Chapter 66 The Well
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Taoism can understand the seven emotions and six desires of the world. Since Xu Miaojin has been known as Zhang Sanfeng’s true teachings and calls herself a true person, she has already understood the true meaning of the three realms. Why did she look for something?
Zhu Gaoxu wanted to break his head, but he couldn't think of it.
Even though Xu Miaojin is no longer a Taoist priest, she can live a life that is far beyond ordinary people with her father's status as a Jinshi and her beautiful beauty.
Zhu Gaoxu had to sigh secretly: People who have nothing to survive, but people who have everything commit suicide?
Seeing Xu Miaojin's face was pale, with tears in his eyes and his emotions were very excited, he did not care about the doubts and feelings in his heart, and hurriedly comforted him: "Life is short, and people will die sooner or later, why should I be so anxious?"
Xu Miaojin cried, "You know the suffering too? Do you understand my suffering? No one in this world cares about my life or death. I owe debts as soon as I was born and I can't pay them back in my life. I can only be willing to be used by others and wait for the charity, regardless of whether I want it or not..."
Xu Miaojin, who was noble and intelligent in Zhu Gaoxu's eyes, actually said such words? And she cried like a little girl. He really didn't expect her to have such a side.
But when he talked about debt, Zhu Gaoxu was still scared, and nodded quickly and said sincerely: "I can understand that feeling."
Xu Miaojin looked at his eyes, her tears were filled with sadness like falling flowers, "Do you know who is taking advantage of the most bitterness?"
"Sisters? Trusted friends?" Zhu Gaoxu said casually.
Xu Miaojin shook her head and said, "Parents."
Zhu Gaoxu was stunned and suddenly felt that the snow in Beijing in winter was so cold.
Xu Miaojin stared at the cold and dark wellhead blankly, shook her head in an unknown sense, and murmured, "You don't have to worry about me, no one cares about me anyway..."
Zhu Gaoxu said: "Don't I care about you? If it weren't for that tree just now, I might have fallen into the well. If I don't care about you, why would I take that risk?"
Xu Miaojin was stunned for a moment, and then a sneer appeared on her face. However, the eyeliner on the corners of her eyes was naturally charming, and she was full of charm as soon as she smiled, even if she was a sneer. Her emotions were a little calm, but she was still breathing, and her chest was constantly rising and falling, which reminded Zhu Gaoxu of the touch he had just now.
"You are just looking at my appearance." Xu Miaojin sneered.
After hearing this, Zhu Gaoxu blurted out: "According to what my aunt said, can any woman who admires me in the future say that she wants my glory and wealth? Then I should shaved my hair and be a monk!"
Xu Miaojin was speechless and couldn't answer.
Zhu Gaoxu said: "The charm of my aunt is wonderful. No matter who is blind, you can see it. But since you have recognized my mother as your sister, your surname has changed, and you are my elder. I never dared to have any inappropriate thoughts. I have seen me a few times, so should I know?"
He paused and quickly explained: "You turned your back to me just now and suddenly jumped down. In a hurry, I want to get you up, and it is inevitable that you will have physical contact. My aunt is so smart, you should know that it is just a temporary measure. I don't mean to be careless of you."
"Then what else are you talking about?" Xu Miaojin suddenly said annoyed. Her emotions were very unstable. But no matter who was covered by someone's chest shortly after, he might not be able to stabilize.
Zhu Gaoxu hurriedly said kindly: "I know you are annoyed, so I don't ask you what you are. If you want to say in the future, I will listen; if you don't want to say, I won't ask. But my aunt must give up the idea of seeking shortcoming..."
Xu Miaojin's anger was not gone, and she stared at Xing's eyes and said angrily: "I have nothing to do with you whether I die or not! Take your dirty hands away!"
Zhu Gaoxu had to let go of her hand and thought to himself: Women are just strange. While saying that no one cares about her, they also said that I am meddling in other people's business... Even this woman who has learned the truth of the world from Zhang Sanfeng is still like that.
He sighed and said thoughtfully: "Sometimes people tend to get stuck in a slight slight way, because their eyes are only staring at a small part in front of them, and the more they think about it, the more they become, the more they get stuck. My aunt must not be anxious. Wait and look more, and you will find that the world is big and beautiful, and there are many things worth nostalgic about. Believe me once, I have experience."
Xu Miaojin lowered her head and said nothing.
After a moment of silence, Zhu Gaoxu said in a deep voice: "The people from the Yan Palace come and go, so you should not stay here for a long time. If you are seen, it will be troublesome to explain. My aunt left first and go back to the residence of the inner hall."
Xu Miaojin's voice sounded a lot calmer, "Where are you?"
Zhu Gaoxu said: "I won't go through the door. I will take advantage of the dim light and climb over the wall from inside for a while."
Xu Miaojin climbed up from the ground, without saying hello, patted her clothes and left. After a moment, she turned her head and changed her tone a lot: "Can King Gaoyang keep it secret for the matter tonight?"
"Okay." Zhu Gaoxu nodded and replied.
When she walked to the gate of the yard, she took advantage of the closing and looked at Zhu Gaoxu again.
After waiting for a while, Zhu Gaoxu roughly sorted out his clothes and followed the method just now, climbed out of a brick wall and quietly touched a brick road between the walls.
He walked to the Qianmen Tower, and soon after, he saw eunuchs, Ma He and others. Zhu Gaoxu took the lead and said, "The road is too slippery and I can't see clearly. I fell down."
"Oh, King Gaoyang needs to be careful, why don't you ask the two servants to carry lanterns and follow them?" Ma He said.
Zhu Gaoxu suddenly remembered that the eunuch in front of him who was not very good-looking and had a little overly bulging facial features was actually Zheng He! He said: "Eunuch Zheng is very loyal and brave. I have heard about the matter in Zhengcunba."
Zheng He smiled and said, "It's not worthy of truth, compared with King Gaoyang, it's not worthy of truth. I didn't think much about it, but just wanted to share the worries for the prince."
"Okay, okay, my father has someone like Eunuch Zheng, so lucky." Zhu Gaoxu said with his fists, "I have to go home and change my clothes first. If Eunuch Zheng sees my mother and speak for me, I don't want to see her like this."
"I'm sure I'll send you a favor to King Gaoyang." Zheng He held a ceremony with other eunuchs around him.
Zhu Gaoxu slipped out of the front door, found the team of followers watching fireworks outside, and led his horse to leave the Yan Prince's Mansion.
Meeting Xu Miaojin tonight really completely changed Zhu Gaoxu's impression of her. However, he was still confused and didn't understand why Xu Miaojin was so emotional.
On the way, I heard children shouting from time to time: "It's New Year, eat meat!" "I'm wearing new clothes..."
At this time, Zhu Gaoxu gradually found his childhood deep in his memory. The joy was not because of how beautiful the fireworks on New Year's Eve were, but because the New Year was really started tonight. Until the Lantern Festival, people would take out what they usually couldn't bear to eat and wear. Most adults also gave up their livelihoods, and various sacrifices and activities were the more interesting things in the eyes of children.
Of course, even on happy days, not everyone is happy.
Chapter completed!