Chapter 664 The abyss is beyond redemption
Having said goodbye, Zhu Gaoxu seemed very busy and quickly walked to a table; then he took out the paper and ink ink in the bag. His movements were very steady and not panic, but the intervals between things were very short, and it was obvious that there was something else in his heart.
But Enhui stood beside her and did not move immediately. She should have left at this time, but for some reason she seemed to be nailed there and could not move.
Zhu Gaoxu quickly turned his head and looked at her face with a questioning look, as if he wanted to know what she had said.
Enhui put her hands together in front of her abdomen, pinching and pulling her fingers hard, and her palms were sweating faintly. She noticed Zhu Gaoxu's gaze, and had to ponder: "I was suddenly a little scared, and I was still a little reluctant..."
After hearing this, Zhu Gaoxu was slightly stunned, then picked up the thing from his hand and put it back on the table. He turned around on the stool, pointed to the round stool beside him and said, "Cousin-law will sit for a while."
Enhui nodded slightly, walked over with some hesitation, and sat down carefully. The lower part of her body was bent due to the sitting position, and the fabric was tightened. Her waist and hip lines became more beautiful and obvious. Under the orange and yellow light of the lantern by the wall, the two of them had not spoken much, but they seemed to have some subtle atmosphere floating in the air.
"Is there something real? How important?" she murmured, as if she was talking to herself. Her words were very difficult to understand, as if she was brainless.
However, Zhu Gaoxu did not ask in detail, but was just facing her and thinking about something.
After a while, Zhu Gaoxu spoke. His voice was very low, and his face looked like he was thinking: "It should not be all true or fake, but we always think about the parts we cannot see in the best direction. How important is it, sometimes it seems worth ignoring everything; I think the most difficult thing is, how reliable is it? Obviously everything may change... Alas!"
The two seemed to be playing the game, and they were very mysterious. Enhui probably understood Zhu Gaoxu's meaning, but did not let her solve her doubts, and her heart became even more confused.
She suddenly stood up suddenly with some loss of composure and said, "I'm back to my room."
Zhu Gaoxu looked up at her, hesitated for a moment before nodding gently: "It's getting late, and there will be a date later."
Enhui thought: Why did he hesitate?
Her legs and feet stiffly walked to the door, her mind was numb for a moment, and she whispered: "The Lord always looks at my place. Did you not see enough when I saved me that day, do you still want to see it?"
When Enhui said this, she suddenly felt a little regretful, and she felt a little hot on her face. Why did she say such words?
Zhu Gaoxu's voice trembled a little and he asked excitedly: "Is it really OK?"
This is what Enhui said after hanging that day. She looked at him and finally couldn't face Gao Xu again. She suddenly walked out of the door as if she ran away and covered the door with her backhand. As soon as the wooden door was blocked, Enhui left his sight and felt a little better.
She went back to the room and cleaned up for a while, then took off her dress outside, blew the light and went to bed.
The mansion, room, and bed here are no longer what she looked like when she was in Fengyang; but in the darkness, she opened her eyes and lay flat on her back, as if she had returned to Fengyang. At that time, she lay down like this for more than one night. Thinking of Gao Xu, it was difficult to distinguish between grudges and hatreds, and it was difficult to fall asleep in dismay; the difference tonight was that her heart was even more chaotic, stronger, and had a sense of urgency. Because in the remaining long time this year, she could only meet him this time.
Her legs were tightly tied together in the thin quilt, stretched very straight and motionless. Sometimes she felt like she was dead and had no rest.
I don’t know how long it took, but Enhui didn’t know whether it was midnight or early morning. She finally made some noise and looked at the window from time to time to know if the sky was white; but it was still dark outside, maybe it was around 3 o’clock.
The wooden bed sounded lightly for a few times, and Enhui finally walked out of the bed in the dark, touched the position of the shoes with her feet, then touched the fire stick, and lit the light after it was blown.
Enhui sat and waited for a long time and was so tired of thinking. Her eyes were frozen, she took a breath and blew out the light, and then walked silently to the door.
She left the room and closed it carefully. She quietly walked along the eaves under the eaves to the door of another room. Two lanterns were hung under the eaves, and the lights were very hazy. Enhui was wearing a light-colored underwear, and a beautiful woman stood there quietly in the middle of the night. If someone saw it, it would be a little eye-catching.
She hesitated for a while and did not dare to stand for too long. Finally, she stretched out her shaking hand and gently lifted the door. The wooden door actually opened a crack easily!
Enhui felt uncomfortable. When she left, she covered the door. I don’t know if Gao Xu forgot to lock the door or kept it on purpose... If it were the latter, he would have seen through everything in his mind. Enhui suddenly felt a sense of shame and shame that seemed to have been peeked at by someone.
But she still flashed sideways and closed the wooden door again. At this moment, her heart was already blank, and her heart was so entangled that she could not hesitate anymore. She just continued to continue the thoughts when she was about to get up.
"Enhui?" Gao Xu said in his voice. He did not fall asleep either, otherwise her movements would be as light as there would be no movement and she would not be able to wake up Gao Xu.
Enhui bit her lips and made a sound from her nose: "Hmm..."
She gently lifted the curtain and sat on the edge of the bed. After a moment of silence, she said softly: "The deposed prince... Gao Xu did not hesitate to violate morality for me; I cannot let you bear it alone! Since I live in the world, I should also bear the humiliation of being immoral, at least I won't feel guilty. If you want to see it, just watch it!"
Zhu Gaoxu reached out and said in a deep voice: "No one knows, can't you relax a little? Even if we don't do some things, we will still be suspected."
Enhui said: "Heaven knows the earth, and you know it too. But I want to become such a despised person!" After saying that, a tear dripped on Gao Xu's back without any warning.
Zhu Gaoxu took advantage of the vague light coming through the window and looked down at the back of his hand, and said, "The right and wrong in this world is most likely not what people speculate."
Enhui didn't say anything anymore, gently raised her hands and placed them on her collar, and she sighed faintly.
She seemed to feel that she was embracing Gao Xu and fell into the dark and unsightly abyss that was endless. Before she fell, she thought it would be very terrible and painful, but soon she threw everything out of her mind. Maybe someone was with her, so the fear gradually disappeared. However, during the fall, the wind blowing towards her was very refreshing, light and lost in her body. Is it in the abyss or in the clouds, how can she have the heart to tell the difference when she is floating and forgetting herself?
...Gao Xu is not a good person! Chen Xu turned over and said silently in his heart.
Chen Xu guessed that the beautiful woman who came tonight, and felt that she was most likely a member of the royal family. With Gao Xu's current power, as long as the woman he liked, he could almost always take it as a self-righteous person, unless he was an unethical person... ordinary women didn't have to send it out of the palace so secretly!
But Chen Xu's family could not determine who she was. Since the founding of the Wen Dynasty, the people in the palace have been too complicated, and the people inside have changed a few times!
Gao Xu was very brave, and it seemed that he didn't dare to do anything, and sometimes he was very relaxed and even exaggerated. Chen Xu thought that what Gao Xu had done to her was still hard to say and was very impressed. He also thought of his usual etiquette, words and deeds... Chen Xu didn't know how he felt.
To say that Gao Xu is a beast in a dress, he is indeed not. He did not do anything cruel and violent, and even had a kind and righteous side. Strangely, Chen Xu did not have any disgust with him at all, and what was even more ridiculous was that she hoped that Gao Xu would not treat others like that.
Chen Xu still shook his head and sighed secretly, not understanding what kind of person he was.
Tonight, Mrs. Chen Xu did not go to the small courtyard of the back house. Gao Xu might be with that woman, so why should she make things boring? Besides, I said last time that I should distinguish the relationship in the future. Mrs. Chen Xu was not just talking, but really thought that she could not make the relationship too complicated, otherwise it might be detrimental to her future situation.
Furthermore, as the emperor, Gao Xu didn’t know how many concubines and women there were in the harem. What is obvious about Gao Xu?
The truth is clear, but she is just unhappy!
Chen Xu couldn't even sleep, and was still awake in the middle of the night. She thought repeatedly about what Gao Xu and the woman were doing, thinking very carefully, because Chen Xu probably knew how shameless Gao Xu would be.
Various pictures appeared in Chen Xu's mind, as if she had really seen them; not to mention that the furnishings and appearances of those rooms were very familiar with them, and when she imagined them, the scenes became more realistic.
There is also the beautiful woman, "Mrs. Wang", who has a very special temperament. Mrs. Wang is different from Mrs. Chen Xu. She is tall and dignified. Her facial features are very beautiful on her face, she is moderately fat and thin, but her figure is very full and exaggerated. Mrs. Chen Xu seemed to see something swaying in front of her.
She turned over again, feeling very upset.
There is a barrier from the wall there, not to mention that it is far away, so you can't hear any movement here at this time. The surroundings are very quiet, but there is a faint sound of water waves coming from the Xuanwu Lake in the distance, which can be heard vaguely.
Chapter completed!