Volume 3 Chapter 2 (Part 2) Saying goodbye is not easy
"The game is over." The old woman said calmly.
I was shocked and confused: "What's going on with mother-in-law?"
The old woman said, "Boy, I'll ask you what your life is?"
"Fate is the original heart!"
"What is the original heart?"
I scratched my head: "You haven't said it."
The old woman stared at me: "Now I will tell you what the original heart is. The original heart is a choice! Whether it is a human, a demon or a bird or a beast, you have to face countless choices at the end of your life. Connecting each choice made into a line is destiny."
I suddenly realized: "No wonder you always let me choose in the game."
The old woman said, "If you want to choose, you must first understand your strengths and weaknesses before you can play to your strengths and avoid your weaknesses. This game is to let you understand yourself." He stretched out his hand and looked at a person who was exactly the same as me, standing at the fork in the road. He did not choose the desert but walked straight to the green shade on the left without walking a few steps. The green trees suddenly turned into countless hideous monsters and rushed towards him. With the screams, he was torn to pieces by the monsters.
The old woman said: "The first time you chose you to go to the desert shows that you are not a person who is easily confused by appearances. It is very clever. This is your strength. Because the road leading to the oasis seems to be pleasant and actually bury murderous intent step by step."
I was contented: "I have always been alert."
The old woman continued: "The second time you chose you to walk into the wooden house means you are a very curious person. Sometimes curiosity may make you discover treasures and get adventures; but sometimes it will make you die."
I said happily: "It's like gambling either making a big profit or losing so much that I lost my pants."
The old woman said: "Choose you to release the pregnant woman for the third time, which means you are kind-hearted but also means you are too reckless. How did you know that the pregnant woman must be a good person? At least you have to ask why she was tied up."
I nodded: "Mother-in-law, you are right and right, I must be cautious in doing things in the future. Otherwise, I will be a fool if I die."
The old woman said, "You killed the pregnant woman and was also too impulsive. Whose wife is she? Are there any tough backers behind her? Have you ever thought that it might cause greater disasters? Maybe you will get unexpected benefits if you let her go in a way?"
I said, "I didn't think so much. If I had known that I would not have entered the wooden house."
"How do you know what is inside if you don't push the door? Maybe there is a rare treasure hidden in the room, wouldn't you miss it? Even if there is a demon inside, you can't be used by you?" The old woman sighed: "So to control your own destiny, you must have great wisdom and vision to understand things. Take one step and look at the situation three times before deciding what is the most suitable choice."
I nodded like a garlic and the old lady said it was right. I, Lin Fei, have smart things, but I do lack great wisdom.
The old woman said again: "You are hesitant to face that baby in the end, which means you are too cowardly at the critical moment. If the crisis comes, how can you have time to consider it?"
I kept saying that I remembered the last scene in the game and asked curiously: "Why is the baby's face exactly the same as mine when he grew up?"
"Because it is you." The old woman said slowly: "A person's biggest enemy is himself. Only by defeating himself can you control your destiny. In the future, no matter how terrible the enemy you face, you must remember that no one can truly defeat you except yourself."
Although the game I was thinking and silent, it made me understand a lot.
"Look!" The old woman stretched out her hand and slashed it. Countless patterns appeared around her, like gossip, but more complicated. I looked carefully for a while but couldn't understand it.
The old woman said: "Making a choice is equivalent to deciding one's own destiny. But how to make a specific choice? Simply put, it is to seek evil and avoid disasters and turn bad luck into good luck on the basis of fully understanding oneself."
"Gan is the sky, Kun, the earth, Li, the sun, Kan, the moon, Zhen, Lei, Xun, and Wind•;•;•;•;" The old woman explained the patterns one by one and then told me how to use these patterns to combine them to estimate the times, misfortunes and good fortunes. After listening for a long time, I suddenly understood: "Mother-in-law. This is the fortune telling of the Yijing! What is the Wuwang hexagram of the girl's back hexagram is all the hexagrams of the Yijing. In the past, the blind man at the east gate of Luoyang City often used the Yijing to tell fortunes to cheat people for money."
The old woman was stunned for a moment: "Where is Luoyang? What is the Yijing?"
I had to talk nonsense and get away with it. But I thought in my heart that the Northern Territory and the Tang Dynasty were really different. There was wine in the Tang Dynasty and the Northern Territory. Even if I didn’t know what wine was. The old woman in the North Territory had studied the numerology for many years was just fortune telling of the I Ching. In the Tang Dynasty, many ordinary people knew that the I Ching was not rare at all.
It turns out that this is the so-called ultimate destiny, and I was a little disappointed. However, the old woman’s idea of understanding her strengths and avoiding her weaknesses gave me a great enlightenment.
"If fate is a torrential river, the secret Taoist technique and the armored craft are a ferry that carries you across the river, the numerology calculation is a rowing oar." The old woman slowly closed her eyes: "Okay, I'll teach you everything I should teach you. How much I understand depends on your understanding. If you want to truly understand the mystery of numerology, maybe it will not be enough for a lifetime."
With a loud bang, I broke away from her spiritual consciousness. The huge heart of the dragon whale was beating beside it, everything that had just been born was like a dream.
Looking at the old woman's weathered face, I suddenly felt a sense of sadness. If she knew that her research efforts could be bought for more than ten cents in the Tang Dynasty, I would probably feel chest tightness and vomiting blood.
"Can my mother-in-law really control her destiny after learning these things?" I said tactfully and honestly, I don't believe it very much. If it were such a magical guy who could tell fortunes in the Yijing in the Tang Dynasty would have long become a god.
The old woman sighed: "This is just a little bit of my heart and whether it is useful to me. But these hexagrams symbolize the natural power of heaven and earth. For example, Kun represents the earth and the feminine power. Xun represents the power of wind. Dui shows the power of oceans and rivers. If you can master all the power and enter the supreme realm that is used by heaven and earth for me, you should be able to break the fate of becoming, existence, destruction and emptiness."
As soon as my heart moved, I said this to the old woman, could I practice the Book of Changes into a magic?
At this time, the old lady's curse made another painful expression when she saw her, and I felt sad: "Don't mother-in-law have no way to break the curse?"
The old woman shook her head and her legs pressed against the dragon whale's heart: "It can be cracked unless the person who casts the curse can be killed."
I gritted my teeth: "Mother-in-law, who is your husband? Tell me that I must use all the despicable means to kill him if I have the chance in the future."
The old woman smiled sadly: "His name is Chu Du, with your current strength, just seeking death. After so many years, he may have entered the final state of monster evolution - the Alaya state."
Alaya's attitude? I was shocked: "Mother-in-law, your husband is a monster?"
The old woman looked calm: "What's so strange? I'm also a monster. I was also a monster many years ago." She lowered her head and looked at her legs silently: "In fact, the most difficult fate is not how to choose, but no choice at all. In this life, I can only stay trapped in the belly of the dragon whale until I die in the heavenly tribulation."
I felt sad in my heart. The old lady raised her head and stared at me deeply for a long time and said, "There is no banquet boy in the world that never ends, you should leave."
"Walk?"
"Do you also want to stay in this ghost place that is invisible for the rest of your life?"
I was shocked: "Mother-in-law." I stared at her in a daze and couldn't speak for a while. More than three years passed in a flash and I learned what I should have learned. Now it seems that it's time to say goodbye.
From the day I was eaten by the dragon whale, I was looking forward to going out early, but now I hesitate and can't bear to move. In the past, I always felt that time passed very slowly, but now I suddenly felt that it was so fast.
Is life always such a contradiction?
The old woman waved her hand and said, "Let's go, don't act like a child."
"Mother-in-law, you are impatient and like to scold people when you are not happy. I have suffered a lot in the three years with you." I smiled and tried hard to laugh, although I was in a bad mood.
"But even if my mother-in-law is suffering, I feel very happy." Looking at her messy white hair, my throat choked: "Don't say that I'm willing to suffer for three years, even if it's thirty or three hundred years."
"Pu" I fell to my knees and kowtowed three times.
"Please take care of yourself after your master and disciple are gone."
"What are the mother-in-law and mother doing if you want to leave?" The old woman turned around in a trembling voice: "Go quickly and go quickly!"
I stood silently for a long time before saying, "Master, I'm really leaving." I looked left and right and still wanted to be apart from Yuehundao, but this guy didn't know where he was going.
The old woman turned her back to me and said slowly: "Although I can't go out, it's the same with you outside."
I gritted my teeth and suddenly stood up without looking back. After walking a few steps, the old woman's voice suddenly came from behind: "Boy, you have to make a fuss and don't embarrass me!"
I stopped and nodded vigorously. After a while, the rushing wind rushed from behind and the old woman suddenly flew over and grabbed me and swept forward. She grabbed me like every time she taught me to practice for three years, and she didn't care whether I wanted to or not.
I smiled slightly and closed my eyes and let her catch me and ran all the way. In fact, it is not difficult to break free with my current magic power.
The wind whizzed through my ears and felt so warm in my heart. She grabbed it through the mushroom forest and passed through the blood-transforming vortex for three years•;•;•;•;•;.
"Mother-in-law, you're so hurting me!"
"My mother-in-law, please be gentle, okay? I'm very embarrassed to be caught like this!"
"Mother-in-law, are you abusive?"
Time goes backwards one after another. I seemed to see the naughty boy in the past being grabbed by an old woman and protested constantly. Then one by one would tremble and knock on his head without hesitation. Opening my eyes, I stared at the old woman's thin cheeks, my eyes were sore, and my head turned around and shouted: "Mother-in-law, don't you know how to be merciful? I'm a little white-faced after all."
"Puff" A thunderous thunder hit my head hard. I touched my head and laughed silently. A deep feeling surged in my heart. I knew this was the last time I was beaten.
She put me down in front of the river of blood.
"Boy, look!" The old woman looked at the Blood River with a solemn expression. The bright red river in front of us was surging and rolling forward, and the huge roar rang all the way and couldn't see the end. It was like my life forever, tenacious and forever full of hope to fight fate!
"How detour and majestic the long river of life is. I believe you will have a future!" The old woman said in a deep voice and gradually felt sad: "There should be a better world on the other side of the river. Unfortunately, my mother-in-law will not see you for the future to dominate the northern border."
"Life is so roundabout and so majestic." I silently thought of a roar from the meat peak in the distance. I looked at the rhino roar squatted on the top of the peak and waved at my snow-white tail, which was roaring like a cluster of flames.
The vigorous roar echoed for a long time. A trembling rhino roe in my heart. Do you know I am leaving? I waved my hand hard and rushed straight upwards with a cruel heart. I turned the flesh wall above into chaos. In an instant, I had already flown through the dragon whale and flew out!
Goodbye Master! According to the torch, Master will one day I will break the fate of becoming, living, destruction and emptiness to fulfill your wish!
I will definitely kill Chu Du.
Chapter completed!