237. It is a dream
"Hello, can you please take a look..."
In the scorching sun, Xuan Hao was standing in the crowd and handing out flyers. Even though he was sweating profusely, he still had a professional smile on his face.
Alas? Strange, why do I send flyers here... Xuan Hao didn't quite understand what he was doing, but his hands still didn't stop, his smile on his face looked a little embarrassed.
The job of sending flyers is not that the brighter you smile, the more someone will pick up your flyers. Most passers-by will not look at you, because most people are busy with their lives and have no time to stop and pay attention to others. The brighter you smile, it will only make you feel more embarrassed. Can you send out flyers just to see if the passers-by are willing to give away a second of kindness.
On the street, people came and went, and he stood in the crowd, and no one seemed to notice him.
The flyer was handed out and then collected, and few people reached out to catch it.
Of course, there were also a few people passing by in a hurry, and then caught one, and threw it into the trash can beside him. These people were so cute in his eyes.
This is a meaningless job. Only students who cannot find a job in the summer and want pocket money, or those who urgently need money, will take it.
So he didn't complain because he had been mentally prepared.
Standing in the crowd, repeating monotonous movements, with a smile on his face, just for a hundred yuan salary.
One morning passed, and Xuan Hao threw all the drinking mineral water into the trash can.
Seeing that half of the leaflets were left in his hand, he really wanted to throw them in together, but it couldn't... There was a supervisor next to him watching, and that would be without wages.
"Maybe I should wear a mutt suit to send it out. Will the effect be better?" But I looked at the scorching sun above my head again, and I should forget it. I can't stand it, I can't stand it at all.
It was almost time for dinner in the afternoon that the flyer in my hand was finally sent.
Xuan Hao wiped sweat from his forehead and received his salary today from the supervisor. It was 100 yuan as agreed, and it would not be much more. He could live for about two or three days by saving money on his own. Unfortunately, he still had a sister to raise... Well, sister? Xuan Hao was a little dazed and always felt that there was something inconsistent in this world.
He shook his head and didn't think too much.
Put away the red bill and prepare to go home.
If his poor electric car hadn't suddenly gone on strike, he wouldn't have come here to deliver leaflets. He would have hung up and rested when he was tired of delivering takeout, but he would have been shining in the sun.
There is no way to live, their family's conditions do not allow him to rest, he can't write novels, draw comics, he has no capital to start a business, and his education is not enough, so he can only come to work.
Well? It seems that something is wrong... Xuan Hao covered his head, is this my life now?
He held the bill he had exchanged for sweat and looked at the carefree smiles of the students who were playing by the students who were playing after school. He always felt that it seemed a little unreal.
When he got on the bus, he returned to the old community and looked at everything familiar here, and always felt inexplicably friendly.
But, does a person who has been living here feel like this?
He walked slowly towards the house, but his steps became heavier and he seemed to feel like he was heading towards death.
"Um?"
When he walked into the entrance of the community, Xuan Hao passed by a girl.
The faint fragrance of the other party made him feel so familiar, but he didn't remember that there was such a girl in the community.
This is a girl with long black hair, so beautiful that she is carved by an artist, making him feel a little dazed.
"Hmph~humph~" The girl hummed softly in her mouth, and the crisp and pleasant voice seemed to heal his fatigue for the whole day.
"So beautiful...Is there someone like this in our community?"
He shook his head and walked downstairs to his house.
Just as I was about to go upstairs, I suddenly stopped because there was a cardboard box from where I came from. This was not something he remembered...
Just like the scenes that have appeared in many comics, the cardboard box says the note 'Please adopt me', and there may be a poor kitten or a girl in it.
He unveiled the box, which contained a small blanket, a small bowl of water, and a cat that looked a little thin.
It seemed that he had been stuffed in the box for a long time, and the cat looked a little listless and lay in the box.
Xuan Hao reached out to pick up the kitten, but stopped halfway.
He couldn't take it home... He looked at the remaining money in his hand and couldn't afford it. He and his sister alone had already lived a difficult life, and even if he was caring, he couldn't help it.
He sighed helplessly and could only say, good luck.
In this world where life is already hard enough, most people just choose to turn a blind eye to stray animals. It is rare for guys like him to be overwhelmed with sympathy, but it’s a pity that they can’t do it.
Turning a blind eye is his right choice now. He made a breathable hole in the cardboard box, which can guarantee that he will not be suffocated.
Touched the kitten's head.
"I hope you can survive strongly before someone adopts you..."
The cat looked up and meowed, as if he wanted to tell him something.
But he had already stood up and left.
Walk up the stairs and climb up to your home layer by layer.
The kitten in the box desperately came out of the hole and climbed up hard at the stairs higher than its body.
I don’t know why, maybe it’s because the weather is too hot? Xuan Hao always feels his steps getting heavier and heavier. When he walked to the door of his house, he didn’t even have the strength to take another step.
"What's wrong with me?" Xuan Hao couldn't help sweating on his forehead.
Are you tired? He is almost forgetting how long has this life of working hard to make money day after day? It seems like it has been like this from the beginning? It seems that it has just begun?
He leaned against the door and reached out and knocked gently.
But no one came to open the door.
Why is there no one? My sister should be at home at this time?
He looked at the sky that had begun to darken. His sister's school should have ended long ago.
No, no, no, no, no, no, all are wrong.
A sudden anxious voice reminded him, but if it was wrong, why would he be here? A tide of memories poured into his mind, and Xuan Hao suddenly recalled, yes, it was wrong, his sister was gone long ago, and he shouldn't be here, nor should he be in this world.
All this in front of me is false? Xuan Hao held the door handle and his arms kept trembling.
He wanted to push open the door, but he was very scared, afraid that there was no one behind the door that he wanted to see.
Chapter completed!