Han Wen looked at her with a smile and said, "This... is your fate! If you go to Shangguan Jinhong now, he will only kill you! No, no! He wants to kill you now! Because you, A Fei can't cheer up for a long time, forget it! What do you say to you! Get out!"

Lin Xian'er looked into the distance and the two figures disappeared, leaving only darkness. Yes, it is indeed very dark now, because the night is deeper, standing in place in a daze, Lin Xian'er found that she had been deceived!

Jing Wuming has now found a new direction. He doesn't care that his right hand will also reveal the secret of using a sword, and he won't care that Shangguan Fei was told that he killed him...

She suddenly realized that she had been abandoned by the whole world! No, no! Maybe... there was another person! "As long as I go to find him, he would still crawl and ask me for help at any time." "Without me, he would not survive."

Lin Xian'er is really so sure? She is indeed sure because she knows that A Fei loves her so much. But where is A Fei now?

"He must still be in that room, because it is 'our home', and there are still things I left behind and the smell left behind." "He must still be waiting for me to go back." Thinking of this, Lin Xian'er suddenly felt much more comfortable.

"He must not want to do anything, and he must still drink all day. The place must be messed up by him, and even the dead bodies have not been moved away." Thinking of this, Lin Xian'er couldn't help frowning again.

"But it doesn't matter. As long as I see him, he will rush to do anything, and I don't have to do it at all." Lin Xian'er sighed contentedly. She had reached her time alone. She thought that there was still a place to go back and someone was waiting for her hard. This feeling was really pleasant.

"I might have been too cruel to him before. I forced him too hard, and I would change my policy in the future. Men are like children. If you want him to be obedient, you have to give him some sweetness." Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little warm in her heart.

"Anyway, he is not a very annoying person after all, and is even much better than all the men I've met."

She suddenly realized that she still loved him a little. If there was someone in her life who could really make her feel a little emotional, then the person would be A Fei. The more she thought about it, the more she felt that A Fei had more benefits than others.

"I really should treat him well. There are not many men like him in the world, and I may never find them again in the future."

The more I thought about her, the more I felt that I could not give up on him. Maybe she had been loving him all the time, but because he loved him too deeply, she felt that it was indifferent. If he loved her not so deeply, she might love him more.

This is the weakness of human nature and the contradiction of human nature. Therefore, even if a smart man loves a woman very much, he will just hide it in his heart and never show all his love in front of her.

"A Fei, don't worry, I will never make you sad again in the future. I will definitely accompany you every day. All the past things have passed, and now we will start over. As long as you still treat me like before, I can follow you in everything."

But will Ah Fei still treat her like before? Lin Xian'er suddenly felt that she was not very sure and her confidence in herself had shaken. She had never felt this way before, because she had never felt that Ah Fei was so important to her before, and she didn't care whether Ah Fei was good or bad to her.

A person is afraid of "loss" only when he wants to "get". This feeling of worrying about gains and losses is also one of the many weaknesses of a person. Sadly, the more anxious the person you want to "get", the greater the possibility of "loss".

Lin Xian'er raised her head and found that she had seen the house next to the road. There was actually a light in the room. She suddenly stopped, tore off a piece of the lapel of her close-fitting clothes, washed her face in the rain, and then used her fingers to make a comb and comb her hair.

She didn't want A Fei to see her embarrassed look. Because she could never lose him anymore. The light in the room was still on. The light was on the table. Next to the light, there was a big pot of porridge.

The room was not as dirty as Lin Xian'er thought. The body had been removed and the blood stains had been cleaned up, and it was cleaned very clean.

Ah Fei was sitting at the table, drinking porridge bit by bit. He was always slow when eating because he knew that food was not easy, so he had to enjoy it slowly and completely absorb and digest each bite of food.

But now, he didn't seem to be enjoying it. He even had a look of boredom on his face, obviously he was forcing himself to eat. Why did he force himself to eat? Is it because he didn't want to fall down?

It's late at night.

A person faces the lonely lamp and slowly drinks porridge. Those who have never seen this scene will never think about how lonely and desolate the scene is.

Then, the door was gently pushed open. Lin Xian'er suddenly appeared at the door and looked at him. At the moment when she saw Ah Fei, she suddenly felt a burst of blood surge in her heart, just as if a wanderer who had been wandering for a long time suddenly saw her relatives.

Even she herself didn't know how she felt like this. Her money was cold.

But Ah Fei didn't seem to notice that anyone came in, and he lowered his head and drank the porridge bite, as if only the porridge in this bowl was real in the world. But the muscles on his face seemed to be gradually stiffening.

Lin Xian'er couldn't help but call out: "Xiaofei..."

The sound of the call was still so gentle and sweet. Ah Fei finally slowly raised his head and faced her. His eyes were still very bright. Is it because of tears?

Lin Xian'er's eyes seemed a little wet, and she said softly: "Xiaofei, I'm back..."

Ah Fei didn't move or speak. He seemed to be so stiff that he could no longer move.

Lin Xian'er slowly walked towards him and said softly: "I know you will wait for me, because I only know that you are the only one in the world who is really good to me."

This time she did not use any means. This time she was telling the truth. Because she had decided to treat him with sincerity.

"I only know now that other people are just using me... I use them, they use me! There is nothing to suffer in this book, only you. No matter how I treat you, you are always sincere to me."

She didn't pay attention to the changes in A Fei's expression on her face. Because she was getting closer and closer to A Fei, she couldn't see many things she should have seen.

"I am determined not to lie to you again in the future, and I will never make you sad again. No matter what you want, I can follow you and agree to you..."

"Bang", the chopsticks in Ah Fei's hand suddenly broke.

Lin Xian'er took his hand and placed it on her chest. Her voice was as sweet as honey. "If I had something to be sorry for you in the past, I would definitely compensate you twice in the future. I would ask you to think that no matter how good you are to me, it is worth it."

Her chest was warm and soft. No matter who put his hands on her chest, he would never be willing to move them away. Ah Fei's hand suddenly moved away from her chest.

Lin Xian'er suddenly showed a look of fear in her eyes and said, "You... do you... don't you want me anymore?"

Ah Fei looked at her quietly, as if he had seen her for the first time.

Lin Xian'er said: "All I tell you is the truth. Although I have had it with other men before... but I have all the fakes to them..."

Her voice suddenly paused because she suddenly saw the expression on Ah Fei's face.

A Fei's expression seemed to want to vomit.

Lin Xian'er couldn't help but take two steps back and said, "You... don't you want to listen to the truth? Do you like me to lie to you?"

A Fei stared at her for a long time, and suddenly said, "I only wonder one thing."

Lin Xian'er said: "What are you wondering about?"

A Fei slowly stood up and said word by word: "I'm just wondering, how could I fall in love with a woman like you before!"

Lin Xian'er suddenly felt cold all over.

Ah Fei didn't say anything else.

He didn't need to say anything else, this sentence was enough. This sentence was enough to push Lin Xian'er to the abyss that would never be restored.

A Fei walked out slowly. If a person has suffered countless blows and insults, it will never remain unchanged. A person can tolerate lies, but he will never tolerate the most unbearable insult - women are like this, men are like this. Wife is like this, and husband is like this.

Lin Xian'er only felt that her heart was sinking, sinking...

Ah Fei had already opened the door.

Lin Xian'er suddenly turned around and pounced on him, threw himself at his feet, grabbed his clothes, and said hissing: "How could you just leave me like this... I'm the only one with you now..."

Ah Fei did not look back, but looked up because the rainstorm fell.

He just slowly took off his clothes. He walked out naked and walked into the rain. The rain in early spring was very cold. But the rain was very clean. He finally took off Lin Xian'er and the shackles on his mind, as if he had taken off the old and torn clothes.

Lin Xian'er was still holding on to the clothes, because she knew that she could never catch anything other than this one.

"In the end, you will always find that you have nothing to get, everything is empty..."

Lin Xian'er's tears were shed. Only then did she realize that she had always loved A Fei. She tortured him, perhaps because she loved him, and knew that he loved her. "Why do women always like to torture men who love her the most?"

Only now did she know how important Ah Fei is to her. Because she has lost him. "Why do women always contempt for what they get, and why do they always have to wait until they lose to cherish it." Perhaps not only women are like this. Men are the same.

Lin Xian'er suddenly laughed wildly, and laughed wildly tore A Fei's clothes apart: "What am I afraid of? I am so beautiful. I am so young - as long as I like it, there will be as many men as I want. It doesn't matter if I change ten every day."

She was laughing, but this smile was even more miserable than crying. Because she also knew that although men were easy to get, "true love" was by no means something that youth and beauty could buy...

What happened to Lin Xian'er? No one knew. She seemed to have suddenly disappeared from this world.

Two or three years later, someone found a very special "prostitute" girl in the most luxurious brothel in Chang'an City. Because what she wanted was not money, but a man. It is said that she had to change at least ten people every day.

At the beginning, of course, many men were interested in her, but later they gradually became less and less. Not only because she grew older, but because everyone gradually realized that she was not a person, but a female wolf, as if she wanted to swallow the man and even the flesh.

She not only likes to destroy men, but also destroys herself even more. It is said that she looks very much like Lin Xian'er, the "No. 1 Beauty in the World". But she doesn't admit it herself.

A few years later, a very special woman appeared in the most humble brothel in Chang'an City, and she was very famous. She was not famous because of her beauty, but because of her ugly and ridiculously ugly. The most ridiculous thing is that whenever she gets drunk, she calls herself "the number one beauty in the world."

Of course no one believed what she said.

.........

.........

The rain is very cold.

The cold rain poured on A Fei's chest, and he felt very comfortable. Because the rain made him feel that he was not numb. This may be the first time he had this feeling in two years. And he felt very relaxed, as if he had just removed a heavy burden.

Someone was calling out in the distance: "Come here..."

The cry was very light, and if it were a few days ago, he might not have heard it at all. But now, his eyes are no longer blind and his ears are no longer deaf.

He stopped and asked, "Who?"

In a wooden pavilion, a man wearing a fox fur and a cloak was watching him, and there was another person behind him, a person who looked very much like him.

A Fei walked over, bowed, sighed a long time, and said, "Mr. Han! I... am alive again!"

Ah Fei had already stood up again and stood very straight.

Han Wen nodded happily and said, "You have indeed thrown away your shackles."

A Fei said: "Shackles?"

Han Wen said: "Everyone has his own steamer and his own shackles. Only few people can shake off their shackles."

A Fei said: "I don't understand."

Han Wen smiled and said, "You don't have to understand, you just need to be able to do it."

A Fei was silent for a long time and suddenly said, "I understand."

Han Wen was a little surprised and smiled and said, "Do you really understand?... Then I ask you, how did you throw away that shackle?"

A Fei thought for a long time, then suddenly smiled and said, "I just suddenly figured it out."

"I suddenly figured it out." These five words are simple, but it is really not easy to do it. I, Buddha, became enlightened under the Bodhi tree because he suddenly figured it out. Master Bodhidharma faced the wall for eighteen years before he finally "suddenly figured it out."
To be continued...