Chapter 51: Again
After awakening, he was injured and bruised all over his body. Just a slight slight time, he felt the pain that seemed to be broken all over his body. His mouth was full of fishy smell, because his internal organs must have been seriously injured. I don’t know how much blood flowed out from his mouth, nose, ears and eyes, but...
He is still alive, which is incredible.
Yes, Xun is the first apostle. He has an AT force field, and he also has various specialties. In addition, the EVA he drives is specially made by him. These allow him to cross the void of the moon and the earth, and enter the atmosphere alone. However... all of this actually depends on its AT force field. Why is the apostles unmatched by mortals in this world? There is only one reason. If there is no AT force field, even if the apostle is huge and even has various abilities, humans only need to use large nuclear bomb tactics. As long as there is no AT force field, then no apostle cannot be settled by a great Ivan. If there is, then two...
Because of this, when he lost the AT force field and fell straight down from the outer space of the atmosphere, he knew that he was dead, absolutely dead. From that height and speed, he crashed into the ground, not to mention the huge force and explosion during the impact, the temperature of the friction of the atmosphere alone could evaporate most of the EVA, and then he would lose the protection of the EVA and hit the ground like a meteorite, breaking into pieces, and even a slight complete piece of meat and bones could not be found.
But he is still alive...
Xun tried hard to open his eyes. This simple blinking action was like running a marathon when he did it now. He was sweating all over his body again, and then he barely opened his eyes. There was a clear sky inside the sky, but there was a little dust in the sky. He did not insert the EVA into the plug, but lay flat on a grass, and vaguely saw smoke and dust flying in the sky at the corner of his eyes.
At this moment, there was a sound next to him. Xun tried hard to deflect his head, and the bones seemed to be making protests. A creaking sound came from his neck. He finally saw the person making the sound...Roger.
Roger was charred all over, and there was a crack in the charred. When he looked in through the crack, he was full of flesh and bones. Xun even saw that there was still hole in his stomach, and most of the internal organs inside were damaged...
"Did you save me?" Xun said in a hoarse voice and said in a boring voice like matte.
"It's not about saving you, it's just a matter of being easy. You were not dead at that time."
Roger smiled and suddenly realized that Roger seemed to be laughing all the time. From the moment he contacted Shinji Ikari, he kept laughing at any time, whether in battle, whether in normal times or when he was about to die, as if he had no negative emotions, such a pure human...
Xun took a few breaths, finally gathered his strength again, and said again: "But you are almost dying, your injury is much heavier than mine..."
"Yes, I'm dying." Roger still smiled heartily, but his hands were still moving... He was using metal pieces, wooden pieces, sharp wire, fabric... these things were put on himself, and using metal pieces, wooden pieces, cloth, etc. to sew the gaps on his body. No, it was better to say that he was pieced together than sewing. He was trying to piece together his body slightly intact. This pain that torn apart flesh and blood, bones, and even torn apart was simply beyond anyone's imagination. In Xun's eyes, Roger's eyes did not shake at all, as if he could not feel these pains and did not know that he was about to die.
"But am I not dead yet? Since I am not dead, then work hard again."
Xun had no words for a moment. The Li Lin, this human, in front of him, was a type he had never seen before. He didn't know what this emotion was in his heart. He could only say: "Are you planning to go to the Nerv battlefield again? Are you planning to use your body that is almost broken like this now? You...why are you doing it for?"
"I just want to fulfill this dream, I just want to... do it again."
As Roger spoke, a piece of metal in his hand suddenly cracked, which was usually pierced into his muscles. The wound was immediately cracked even bigger. He grinned, then pulled out the metal piece again, and pierced and tightened the wound with metal wire. This series of actions made Xun feel pain all over his body.
"Do you know? Dreams... cannot be accomplished simply. The reason why it is called a dream is because it is something that everyone wants to achieve in dreams. It is precisely because of the powerlessness in reality that it can only be completed in dreams. Therefore, many people, no, most people can only think about it in dreams, but never dare to achieve it. It is not that they are cowardly, but that when the dream fails, the pain of falling is unbearable."
While Roger treated the wound, he also spoke to Xun: "There are too many pains in this world, and ordinary life also encompasses helplessness. Everyone may have dreams that are excited when they think about it. However, these pains and reality make them give up. Even if they don't give up and work hard to achieve it, they will often fail and fall..."
"Life is not archived, no one can read it, and dreams are the same. If you fail, you will fail. If you fall, many people will not be able to stand up again, because if you work hard, you will not see hope. If you strive for it, you will also gain a cold vision. It seems that you are the only one left in the whole world. Gradually, you will become unconfident, lose hope, become accustomed to hiding, and become as if you will not be hurt as long as you hide, as if you will never be disappointed again as long as you hurt others before you hurt you..."
At this time, Roger slowly used all his strength to stand up bit by bit, and supported his knees with all his strength. Then he started to make do with the muscles of his legs with the remaining iron and wood pieces. His expression was focused and solemn, his eyes were firm and firm, without any hesitation or dodging.
After hearing what Roger said, Junori thought of Shinji Ikari, that child, that is like this... He was clearly full of hope and expectation, but he was disappointed again and again, so he became less confident, more and more withdrawn and cowardly, and avoiding became his way of dealing with the world, just like this cold world...
"But! If this continues, you will never achieve your dream!"
Roger seemed to be venting something, roaring loudly, his eyes seemed to have a little redness, and he didn't know if it was an illusion. Roger continued, "I was also an ordinary person. I was hit by the monster of reality for my dreams and even despair for a while. However, it is impossible not to stand up again! There is still responsibility and responsibility waiting for me, with trusted partners and dreams of asking for me, so every time I fall, I have to stand up again, and every time I fall, I accumulate strength to achieve my dreams. Every time I fall, I will stand up one step closer to my dreams. Every time I fall, I will stand up, and every time I fall, I will win hope for the ones I love and those who love me!"
Roger said this, and with a sudden force in his hand, he embedded a piece of metal into a broken bone, and used rough means to barely support the bone. Then he looked at Xun and finally said: "I have also grown up from the most ordinary person, just because I stood up again. I did not abandon any trust in me, and I will not let down the trust I give. This world appreciates all those who dare to do it again! No matter whether he is a hero or a mortal, this is my answer to my heart. No matter whether he is facing any enemy, any predicament, no matter what danger, as long as I am still alive, I will stand up again, because this is the source of my dreams!"
"Because human dreams are never ended! As long as you dare to stand up again, your dreams will eventually come true!"
"I will always believe it!"
Roger grinned and laughed. His hair and eyebrows were burned out at this moment, and more than 80% or even 90% of his skin had been burned to charcoal. However, his voice was still cheerful and his smile was still cheerful, without even a little gloom.
Then, a ripples and twists of space appeared around Roger's body, and he disappeared in front of Xun's eyes.
Chapter completed!