Chapter 2 is male or female
After thinking about it, I can't find out what went wrong with what I'm experiencing today. I have no idea why I became like this now.
I was desperate and really didn't know what to do. I remember that in the spoof video I watched before, I asked passers-by what would you do if you become a girl one day. One of the guys said, "Let your brothers have fun first."
At this moment, I just want to say, let’s exchange, I’ll live a normal life, so you can make your brothers happy.
By the way, brothers. Although I won’t let my brothers have fun, I should give me some effective suggestions. My mind is now in a mess and I can’t even think normally. Isn’t this a good time for my brothers to shine and heat up?
But who should I ask? This person would be better to trust me very much and not doubt the absurd words I want to tell him. In addition, you should also be calm and be able to accurately analyze the causes and consequences of the entire incident. It is best to understand some physiological problems so that I will not be so uncomfortable when I have lived for the time being.
I immediately had a candidate in my mind. I grabbed my cell phone and called him: "Hey hey hey? Haoran are you busy?"
On the other end of the phone is my best friend Lu Haoran. He is obviously busy now. I can hear the crackling sound of typing on the keyboard: "If you have coronary heart disease, I will not be busy."
Coronary heart disease is the nickname given to me by Lu Haoran. Since he was a child, he has often used this nickname that is homophonic with my name to mock me. But at this moment, if I don’t find a way to solve the current dilemma, I’m probably not far from a heart attack.
"Haoran, how long have we known each other?" I didn't know how to speak.
The keyboard typing sound on the other end of the phone disappeared, and Lu Haoran's voice became a little low: "You were born seventeen days later than me. We have grown up in a delivery room since the day you were born. We can say that we have known each other as long as you are. What's wrong? I suddenly asked if I wanted to confess to me? Tell you in advance that my orientation is normal."
I didn't have the heart to pay attention to his jokes, and figured out how to explain the current situation to him: "Then you say, do you think I am a boy or a girl."
"Suddenly asked what this is for?" Lu Haoran was obviously suspicious.
I was suspicious if I had a boy who was usually good to me and suddenly asked me if he was a boy or a girl, I would definitely doubt whether this guy wanted to have a gang with me.
"Don't worry about that much, I have no other meaning. I just want to understand what kind of image I am in the eyes of others." I perfunctory him, but it probably won't be useful.
Fortunately, Lu Haoran did not continue to ask: "Let me think about it. Your voice can also be converted to true and false voices better to blur the difference between male and female voices due to professional reasons. Especially your face with a strong neutral style. If you say you are a tomboy to someone who doesn't know you, I don't think anyone will doubt it. But from my perspective, you are indeed a boy, at least in terms of genetic genes."
What does it mean to be genetic genes? Is this meaning that I am actually hermaphrodite outside of my essence? Forget it, if you are concerned about these things in the future, the most important thing now is to determine whether I exist in this world as a boy.
Although I have never doubted my own gender in the past twenty years, I can't help but shake myself in front of me. What if I have been living in an illusion for these twenty years?
"In other words, are you sure I'm a man?" I asked him tentatively.
Lu Haoran sighed: "Although I'm reluctant to admit it, it's the truth. Besides, haven't you lived in the boys' dormitory for the past two years? If you were not a man, something happened long ago. No, wait a moment, with your face, it's very likely that something happened as a boy."
I didn't have the intention to care about this with him, or I was very happy to hear this joke now, because I could confirm that I was indeed born as a boy, and I lived as a boy for at least an hour ago.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm my tone: "That, Haoran, I'll tell you something."
"You said." Lu Haoran did not hesitate.
"I seem to have become a woman."
"We met just two days ago. You ran to Thailand so quickly and got back after the surgery?" Lu Haoran laughed wildly there.
I know how fantastic what I want to say to Lu Haoran next sounds. Not to mention him, even myself is not so sure about what happened. But for now, the only person I can ask for help without worrying about any adverse effects is him.
"Haoran, don't interrupt me first, and don't express any opinions. You will talk until I finish talking." I told Lu Haoran calmly the whole thing as usual as I usually chat.
During this period, Lu Haoran didn't speak until long after I finished speaking, he said: "Are you April Fool's Day?"
"Today is my birthday, how could it be April Fool's Day?" I actually quite hoped that today is April Fool's Day, all of this is just a joke.
"What you said is true?" Lu Haoran was obviously suspicious.
"I hope it's not true." That's right, I hope so much in my heart at this moment.
Lu Haoran was silent for a while and spoke: "Or you can take a photo to show me, it's no point in saying this."
In fact, I had a frank meeting with Lu Haoran before. Once the holiday was on, we would go to play basketball together. After sweating, we would take a bath together and take a nap in the bath. At that time, we didn’t feel anything at all.
But the situation is different now. Although my body is still my body, it is a girl after all. What is it to take a photo for him? I don’t want to go in for any crime of spreading bad information.
"Forget this, let's not tell me to show you now. I can't bear to see it myself. Just believe me once. When did I deceive you after so many years of friendship?" I tried to play the emotional card.
"Many. I forgot the time to gather in elementary school. I left at 7 o'clock but you told me that it was nine o'clock in the morning. When I went there, I didn't even see the tires. In junior high school English exam, everyone passed the cheat sheets, and you changed the answers to each multiple-choice question before giving it to me, which made me fail. In high school, I asked you to transfer love letters to your class flowers, but after the evening study, I waited for "Ruhua" on the Linyin Road. I also said you hadn't cheated on me?" Lu Haoran was scheduling the old accounts with me.
I was slightly embarrassed: "This is all small matters. Have I deceived you in big matters? And think about it, those things are all about your personal interests. What I tell you now is about my interests."
"It makes sense for you to say this. OK, I will believe you once. You can tell me what happened again and in detail as much as possible. Let me see what went wrong." Lu Haoran became serious.
Chapter completed!