Chapter 24 Borders(1/2)
"Did Ioria Shuhanbek have expected this long ago? You have studied the entire characteristics of GN particles and are well aware of the huge changes it will cause, so you hope that humans will welcome them with peaceful unification. Human beings will turn from life on earth into life in the universe, and human destiny will be united with the universe... What is the dialogue like in your heart?"
I immediately returned to my own bedroom at home, thinking about it, so I wrote these on paper. After writing, I tore the paper into pieces and threw them into the trash can. The bedroom was very small and I just accommodated a bed and a desk.
As soon as he turned around, he saw the subtle look of his father looking at him as he passed by the door.
As early as when Raiser was recruited, their family moved into Raiser's building.
Their home is no different from the homes of other citizens. It is not larger, not wider, and there are no more gorgeous decorations, which makes Shi Na's father feel a bit of a slight remark.
In the eyes of Shina's father, since his son has a high status in Raiser and is an incarnation of some indescribable mystery, he should receive higher treatment. There were even a few nights when he fell into this dream: because of Shina's relationship, he became mayor, and even became a king or religious imam, a person who seemed very noble to him. But when he woke up from the joy in his dream, he found that he was still in the cold reality, and he was still as mediocre as other citizens, under the guidance of the program [Shuo], doing free work, eating free food... but just an ordinary "lower person".
This made him very disappointed and even a little indignant. When he learned something from the young soldier, he was full of beautiful expectations for life. But he was also a timid person. Even if he occasionally plucked up the courage to indirectly, he was clearly rejected by instantly. In his opinion, this made him embarrassed. But he did not dare to directly ask for this child, after all, the mystery of his faith also seized himself.
This man has a shallow belief, but growing up in this land, he is inevitably bound by the idea of this land.
Shina’s father’s thoughts seemed to be a very normal idea in Shina’s opinion, and they cannot be said to be wrong.
It is really ordinary to let people use their relatives, to inherit their father's business, or to achieve enlightenment by one person, to ascend to heaven by the chicken and dog. Even if it is released into the world and history, too many people think this way.
What's more, the kindness of raising a child, and what's the greatest love?
From the beginning of birth, people are marked, family, blood, region, language, country, skin color, class... It is the right thing to make profits for the same camp. This is the basis for people to live as a social creature. People who betray their camp are either in a reasonable way, either stupid and ignorant, or have ulterior motives.
But for the moment, it is not that simple.
In his previous life, he was first deeply trapped as a young soldier, and later became a Gundam driver of the [Heaven and Man] who intervened in global disputes by force without distinction. In the end, he even lived with ELS for fifty years. He gradually transformed into a more "broader" person, and did not have a simple camp.
In the current position of Shina, with the power he possesses, there will inevitably be certain privileges, but Shina never wants this privilege to deepen, or even become a new monster, establishing a "noble" or "high" thing like a feudal royal family. That is really not much different from the evil intelligent empire in the joke of Tieria.
It's just a cycle of history.
He saved his hometown not out of love for his hometown, nor did he save his villagers not out of love for them, let alone for the sake of unanimous interests. To be honest, these people are in deep suffering and struggle in their survival, and their behavior will go in the wrong direction, and most of them cannot be called kind.
The moment is just out of rejection of suffering, but only out of sympathy for those who are deeply trapped in suffering.
Saving never ends with simple material things, but more with spiritual progress.
Blind belief in God that does not exist, ignorance, paranoidness, laziness, irritability, greed,... Too many, too many qualities that should not be developed in a tragic environment.
Therefore, the birth of the program [instant moment] is a process of re-regulating people.
What a difficult thing to transform a person!
In this regard, Shi Na also felt extremely powerless. Getting along with the young soldiers and the super soldiers made him easier.
"Soran, it's time to eat."
His mother called out softly outside the door. In addition to the collective restaurant, the program is allowed to be made by home, and the ingredients can be collected for free in the restaurant at the terminal.
"OK."
He responded in an instant, stood up, ran to the dining table, and sat down at his father with his mother.
Shina's mother was in another situation. She obeyed her whole life. After she was born Shina, she really loved Shina very much and regarded Shina as her only treasure in her life.
But this is not the state that I hope for in a moment.
When love reaches such a blind and fierce level, it will become a confusion, obscuring people's judgment and turning it into an unhealthy state.
There were too many expectations in a moment. Most of the expectations would be practiced, done, and even walked to the forefront of fate. When treating his close friends, he would make suggestions and discuss them together with a peaceful attitude; when treating young soldiers, he could be educated as an unqualified teacher, but... only treating his parents, he could not maintain his peace.
After all, he is a sinner.
No matter how you change in this life, that unworthiness is indeed a fact.
When facing his parents, his inner emotions are destined to be unable to act in any high-profile manner and only hope to understand each other, which makes him maintain this relationship between his parents and children as if walking on thin ice.
He has also forgotten how he gets along with his family.
"Today it's stewed lamb and saffron rice, Solan."
His mother handed the cleaned knife and spoon to Shina and gently touched Shina's head.
"Soran has grown a little taller."
"Um……"
Shi Na replied shyly. Although it was shy, Shi Na's feelings never showed their emotions. In layman's terms, they were mild facial paralysis, and there was no change in their expression at all.
Saffron rice is said to be red, but it is actually yellow. Its rice grains should be boiled in mixed water with a variety of herbs mainly made of saffron. After treatment, it will turn light yellow and will have a clear fragrance when in the mouth. However, it is not advisable to eat too much at one time, and it is usually mixed with ordinary rice.
The cultivation of crocus is also a current specialty in Chengying City.
Stewed lamb is very common. The dish is as its name suggests, and there is no special step. But my mother made it at that moment with care, the heat was just right, and the smell was removed cleanly, so she felt comfortable to eat.
Kurgis likes to stew mutton here in large pieces. The mother of Shina took the mutton stewed for three people. She obviously had selfish thoughts and cut it too much for Shina to slightly exceed Shina's appetite.
There are also special things to do when cutting meat. Shina is not skilled in cutting meat with a knife and fork. A accidentally bites his mouth so much that it makes his mother smile with kindness, which makes Shina feel a little depressed like a coquettish person.
In addition, the family was silent when they had dinner, and they all looked full of thoughts.
"I've eaten."
He briefly told me in an instant and was about to run back to the room. He still had some business to do.
"Wait a minute! Solan." His father wanted to speak but stopped. Seeing that he was about to enter the house again, he couldn't help but stand up and call him.
He turned around in an instant and looked at the man who raised his childhood calmly.
But the momentary gaze seemed very serious and cold in the eyes of the man who had been cowardly for a lifetime, as if he was directly examining all the desires in his soul. This made him subconsciously want to avoid it.
His mother looked at the two of them in a bad mood and felt a little nervous, and couldn't help but feel worried.
"What's wrong, dad?"
The man sighed, but in the end he didn't have the courage to express his inner thoughts, and just replied:
"It's okay, Solan. Just call you...I haven't gotten close to you for a long time."
After that, he immediately returned to the house and did nothing.
Shina's mother knew his partner's thoughts.
"I think this is enough. Your requirements are too many. I feel very happy now for the family of three."
The mother of a moment carefully considered her words and did not want to anger the man. This woman who had been with the flow for the rest of her life was already infinitely satisfied with the current situation, and was even unwilling to think about any changes. She just prayed to God every day that the current situation could be forever.
Yes, it's fine forever.
But her partner was obviously not satisfied with this.
"I am his man!"
He collapsed in his seat, facing the mocking flashing stars outside the window weakly.
"Why don't you give us more?"
The night is quiet, and the breeze can make a sound. From a distance, you can hear the sound of several evening workers playing when they come home.
After taking a shower in an instant, I lay on the bed but couldn't sleep.
Dialogue, Eoria, Changemaker, ELS, Aeon, VEDA, War, Peace, Chengying City, and even yourself...
All of this circled in his mind, accompanying him through dozens of days of sleep.
"Wait, since Eoria...Eoria is still alive, since his true body is in Triton... Then I will go and ask him clearly!"
Eoria did not die. She thought that the body of Jupiter was false, while the true body was hidden in Triton, and she met them in the last life.
Since you are not dead, you can communicate. The hard thinking of the past suddenly has an outlet for catharsis.
It is also a time of peace, and I just have time to do so.
This idea suddenly came to an instant, and he turned over uneasyly. The more he thought about it, the more excited he became, and even wanted to implement it immediately. But there were many details to consider. This made him think about it all night.
When Tieria saw the moment the next day, the little boy looked like a panda-eyed look.
Facing Tieria's sight, he said powerlessly:
"It's gone soon."
The physical constitution of a purebred changer is really enviable.
“Are these…?”
He asked instantly, looking at the pill in Tieria's hand.
Tieria replied casually:
“GN inhibitor.”
He nodded in an instant and showed that he understood. This was the first time he had seen the finished product.
After eliminating the KPSA, a large number of property were confiscated, including a large number of addictive drugs. These highly addictive drugs are really terrible things. Shi Na did not want to simply sell them, but suggested processing them into GN inhibitor drugs, which triggered the idea of establishing a planned economy.
GN particles can produce toxicity in specific situations, destroy the human nervous system and immune system, and inhibit cell activity. GN inhibitors can reduce this effect, and can slow down even for similar symptoms caused by other viruses. They also have certain therapeutic effects on HIV and can be sold to related groups at a high price.
Through the Wang family's channels, Shina and Tieria purchased two drug processing assembly lines. In winter, according to relevant information (the relevant information brought in the VEDA when Tieria entered the ELS-00Q in the previous life, but it did not disappear.) The manual transformation was completed and practical.
The transformation process relies entirely on their dexterous hands, and their hand-operated accuracy as changers reached an amazing level, comparable to the accuracy of first-class laboratory machines. This is a very amazing thing.
What Tieria was in hand was part of the finished product.
"Have you finished all the processing? What are you going to do with these?"
To be continued...