Xia Xin no longer knew how he returned to the hotel and how he lay down and went to bed.

He knew nothing anymore.

I felt like I was covered in a vast white area, and I felt like I was in a world full of ice and snow. There was nothing in my eyes, only snow, endless snow, and falling snowflakes flooded the entire world.

The endless snowflakes drown the images of their parents, drown all the scenes around them, and drown his entire world...

Xia Xin actually has a very high understanding.

After understanding what Xia Chaozong said, he gradually let go of his parents' hands and abandoned the world he built for him.

Even though his body and mind were blank, even if he was confused in front of him, he gradually moved forward.

Destruction is the beginning of rebirth, and his world can only usher in rebirth after it is destroyed.

Next, Xia Xin looked at the whole world with his own will.

This process is very painful, very painful!

Just like a child who has just learned to walk, he has to leave his mother's gentle and warm embrace and has to face the pain like a cold world.

It was like the pain of just learning to ride a bike, but my father let go of the hand holding the rear of the car, falling again and again, hitting the ground with his tender body.

The next day, Xia Xin asked Ying'er, who asked her, "What are you going to do next?", replied lightly, "Look at the video first, maybe you can find some evidence. Without evidence, there is no possibility of a turnaround."

"Um."

Ying'er agreed without any hesitation.

Xia Xin felt that she believed in her words.

But now the problem is that even Xia Xin himself doubts his words.

He was very confused.

It’s like standing in a snowy world, looking around in a daze, not knowing how to move forward and where to move forward.

Xia Chaozong's words broke up his worldview and destroyed his world.

Xia Xin needs an opportunity, an opportunity to rebuild his own world.

He told everyone not to follow him, and then he came to the intersection where he was hit by a car yesterday in his windbreaker alone.

He sat alone on the stairs on the road and sidewalk next to him, wearing a hat in a windbreaker, letting the snow accumulate on his hat and his shoulders piled up, quietly watching the cars coming and going in front of him, and pedestrians rushed.

Occasionally, passers-by will stop and look at him a few more times, and they will only think that he is a homeless man who doesn’t go home on the snowy day and sits on the side of the road to enjoy the cool air.

Even if you go to hide under the eaves next to you, wouldn’t this be a fool?

Xia Xin sat at this intersection for three consecutive days.

After three days, he did nothing, just sitting here from morning to night.

He also often asks himself, what exactly... wants to see?

Look at these all living beings?

Watching everyone busy in this world?

They can follow, agree with the world, and be mediocre, but they cannot. They are different from them. They should have their own beliefs to support their own world.

Xia Xin vaguely felt that he was looking for a fulcrum to support him, but he couldn't say what it was.

Until, three days later, he looked at the opposite side with a blank expression.

Because it's evening now, most people go home to cook, and there are no people on the road now.

The only old lady who was walking by with a crutch was accidentally tripped by the bulge on the ground and fell to the ground when she stepped on the snowy road.

The basket covered with towels also fell to the ground, more than a dozen apples rolled all over the ground, and a few rolled onto the road.

Xia Xin was stunned for a moment, quickly stood up and walked towards the old lady opposite him.

Years of habit made him subconsciously want to go up and do some help.

However, when he walked to the opposite side, Xia Xin, who was about to speak, looked at the old ladies kneeling on the ground and picking up apples one by one, and was stunned.

He suddenly remembered that being kind to others, being kind to yourself, and treating the world gently is what his mother taught him.

It is the worldview given to her by her mother.

I can no longer follow the past path.

I only know that following my parents' ideas will make me die miserably in the next battle.

You must have your own independent, strong beliefs and a way of being your own unique understanding of the world.

Your own path!

Your own world!

And what I am doing now is really what I want to do?

Xia Xin didn't know, he was still confused.

He was almost fainted by himself.

I always think things are so complicated.

Why do you have to think so much about doing one thing?

Seeing the old lady stretching out her red old hands and searching for apples in the snow with difficulty, Xia Xin quickly squatted down and said, "Grandma, I'll help you."

Xia Xin had such a sharp gaze. He found all the apples in a few strokes and stuffed them into the old lady's basket.

The old lady also kept saying thank you to Xia Xin, "You are such a kind person."

"You are welcome."

Xia Xin was about to leave when he found that the old lady stood up, and almost fell down with a stagger. He quickly reached out to support the other person.

The old lady smiled dryly, "I'm sorry, this person is old and has inconvenient legs and feet."

The old man looked over seventy years old, and Xia Xin was a little worried about whether she could get home safely.

"Where is your home, I will help you back."

"No, no, why are you so embarrassed to bother you?"

The old man waved his hand quickly.

"I'm sitting there anyway."

"My house is still in front, a little far away."

"It's okay, I'll give it to you."

Although the old man repeatedly refused, Xia Xin still insisted.

The old man had no choice but to thank Xia Xin repeatedly, very polite.

Xia Xin held the old lady, who walked forward step by step with a cane, while chatting with Xia Xin casually.

The elderly are always used to asking others about where they live, who are at home, where they work and study, or whether they are getting married, etc. Xia Xin is also used to it.

He just had a little bit of a hunched expression and answered the old lady's questions one by one.

Because he is very confused now, he even doubts about what he does.

Then, he found that the old lady was nagging.

As he was nagging, he got a lot of information that he didn't want to know at all. For example, the old lady's wife was inconvenient and could not walk in a wheelchair. For example, her wife used to like eating apples the most, but now she has too many teeth and can't eat apples, so she can only eat the apple juice she squeezed.

He also knew that freshly squeezed apple juice was the best, and it must be the apples from the middle of North Street. They are all self-planted, fresh, without pesticide residues, and are very healthy.

In fact, Xia Xin didn't want to know this at all, and he didn't listen, but the old lady was very happy and couldn't stop talking.

He was embarrassed to disturb the other party's interest.

Until I sent the old lady home, the old lady still enthusiastically held Xia Xin's hand and said, "Thank you, young man, I'm giving you this apple. Thank you very much today."

"thank you."

Xia Xin was not polite either and accepted it directly. He was afraid that he would be polite, so the old lady was going to nag again.

"Hey, you are also from Chinese. You Chinese have such a good heart. Before, a Chinese girl sent me back. Her eyes and nose are so beautiful, so beautiful, she is really a beautiful person."

These words made Xia Xin pause his footsteps that he was about to leave quickly and asked in confusion, "Chinese, woman? What does she look like?"

"What does it look like? He is really a very elegant and elegant lady. He has read a lot of books at first glance. She is very beautiful and has a good heart."

Xia Xin's eyes lit up suddenly and he was about to ask questions.

The old lady said this and shook her head again, "It's just that she's not lucky. It's so hard. Although she doesn't talk about her own affairs, she should be working in the water room of the palace, oh, this cold weather makes her hands freeze."

Xia Xin paused, and felt that this must be Yisha.

The water room is responsible for washing clothes, quilts, bed sheets, etc. It is a very low-level place in the palace, no, or it should be said to be the lowest-level place, and its status is lower than that of the maid.

To put it bluntly, he is just a cleaner, but a royal cleaner.

Even if Shasha is in a down-and-out position, she will have a high salary if she finds a school to teach.

Besides, with her talent and talent, and by her evaluation of Baihu, she is the only person who is not inferior to her mother. She is definitely the talent that major institutions and colleges are rushing to seek.
To be continued...