In Ye Nan's room, Kong Qiu sat on the chair with some frustration.

"Boss, am I very embarrassed?"

Ye Nan smiled and said, "You, don't put too much pressure on yourself. Don't say that it's your first time performing such a task. Even if you perform a hundred tasks, you may have accidents. On the one hand, it is your own negligence, and on the other hand, it is an emergency. After all, humans are not machines. What we can do is to minimize the chance of such things happening as much as possible."

Kong Qiu smiled bitterly and said, "But I almost harmed you and those innocent hostages. When I think of this, I couldn't help but blame myself..."

Ye Nan frowned slightly when he heard Kong Qiu's words, as if he had remembered something. After a while, his brows stretched out and stared at Kong Qiu and said, "It's right to be responsible, but you have to remember a little."

Kong Qiu looked up in surprise and looked at Ye Nan's solemn look: "What?"

Ye Nan said in a deep voice: "We are humans, we are not machines, nor are we gods!"

Kong Qiu was stunned for a moment, then understood what Ye Nan meant, let out a long sigh, and smiled and said, "Yes, we are actually just ordinary people, aren't we?"

Ye Nan nodded: "Yes, when we perform tasks, we never dare to guarantee that the tasks will be completed, or we will never make mistakes. We must be responsible and do our best, but if we make mistakes, what we have to do is to make up for them, and try not to make mistakes in the future, rather than repeatedly criticizing ourselves in our hearts. If that is true, then if a person makes a mistake, maybe he will never have a future."

Ye Nan's eyes flashed a little sad: "Just beside me, what I saw and what I heard, there are not just any mistakes in the execution of tasks, such as pain, confusion, criticism, and even hating themselves, but some can get out, while others can never get out, and they sink from now on... I hope you don't mean the latter."

Kong Qiu looked at Ye Nan's complicated expression and whispered: "Have you ever made mistakes with friends?"

Ye Nan sighed softly: "Well, it's not actually his mistake. The action to rescue hostages is never 100% sure. However, he consciously couldn't let go and could not forgive himself. Withdrawing from the army, even his ordinary life was affected, and his whole body was completely ruined because of such a thing..."

Kong Qiu didn't know what to say for a moment. Although he seemed to be laughing at him on weekdays, he was actually a person who valued friendship and responsibility. When he heard about Ye Nan's friend, he couldn't help asking himself in his heart, what would he think if he encountered such a thing?

Ye Nan didn't want to put too much pressure on Kong Qiu, and chuckled: "I'm telling you this, not to let you do this, but to tell you that on the one hand we must be responsible, and on the other hand we must learn to relax and regulate our emotions. If the emotions in our hearts are always unable to let go, they will eventually crush ourselves after being accumulated for a long time."

"As soldiers participating in actual combat, we will experience things that ordinary people cannot touch, we will kill people, and do many things. Some are for our country, and some are forced to do special circumstances. If we cannot learn to release our emotions, then we will not stay in Yinlong for a long time."

Kong Qiu nodded in understanding. He had just killed one person, and his mood had become quite depressed. Ye Nan and others killed at least dozens of them in this rescue mission. If they do not have good psychological endurance or adjustment methods, they may be overwhelmed by the pressure.

"How do you eliminate the negative impact of these things on weekdays?"

Ye Nan replied with a smile: "You also killed someone today. Maybe you feel uncomfortable, but will you regret it?"

Kong Qiu replied without hesitation: "Of course I won't regret it. If I don't kill him, he will kill me. Moreover, he is a pirate and hijacks our Chinese crew. It's a sin that I deserve..."

Ye Nan smiled and said, "Yes, you will feel uncomfortable. Everyone will do this at the beginning. After all, we are all human beings and are all the same."

"We deprive others of their lives. When we watch others fall in blood, we will always be subjected to a strong spiritual impact, and even torture our hearts because of this. This is also the most difficult time for everyone to survive. How to deal with the torture of our hearts."

"In terms of my personal experience and experience, I think the most important thing is to have a clear conscience. For example, in this mission, we killed so many pirates, then I will ask myself, will I feel guilty for this, will I blame myself for killing them?"

"Just the two reasons you just said, they hijack our crew and want to kill people. They are thugs and very threatening thugs. They have weapons. If we don't kill them, they will kill us without hesitation, so we kill them."

"Although they have killed many people, they should kill them. Because if they don't kill them, our compatriots will be killed by them. We are compassionate and will ruin ourselves. If that's the case, I will be at ease, righteous and have a clear conscience."

"When a person can do these things when he asks himself, he can withstand the torture of his own conscience, and will not form psychological burdens or so-called inner demons."

"In addition, with some emotional guidance methods, those negative emotions are released and not accumulated in the heart, so that they can maintain their inner balance and tranquility and face the next task challenge with a calm and calm mind."

Kong Qiu listened to Ye Nan's words seriously and thought. Before the incident happened today, Kong Qiu might be able to understand these words, but he would never have such profound insights as he has now. Listening to others and his own experiences is completely different.

Kong Qiu's eyes lit up slightly: "The most important thing is to have a clear conscience?"

Ye Nan nodded: "Maybe everyone's ideas will be different, but I think it all comes down to this. If you act correctly, you can face people's hearts and be fearless."

Kong Qiu focused on it: "I understand, it's just the boss, how do you relieve those negative emotions on weekdays?"

Ye Nan replied with a smile: "Love life and divert attention. Soldiers are a profession and persistence, but not the whole of life."

Kong Qiu frowned: "How do you understand this sentence? We may give our lives at any time."

Ye Nan laughed: "As far as I understand, giving life and the full meaning of life are two different things. Everyone has different ideas. Let's think about it when you have more insights."
Chapter completed!