Chapter 235 I don't want to live anymore
"That's right, it's really never changed." As he said that, Guo Jia slowly stretched out his hand and pressed his palm directly against Diao Chan's chest. "What I've always wanted..."
Diao Chan did not dodge and let Guo Jia put his hand on his chest, without any change on his face. Everyone has become old husband and wife, and it can be said that Diao Chan has long been used to it or is numb.
"Why? Finally, I stopped acting? My body is so fascinating to you?" Diao Chan said coldly.
"I believe you know this more than anyone else." Guo Jia replied, and suddenly smiled like a self-deprecatingly. "However, it is a bit ridiculous that what fascinates me is your appearance, but what I always want is something I can't see. Of course, I can feel it, it's here!"
Guo Jia's palm completely pressed against Diao Chan's left chest, and to be precise, it had been pressed down directly. At this time, Diao Chan obviously understood what Guo Jia was saying. What Guo Jia had always wanted was her heart!
Diao Chan, who seemed to care about nothing, subconsciously put down her hand raised beside her, took a step back, and made way for Guo Jia's "flirting" behavior, but she still said with a trembling voice.
"Hmph! Quirking! Let's talk to other women like you like!"
A man who wants to get her heart will ignore her feelings and only care about her own enjoyment? Will he be coercive, tempted, and use any means? Or when Guo Jia first gave flowers, Diao Chan had such naive ideas, but afterwards, all the tricks that Guo Jia used to get Diao Chan were aimed at her people, not her heart?!
But women are always emotional animals. Even Diao Chan firmly believes that Guo Jia is talking about sweet words. However, Guo Jia's words obviously still have an effect, otherwise Diao Chan would not avoid it. Maybe she didn't want Guo Jia to feel her heartbeat change.
It also shows that at least most women in this era are too easy to satisfy. Whether Diao Chan likes Guo Jia or not, she has married Guo Jia now. She usually accepts her fate, just asks Guo Jia to be kinder to her and understand her more, and Diao Chan will definitely continue to be kind to Guo Jia as before. Of course, the premise is that she can return to normal and completely emerge from her current state.
"It seems that you still don't understand men." Guo Jia said, and put down his hand. He walked aside and sat down, poured himself a glass of water.
So, the two of them stood and sat, without saying anything. They were silent.
Originally, with Guo Jia's bad temper, he would have been going on like this today. However, who said the other party was Diao Chan? Perhaps Diao Chan felt that Guo Jia didn't care about her feelings. After all, to be honest, Guo Jia was indeed a little worse often. But only Guo Jia himself knew the most. The one he always liked the most was Diao Chan, not Cai Wenji or others.
Isn’t there a saying that “beating is love, scolding is love”, but the most basic element here is that the two parties should communicate with each other. Otherwise, like now, Guo Jia thinks that it is love, while Diao Chan thinks that it is bullying.
"So, you don't want the status of the first concubine?" Guo Jia, whose anger was slowly suppressed, finally took the initiative to speak and break the calm.
"Not rare!" Diao Chan replied without thinking.
Guo Jia raised his eyebrows. I didn’t know who cared about this kind of thing at the beginning!
"So, do you think it's meaningless to be alive?" Guo Jia asked again.
This time, Diao Chan did not answer, but she probably thought so. It was just that the ancients usually didn't talk about life and death lightly, so Diao Chan didn't say it directly, otherwise she should have denied it.
"So, you don't want to live?" Guo Jia continued to ask.
Diao Chan still didn't answer.
However, Guo Jia suddenly slapped the table and stood up and shouted at Diao Chan.
"I'll ask you! Do you don't want to live anymore?"
Diao Chan's mouth moved slightly.
"Answer me!!!"
Guo Jia's words immediately caused Diao Chan's psychological defense to completely collapse, and she no longer concealed her true thoughts, and cried loudly,
"Yes, I just don't want to live anymore! I don't want to live anymore!"
After shouting, he squatted on the ground, hugged his body, and started crying.
In the quiet night, the exaggerated noise of the two people was probably heard clearly in the nearby rooms. Sure enough, after a while, Tang Ji, who was ignorant, ran to knock on the door.
"Guo Jia, what are you doing? What's wrong with Diao Chan? What's wrong with her?!" Tang Ji shouted at the door outside the door.
"It's not your business, go back and have a good sleep!" Guo Jia replied directly.
"Guo Jia, if Diao Chan has something, I will never end up with you! Diao Chan, what's wrong with you?" Tang Ji was still knocking on the door.
"Why, why don't you tell her that you don't want to live anymore? Can't you say anything when facing someone who cares about you? Do you want to die so irresponsibly if you still care about you?!" Guo Jia ignored Tang Ji outside and said to Diao Chan.
Diao Chan still continued to cry with her head buried, Guo Jia said again,
"If you die, there will be no one to burn incense on Wang Yun's sacrifice day in the future."
After hearing this, Diao Chan raised her head suddenly and glared at Guo Jia angrily and shouted,
"My adoptive father is dead. Do you still want to use him to make me submit?! Do you still have a conscience?"
"Aren't what I'm telling the truth?" Guo Jia asked directly.
"It's better for me to go down to accompany my adoptive father than now!" Diao Chan also faced Guo Jia in a tit-for-tat way without hesitation.
"Do you know what I'm here to find you today?" Guo Jia couldn't help but say that in any era, it's hard to explain the reasoning to an angry woman.
"What else can I do!" Diao Chan replied disdainfully. If Guo Jia changed his words now and said that he was here to comfort her, would Diao Chan believe it?
Guo Jia looked at Diao Chan's eyes and said loudly,
"I'm here to ask you to give birth to a son for me!"
As soon as these words were said, not only Diao Chan, but also Tang Ji outside the door became quiet. Should she continue to knock on the current development?
"It's just an excuse!" After being stunned, Diao Chan still didn't believe Guo Jia. To put it bluntly, she wasn't doing that.
"You will know immediately if it's an excuse!" Guo Jia said, violently pulling Diao Chan to the bed.
Diao Chan was shocked and said quickly,
"Do you want to use your kids to control me?!"
I don’t know if it’s Hei who is close to the Mo. No matter what Guo Jia does, Diao Chan will think of conspiracy theories now.
"I just want you to know what responsibility is! The responsibility to survive!" Guo Jia threw Diao Chan on the bed vigorously.
Bang! Tang Ji outside pounded the door hard, cursed "beast", and then didn't dare to stay there.
"To be honest, Wen Ji is doing the same thing with me these two days. If you are successful, you might be able to give birth to a fat boy before Wen Ji! No matter who it is, the one who comes to the world first is Guo Yi!" Guo Jia said to Diao Chan on the bed.
Chapter completed!