, he was sitting at the desk reading. Seeing Yue Luo come in, there was no surprise. He just looked at Yue Luo for two more times and said, "Are you here? Let's sit down."
When Yue Luo sat down, he continued, "It seems that your complexion is better than before. It should be the technique I recommended to you that worked, right?"
Yue Luo came here today to ask about the related arts of the martial arts, so he did not answer Yan Tu's question, but asked: "Doctor Yan, have you seen that martial arts yourself?"
"Of course I've seen it." Dr. Yan received a glass of water for Yue Luo.
After hearing Yan Tu's reading, Yue Luo immediately frowned and said with a red face: "Then you still... let me practice."
Yue Luo felt that if one day he really embarked on the path of a shemale, it was his own business, and everything would be fine as long as he was happy. But if someone induces him or forces him to embark on that path, he would never be happy.
"You are not adapted to the visualization method in the exercises, right?" Yan Tu asked with a smile, "If you really don't adapt, why have you practiced the results now?"
Yue Luo blushed and did not return to the question of Yan Tu.
Yan Tu kept his smile and looked at Yue Luo seriously: "Yue Luo, your life may only be two years. Do you still need to let these secular rules and regulations lock you up? Are you living for yourself or for others? Some things that you don't show do not mean that they don't exist. The deeper you hide, the more it will erode your heart and make you more painful. It's better to let go, do whatever you want, and live happily for the last two years!"
After hearing Yan Tu's words, Yue Luo's heart was shocked. Although he had thought about what Yan Tu said, he was not sure whether this idea was right or not. Now Yan Tu undoubtedly injected a supportive force into the idea in his mind, which really changed his concept.
However, after a long silence, Yue Luo still asked, "How did you know?"
"I am a master's degree in psychology. It only takes a glance to see a person like you." Yan Tu said lightly.
"Does Dr. Yan know who the uploader of "Xuanfeng Nirvana**"?" Yue Luo asked again.
This is very important to him because he always feels that this technique seems to be more than that, and there should be subsequent training content. He also asked about the practice method of "Redian Flower Butterfly" after reading that post, but there was no response from the Butterfly.
Yan Tu shook his head and said, "I don't know, I occasionally searched for this exercise on the Internet."
All the ones that should be asked should be asked, and Yue Luo has gained something when he comes here. Now in front of Yan Tu, he always feels like he is naked and very uncomfortable, so he said, "Thank you, Dr. Yan, I'm back to school."
After saying that, Yue Luo got up and left, but was stopped by Yan Tu.
"Yueluo, you should remember my QQ number and mobile phone number. In this way, if you have any questions in the future, you don't have to come here to ask me." Yan Tu said.
Yue Luo wrote down Yan Tu's QQ and mobile phone number, but thought to himself: This person doesn't want me to come to see him often, so I'm afraid that he has too much to do with me? Maybe, if it weren't for the fact that he hadn't had two years of life, he wouldn't have paid attention to me. Haha.
Shaking his head slightly, Yue Luo lowered the brim of his hat with a self-deprecating smile and walked out of Yan Tu's office.
On the way home, Yue Luo carefully considered Yan Tu's words.
Perhaps, he can really live a more free and happy life. Of course, the premise is not to cause trouble to his family. However, he will die in two years. Wouldn't they still suffer or be sad?
Why can't you be a truly free and easy person?
Chapter completed!