Chapter 1209 I don't want to either
Chapter 1,209
I don't want to
Song Ruyu got up early in the morning and prepared breakfast for Qin Sheng. She knew that Qin Sheng was going to meet the legendary man who was an uncle and now a father-in-law today. Perhaps it was because she could see that Qin Sheng was in a heavy mood, so Song Ruyu did not take the initiative to mention this matter.
After breakfast, Qin Sheng did not rush to leave, but took the initiative to wash dishes and clean the kitchen. He also told Song Ruyu that he wanted to eat Shaanxi cuisine at night. He missed the taste of his past in Shaanxi, such as spicy and sour cabbage, fried eggs with pepper and cold celery, etc.
He said that if he came back early, he would cook for Song Ruyu to taste today.
Song Ruyu smiled and said that she would go to the supermarket to buy vegetables early and wait for Qin Sheng to come back to cook.
When they parted, Song Ruyu took the initiative to hug Qin Sheng and left a light kiss on Qin Sheng's lips, as if he was communicating with Qin Sheng with his eyes, so that Qin Sheng could adjust his mentality as much as possible.
as always.
Just like the previous few times, Qin Sheng still went to a designated location and was taken to a special place by the designated vehicle. So far, he has not identified what the place is. It can be seen that the drivers are strictly trained and have strong anti-reconnaissance capabilities.
Qin Sheng felt that even if someone knew about that place, who would dare to go to that place to make trouble?
Not to mention an ordinary person, even he dares not.
Of course, it is probably not an ordinary person who can be locked up in that place, and they should have a certain level.
Of course, the old man's affairs have not yet come to fruition. He is still nominally cooperating with the investigation, so he can be locked up there.
If you really have to wait for a while to make the verdict completely, you will probably have to hand it over to Yanjiao Town. As for how many years you have been there, you don’t know. Maybe you can still see many old friends?
When Qin Sheng sat here, it was more than an hour later. He sat here quietly without asking too much about anything. Even if he asked, no one would tell him.
After more than three years, I saw the old man again and said he was not excited, that was fake. He thought about it as calm as he could, but this is his biological father, so how could he not cause trouble?
After Qin Sheng waited for more than ten minutes, the door of the room with a window that could see the scenery outside the window was finally pushed open, but the window was completely closed and could not be pushed open from the inside. It was obviously aware of some precautions.
Compared to the room I stayed in last time, the room this time has obviously better environment.
When Qin Sheng slowly stood up, he saw the familiar and unfamiliar old father being taken into the room by two staff members. He stopped eye contact and finally smiled relievedly.
See you three years later, he is old.
The white hair on my head is extremely eye-catching. Compared to the last time, there are so many more wrinkles on my face, especially wrinkles on the corners of my eyes and forehead.
Apart from that, there seems to be no other change.
Despite this, the mental state seems to be non-depressed, but it is a bit energetic and has bright light in its eyes.
The walking pace is also very steady, and it looks pretty tough, so I should exercise regularly.
"You guys talk, if you have anything to do," the staff left after saying this.
After the staff left, Qin Sheng slowly shouted "Dad"
"It seems that your uncle can't persuade you. If you don't let you come, you just come." Qin Changan sat down on his own and smiled angrily.
From here on, he didn't like others to visit him, even the closest people, he hoped that others would forget him and slowly forget his existence.
But, how can this be done?
Other friends can slowly forget them, but how could their relatives forget him, such as his biological children.
"Why don't you let me do it? Are you afraid that I will see your old and fragile side?" Qin Sheng said with some resentment.
Qin Changan looked at his son who had grown up now, and his eyebrows were full of smiles. He was more mature than he had been a few years ago. After all, things in the past few years were enough to train him. The fastest shortcut to a man matured is to force him to go through many things.
"Everyone will grow old, I will grow old one day, and you will also grow old one day, you can escape anything, only birth, old age, sickness and death cannot escape," Qin Changan said calmly, as if he had taken a lot of things lightly.
Qin Sheng sneered, "Do you think this is interesting? Are you very chic and relieved, and have a kind of attitude of seeing through the world? Then why didn't you become a monk with my uncle back then?"
"Escape into a monk? That is obviously not suitable for me. It's just that I have experienced everything I should experience over the years and enjoyed everything I should enjoy. It's just that I'm repeating it constantly. How can I not be indifferent?" Qin Changan responded.
The father and son never seemed to be at peace. Every time the relationship between the two of them eased, they would become more and more in opposition due to one thing or another.
"I think you are powerless, right?" Qin Sheng took the initiative to mock him.
After hearing this, Qin Changan laughed and said, "The world is endless, maybe, human power will eventually be exhausted. You and I are not Daluo gods, so how can we not be powerless? Just doing something within our ability when we are powerless, isn't it a kind of maximization of benefits? Is this the case now, and you will be the same one day."
"Did you know the result a long time ago, so you have been waiting for the result silently? You didn't even think about going out, just watching us mess around?" Qin Sheng said in anger.
Qin Changan said with a funny look, "I remember telling you last time, you don't have to make trouble like this, but you don't listen. Even if I say too much, you probably won't listen. After all, I am your relative, and you will not give up like that with your father."
"Are you happy now?" Qin Sheng frowned.
Qin Changan shook his head and said, "No, I'm just very relieved."
"You treat yourself as a pawn, as a bait, and then plot against everyone, which makes you feel fulfilled?" Qin Sheng continued to question.
Qin Changan still looked at Qin Sheng with a smile and said, "Qin Sheng, I'm all chess pieces and fish bait, how can I feel accomplished? I'm just doing something I can do and do the last thing for you and the Qin family."
"In this way I can continue to feel guilty and think you are great," Qin Sheng asked back.
Qin Changan stared at Qin Sheng and was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Qin Sheng, since your mother passed away, I have been doing things for so many years and never need to care about other people's feelings. So what if you are my son? What I can give you has already given you, and you still need to continue walking the future."
Qin Sheng stopped talking because he didn't know what to say. It seemed that in front of Mr. Qin, he would always be a child who would never grow up.
It was like Mr. Qin was doing what he should do, and his son could only do what he should do.
"You can come to see me, which means you have completed everything you should accomplish, right?" Qin Changan asked tentatively. Some things were not something he could not do, but he handed over these things to Qin Sheng.
Qin Sheng was still silent, but he nodded not long after.
"How did you guess?" Qin Changan asked curiously.
Qin Sheng thought for a moment before replying, "I have met the Fourth Master, got some news from him, and finally talked to Uncle Ding, and he woke me up."
"Hahaha, the fourth brother must be very upset. I won this game. But so many years have passed, and it is Lao Ding who understands me. I will think it is my favor to him." Qin Changan laughed.
Qin Sheng thoughtfully said, "The Fourth Master is not upset, he is just a little decadent, he is old too."
"Yes, we are all old, times have changed, and it's time for us to quit the stage," Qin Changan sighed. In the past few years, he recalled every step he had walked over the years, every person he met, and every thing he had experienced was so vivid.
But time is unforgiving, and it is already twilight years.
"Don't you regret it?" Qin Sheng asked.
Qin Changan shook his head without hesitation and said, "I never regret it. I used to be the same as before. I also hope that you will do this. You should not regret it in life because regret is useless. So when you make every decision, you should think of all the results, good and bad, etc., so that you will not regret it."
"What if I die?" Qin Sheng had to ask this key question.
This time, Qin Changan didn't speak for a long time.
I don’t know how long it took to say, “Help me take good care of your sister. The one I’m most sorry for in my life is your mother, followed by you siblings.”
"Dad, why bother?" Qin Sheng said this tremblingly.
Qin Changan laughed at himself, "I don't want to do it either."
This sentence has given all the answers to Qin Sheng, and Qin Sheng seemed to have completely reconciled with this old father at this moment.
They were silent and looked at each other speechlessly, but the atmosphere eased a lot more than the beginning.
Qin Sheng finally understood why those people called him Master Qin?
It’s not because of his connections and his hands and eyes, nor because he is a big deal in the business world, but because this man is really strong inside.
"It's time to get married, right?" Qin Changan didn't want the opportunity to meet him after finally meeting, so he was wasted in silence and took the initiative to find the topic.
Qin Sheng nodded and said, "If nothing unexpected happens, next month."
"Say sorry to Ruyu for me. My father-in-law cannot witness your wedding, but I have asked your sister to prepare a gift and ask her to give it to Ruyu when you get married. If I don't go out now and your mother is not here, let your adoptive parents be your parents for us. At least they have raised you for so many years and have the qualifications." Qin Changan began to talk, and he was a real father at this time.
This may be a pity. When a father cannot attend his son's wedding, it will be difficult for him to attend his daughter's wedding in the future.
So in this life, you don’t regret it, but there are always regrets.
"I understand," Qin Sheng nodded.
Qin Changan continued to ask, "How is your grandmother's health? I don't know much about this period. When I met your uncle last time, he said it was OK."
Although Qin Sheng didn't seem shocked when he heard that the old man had met his uncle. After all, it wouldn't be so troublesome to see the old man.
Qin Sheng said truthfully, "It's not so good. The doctor said he couldn't hold on for long, so my wedding date with Ruyu was ahead of schedule."
When Qin Changan heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then returned to his spirit a few seconds later, "I'm sorry to your grandmother for me, I didn't take good care of your mother. This is the most unforgivable thing in my life."
Qin Sheng didn't know what to say, but I think my grandmother didn't want to hear this, so she shouldn't mention this matter.
"Okay, I've said what you should say, and you know what you should know. Then you can go back early. It's not as comfortable as outside." Qin Changan slowly stood up and took the initiative to see him off.
Qin Sheng also stood up at the right time.
He forced himself to smile and said, "You go first."
Qin Changan hesitated for a moment, but did not refuse and turned around and left.
At this time, Qin Sheng couldn't help but shout again, "Dad..."
Qin Changan subconsciously stopped, but in the next second, he continued to move forward without hesitation.
In his lifetime, he has no way to turn around, he can only move forward.
Chapter completed!