Chapter 481: Is it worth it?
While the manor was upgrading and everyone was busy collecting people in the manor, Li Fan, a classmate from Zhuang not far away, also ended his impulse and participated in the filming program. He returned to Xucheng from Jiahu to calm down and prepared to continue his boring and boring life.
Once upon a time, Li Fan was quite satisfied with his work and life.
Among his classmates, his job is not the best, but his advantage lies in stability and his social status is quite high.
His family has little assets and can help him pay the down payment and buy a house in Xucheng.
Moreover, he has a very beautiful girlfriend, who is also a star that everyone envies.
This is already considered a real charge, a winner in life.
Until one day, he suddenly realized that his life was not as glamorous as he thought, and he could not even keep his girlfriend whom he had been in love with for several years.
Fortunately, he has a group of brothers who are desperate to help him survive the trough.
The only thing that made him unhappy was that this brother was a real winner in life, and it was really annoying to compare people with others.
And for this brother who survived his life, he probably had a water in his head and entered the program team in an impulse.
When he realized it, it was too late to regret it, so he could only drive the duck to the shelves and follow the program team all the way.
This was probably the craziest, irrational and impulsive decision he had ever made in his life.
Sure enough, a breakup will cause a man to collapse.
Sitting on the sofa for a while, Li Fan began to clean up his residence.
This house was rented by Li Fan. It is a prosperous area with three bedrooms and two living rooms. The rent is more than 10,000 yuan a month, mainly to meet Li Xiaopei's needs. Li Fan's salary almost all had to be paid in.
Now that we have broken up, we are alone in the empty room, and there is an indescribable desolation.
Li Fan sat on the sofa and wanted to lie down and rest for a while, but found a long hair on the backrest of the sofa.
At that moment, he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.
Sure enough, longing is like a slap, and suddenly it is a slap in the face.
Even though he is such an unworthy person, why do you still have to think about it and miss it?
After lying silently on the sofa for a while, the familiar fragrance kept drilling into his nose. He could no longer sit still. A carp thrust, jumped up, and began to clean.
She put away all her clothes and used items, then took a vacuum cleaner and sucked the ground carefully, throwing every hair into the garbage bag.
Cleaning everything, he opened the windows and let the fresh wind blow in, and took a deep breath of air.
Today is a new beginning!
He shook his head suddenly, turned his head, and saw the item that was put into the bag, and suddenly became sad again.
Why can’t the relationship lasted for several years be able to resist reality?
Why?
Li Fan sat on the sofa again and lit a cigarette.
He took a breath and suddenly started to cough violently.
Suddenly I remembered that when I was in college, I seemed to have quit smoking, and Pepe said he didn’t like the smell of cigarettes.
If I hadn't cleaned up my room, I'd probably not be able to find cigarettes at home.
And now, he just took a sip and his face was covered in tears. I don’t know where he choked.
After throwing away the cigarette in his hand, Li Fan leaned on the back of the sofa again, looking up at the ceiling, feeling a mess in his heart.
At this moment, his cell phone suddenly rang.
He turned his head and saw that the "daughter-in-law" was shown above.
Yes, not long ago, he had changed Li Xiaopei's name to his wife because he felt that the two of them might go all the way, get married, have children, and stay together for the rest of their lives.
The phone ringing stopped, and soon after, it rang again.
He answered it until the phone ringing almost stopped again: "Hey?"
"It's me, I want to go back and get my stuff."
Li Fan tilted his head and looked at the bag thrown at the door, saying, "Where are you? I'll send it to you."
"..." The opposite side was silent for a moment and said, "Then see you in the old place."
Not far from Xucheng TV Station, Li Fan met Li Xiaopei again in a small restaurant.
It was already evening, and she was still wearing big sunglasses and sitting in the corner with her back facing the door.
After seeing him, she took off her sunglasses and looked at Li Fan.
"Li Fan, here."
Li Fan walked across from her and was about to say something, but the waiter had already come over and smiled and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time. What should I eat today? Is it still the same?"
Li Fan didn't know what to say, so he looked at Li Xiaopei silently, and finally sighed and sat down.
In order to maintain the figure, Li Xiaopei's recipe is very narrow. Every time, the bland dishes are changed back and forth. Li Fan himself will order a meat dish, and young people will not be happy with meat.
I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been used to eating the food in the manor in recent days or because I’m in a bad mood, Li Fan feels that the food here is bland and tasteless.
Li Xiaopei seemed to be unable to swallow it.
Li Fan didn't even know what to say. He had seen Li Xiaopei's decisive departure and also saw Li Xiaopei change his mind. However, whether it was leaving or coming back, it was not because of loving him, but to get more opportunities, because he had a very awesome classmate.
Is this the one Li Xiaopei who discusses his dreams and future with him?
When did Mo Generation do this?
"Is it worth it?" Li Fan suddenly asked after being silent for more than ten minutes.
“Is it worth it?”
"Is it worthy of everything to be famous and sacrifice everything?" Li Fan suddenly felt a little excited. He still loved Li Xiaopei. He loved the Li Xiaopei from a few years ago. Although he knew it was impossible, he still wanted to save something.
"Worth it." Li Xiaopei's answer was very straightforward.
Seeing Li Fan's expression, Li Xiaopei shook his head and said, "You don't understand... How can people like you understand?"
Li Fan shook his head. He didn't understand, but he didn't want to understand. He only knew that even if he put everything in front of him, he would still not give up some things.
"Money, power, status, fame... There are always some things in this world that cannot be given up. For me, fame is everything. Once you have hidden the taste of becoming famous, you can never leave it. In order to maintain your popularity, you can give everything..." Li Xiaopei said.
This is probably the first time Li Xiaopei has said his heart to Li Xiang in the past two years.
Only after breaking up can one communicate with one's heart, which is simply not even more ironic.
"We are destined to be different people. You won't understand some things even if you say them." Seeing that Li Fan still shook his head, Li Xiaopei said.
At this moment, two girls suddenly walked over next to him, then suddenly fell back, secretly raised their phones and wanted to take a photo.
"Look." Li Xiaopei told Li Fan, "This is the charm of becoming famous, and people will be following you everywhere."
She sat upright, smiled and turned to look in the direction of the two girls, and let the two girls take a few pictures.
When the two girls finished taking photos, the two wanted to leave but were reluctant to leave. They pulled their hands and walked over to each other.
"Excuse me……"
Chapter completed!