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Chapter 57

Next to the entertainment hall is an artificial lake that extends all the way. The willows on the lake are swaying, and the summer wind blows, and a pool of lake water is wrinkled.

Rows of evergreen trees are planted on the roadside by the lake.

The setting sun shone a smoky shade on the roadside through the mottled tree shadows.

Xia Xin was walking among the shade of trees with his bicycle, and the old bicycle made a creaking sound.

Walking side by side was a girl who was as pure as ever.

Su Xiaohan's long hair danced lightly in the evening breeze, and some of the dark and shiny hair floated on Xia Xin's face, a little itchy and a little fragrant.

Familiar taste.

"You don't seem to think much of me."

Su Xiaohan suddenly stopped, and the golden sunset light reflected in his bright eyes, staring straight at Xia Xin.

Xia Xin simply turned his attention to the lake next to him.

He smiled and said, "No, you can't keep staring at the face of other girls, you're thinking I have an intention. If I stare at other people's bodies like this, I'm afraid they will call the police."

“…It’s not someone else, it’s me.”

"……Forehead."

Su Xiaohan's words were filled with a rare toughness.

Xia Xin also raised her gaze and looked at her delicate face and delicate and small cheeks, just like the beauty of three years ago, and less tenderness, more of her unique temperament, shy and tenderness, like a beautiful mimosa, which makes people feel pitiful.

Xia Xin felt that the atmosphere between the two was a little depressed, and he wanted to find some topics to liven up the atmosphere. Unfortunately, he didn't know how little he said he was, and he was a little speechless for a while.

"You are still alone now."

“…Will I become a dog?”

“…”

Xia Xin saw Su Xiaohan staring at him resentfully and didn't say anything, apologized, "I'm sorry, I just want to make a joke. Obviously I lack humorous cells."

Su Xiaohan opened his thin lips and said, "I am alone too."

Obviously, she also saw that Shu Yuewu and Xia Xin were not very close.

"Oh." Xia Xin replied faintly, wanting to joke that I am not your parents, you don't have to report your private life to me, and you are afraid that your tone will become a quarrel with her, so you can only talk as little as possible.

Su Xiaohan continued to ask, "Where are you going to go to college?"

"Jiangnan University."

"Oh." Su Xiaohan did not show a look of surprise and repeated softly, saying, "I'm at Zhejiang University, not far from you, it's only a few hours' drive."

Xia Xin said lightly "Oh" and said he knew.

While thinking about what she meant in her heart, Su Xiaohan had already told her on his own initiative.

A layer of clouds appeared on Su Xiaohan's bright and smooth little face. He bit his thin lips and bulged his breath, "Let's try being boyfriend and girlfriend."

With a "double" sound, it seemed as if something was hitting the ground.

Xia Xin turned to look at the way he came. The evergreen tree stood quietly on both sides of the road, with no one behind him, but a bottle of yogurt fell on the side of the road.

He looked at Su Xiaohan again and said dryly, "I seemed to have heard it wrong just now, you..."

"Let's date."

Su Xiaohan repeated it with a little rapid breathing.

He was afraid that Xia Xin would not believe it, and explained, "I have a few boys chasing me, but I have never had a boyfriend, and I have never accepted their gifts. I, I have only received what you gave."

Xia Xin smiled bitterly and shook his head, "Don't be stupid, just forget about the past."

Su Xiaohan's beautiful eyes trembled, and his eyes suddenly dimmed, "Do you still hate me in your heart? You have been like this since before, and you have hidden everything in your heart and won't show it."

Xia Xin let out a long sigh, looked at Su Xiaohan's eyes and said, "No, why do I hate you?"

"You have it, you must hate me. It is obviously the love letter I handed to you, but it turns out that you handed me a love letter to me, and you were laughed at by your classmates. You must hate me very much in your heart, hate me very much, and think I am hypocritical and dirty."

Someone hiding behind a certain tree suddenly reached out and covered her mouth. What's going on? Didn't Su Xiaohan be the class flower at that time? Why was it the love letter she handed to Xia Xin? Didn't Zhang Min keep mocking Xia Xin for overestimating her ability and giving love letters to Su Xiaohan?

He also said that he was ridiculed by his classmates for three years. Could it be that the truth was the love letter Su Xiaohan sent to Xia Xin?

How is this possible? The difference between the two is a bit big.

My God, my earth, my little beloved, is this the truth of the matter?

Su Xiaohan's eyes were a little crystal clear, and he choked with sobs, "I'm sorry, because they kept laughing at the time, saying that love letters were old-fashioned, and now they are still passing love letters. They are so stupid, they laughed so hard. I was really scared at that time, because they were afraid that they would laugh at me, so I followed their words. I'm sorry, when I wanted to explain, I found out..."

Some things are like this. Once you miss the opportunity to speak, you will never be able to speak again.

Xia Xin recalled the clips from junior high school in his mind.

At that time, Su Xiaohan was pure and beautiful, like a white lily, and was the brightest scenery in the class. He was actually not so precocious. After listening to his classmates talking about Su Xiaohan several times, he gradually realized the love between men and women and Su Xiaohan's beauty.

At that time, he often failed the exam. As the class monitor, Su Xiaohan often helped him with tutoring. The two of them occasionally stayed in the classroom after school. Then, when Su Xiaohan forgot to bring an umbrella, he would hold the umbrella to send Su Xiaohan home, or borrow a pen from Su Xiaohan in class. Occasionally, when Su Xiaohan forgot to bring a book, he would stuff his book to her.

Of course, the price is that he not only has to be scolded, but also has to be punished to stand in the back row and clean the classroom after school.

There are some common trivial matters between the two.

He thought Su Xiaohan was so beautiful that he wanted to get close to her and had no special thoughts.

Until the day of graduation, Su Xiaohan suddenly handed him a love letter and waited for his reply.

Xia Xin still remembers that that night he tossed and turned so excited that he couldn't sleep, and his mind was filled with Su Xiaohan's figure.

He had no idea how to reply, and he was confused and didn't know whether he liked her too.

He thought about taking this love letter carefully, and he could neither deceive her nor hurt her heart, not be too impatient or procrastinated. He thought about whether the reply format was in written form or in person.

Fortunately, Su Xiaohan didn't bother him for too long and took the initiative to help him reply.

When he stepped into the classroom the next day, all kinds of strange mockery and ridiculous eyes followed one after another.

Because the scene happened to be seen by someone, his classmates treated him as a love letter to Su Xiaohan.

The classmates were making unscrupulous jokes, ridiculing his overestimation of his ability.

He heard a girl ask Su Xiaohan with his own ears, "Xiaohan, Xia Xin handed you a love letter, you won't agree, you're so old-fashioned."

Su Xiaohan smiled dryly and agreed, "No, how could I agree?"

"Yes, that's right, just like Xia Xin, how could a girl like him? He giggled and laughed so hard."

"Haha, that's it."

"Why are there anyone going to deliver love letters? You have to be a little sincere. You have to buy some gifts or something. You want to soak our class beauties with a piece of broken paper?"

“…”

After that, Xia Xin no longer had to worry about how to reply to the love letter. He had already responded to the answer with understanding.

The answer is "the person who was sent the love letter refused."

Xia Xin was not a saint. He was also angry at that time and even wanted to announce the truth. However, after putting himself in Su Xiaohan's shoes, he gave up.

In that case, if she doesn't follow everyone's words, she is a "heretic" and will be isolated. This is definitely not for Su Xiaohan, who is born shy and timid.

The girl is thin-skinned, so Xia Xin just let him go. What is he afraid of as a big man? He just smiles, and he has a lot of pieces of meat.

So he has never mentioned the secret about love letters to anyone in the past three years. If Su Xiaohan hadn't mentioned them on his own initiative, he would have rotten in his stomach, and it would be fine if others say anything.

Xia Xin is a gentle person in his bones!

Seeing Su Xiaohan's beautiful eyes becoming more and more crystal clear, as if the mountain floods were flooding, Xia Xin put his hands on her shoulder and said seriously, "Xiaohan, listen to me, really, I have never blamed you. I thank you very much. You are the first girl who likes me."

Xia Xin suddenly blushed a little, scratched his cheeks embarrassedly, and said self-deprecatingly, "Really, maybe you will be the only girl in my life who has liked me. I really thank you very much, and thank you for your love letter. I have always treasured it. After all, it must be the only one in my life."

"That, that's it, I'm really happy because you've loved me, and I really don't take the rest to heart."

"Really?" Su Xiaohan looked at him in a daze.

Xia Xin smiled, "Really, it would be great if you were Fairy Zixia. You can fly into my heart to see if I have lie to you."

Su Xiaohan immediately breathed a sigh of relief and showed a relieved expression, "Then, since that's the case, then we?"

"Let him go over the past," Xia Xin said with a little sadness, "It's a very beautiful memory, let it stay in the memory."

"That's not a memory. I've been waiting for you for three years, waiting for your reply. At that time... you haven't answered me yet." Su Xiaohan said softer and quieter, and in the end, he was almost silent.

“…”

Su Xiaohan said in a slight pleading tone, "Xia Xin, can we start over from university?"

Xia Xin stared at her eyes and shook her head slightly, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself. You just feel that you owe me, so you want to compensate me. There is really no need to do this. You didn't owe me, and I never blamed you. Since we have said it, we... can still be friends in the future, right?"

"I haven't thought about compensation," Su Xiaohan's eyes trembled, his mouth squinted, and he said a little aggrievedly, "Isn't it enough to wait for you for three years? I haven't had a good time with other boys because I like you."

Xia Xin sighed slightly and said, "It's impossible to start. Now, can you still admit that we are boyfriend and girlfriend in front of other classmates? Can you still say you like me in front of other classmates?"

Slightly soft and calm words seem to have no emotional fluctuations.

Every word stabbed into Su Xiaohan's heart like a needle, making her unable to breathe. The ruthless words pierced the center of the problem, making Su Xiaohan unable to speak and could not speak the word "can".

How could she have the courage to admit the fact that she denied in person in front of all her classmates? In front of everyone...

Once some things are missed, they are difficult to continue. The broken mirror can make up for it, and the missed time can no longer be found.

There was no words between the two for a long time. Su Xiaohan bit her lips and tears slid across her cheeks silently.

Xia Xin handed over a tissue and said softly, "I'll take you home."

It seemed like three years ago.

The sunset, the lakeside, the path, the tender face, the love letters handed shyly.
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