VP Volume 4

When the morning light shone into the ward through the curtains, Lin Mo felt that time seemed to have only been a while. She sat in front of the hn, not sleeping all night, but she felt no tiredness.

She didn't talk to Jiang Zhihan on HN because she thought a little foolishly that this was night, and she had to keep quiet. When the daytime creates some noise, he could sense the day and night and not feel sleepy in his dreams.

When he stood up, his feet were a little numb. He stood on tiptoe and moved for dozens of seconds before he tried to take a small step forward. Lin Mo slowly came to the window, halfway through the curtains, allowing the bright sun to shine in. Looking back, there were countless fine dust flying in the sky in the beam of light. He lay behind the beam, still motionless.

I walked to the small balcony, pushed away the slip and walked out. Looking up, there was the green lake in the morning light, with smoke surrounds, like a beauty wearing a tulle and getting up early.

The First Affiliated Hospital of Qingzhou Medical College is located in the northeast corner of Cuihu Lake, and is separated by a street by Nanping Temple. The morning bell there is as famous as the host monk who once played in the world a thousand years ago.

From a distance, Lin Mo saw a petite figure walking out of the guesthouse opposite the inpatient department and heading towards Nanping Temple.

A few years ago, when Jiang Zhihan had just lost the news and had no idea of ​​his life or death, the closest friend of Jiang Zhihan was probably Wu Siyi, who believed in Buddhism, and Teacher Che was a devout Christian. Perhaps faith, even if it was illusory or suspicious, could really give people hope in difficulties. In the past few years, Lin Mo knew that Jiang Zhihan's mother, Ni Shang and Xiao Wei were all worshipping Buddha devoutly, while Wu Yin believed in Jesus with Che Wenyun.

Lin Mo has always been a firm atheist. Jiang Zhihan, the most firm atheist, once famously said that the advantage of atheism is that once there is a difficulty, Jesus Buddha, Guanyin Bodhisattva, can worship him one by one and pray for their blessings, without fear of one being on vacation.

In the morning light, Lin Mo stood on the balcony on the fifth floor with his eyes closed, praying devoutly to the gods and Buddhas, just like she did after she woke up early every day.

That time, he finally appeared, after more than 1,900 prayers.

What about this time?

To have confidence, she couldn't help but straighten her body when she remembered Ni Shang's words.

The cottage in the northwest corner of Nanping Temple has a quiet environment and elegant decoration. In it, the swaying smoke makes people feel peaceful, and the tuk-tuk wooden fish exudes solemn and pious. It is not open to the general public, and those who can come in are powerful or generous donors. In the eyes of the Buddha, sentient beings are absolutely equal. Monks have not yet reached the level of Sakyamuni, so they will naturally treat them in different ways.

In front of the gilded Buddha statue, there were three cushions in a regular manner. Ni Shang knelt on the middle one, buried his head in front of his knees, and was praying devoutly.

Last night, she told Lin Mo that this sudden car accident was a natural disaster, and it was not because Lin Mo wanted to ask her out. Even if the date was cancelled, it might still be waiting there at another time. She said that she did not regret coming to Qingzhou to confess her feelings to Jiang Zhihan, nor did she think that it was the cause of the car accident. But deep down, she was not as sure as on the surface.

Ni Shang knew that Lin Mo needed to remain calm and confident. She was Jiang Zhihan's girlfriend now, the closest one among the people who knew that something had happened to him - she had many specific things to do. So, she said that to her with certainty.

But one thing that cannot be denied by itself is that Jiang Zhihan was hit by a car to save her, and she is now unconscious. In the past two days, Ni Shang has thought a lot and some strange thoughts. He rushed down the sidewalk to save the child (although he knew it was very dangerous), perhaps because of the instincts she had received for many years and formed by the n-shaped instincts. But perhaps there are some other factors in this. Finally, she made up her mind to come to Qingzhou to find Jiang Zhihan. In the first time in the history of the two of them, she was not a simple and easy decision. But when she thought she had figured out all the things and walked out of the shadow of the past, and wanted to start a new life and love at the age of thirty-three, she found that she seemed to be rolled back to the vortex of the past. This time, she missed the best window and missed a little bit.

I felt a little self-loathing, a lot of complaints about injustice, and even some fatalistic conclusions. Perhaps, those subtle emotions made her more determined when she rushed down the sidewalk that day without any hesitation?

Perhaps, if he promised her, she would choose to stand there and hesitate?

Ni Shang tortured herself, although she knew it was useless and very stupid questions.

But she knew one conclusion that he was lying on the sick hn and fainting.

Not because of anyone else, or anything.

When Jiang Zhihan's car fell off the cliff and was unaware of his life and death, many people had similar self-blame.

Xiaoqian thought that if she had not been detained on false charges in a small town in southern Fujian, Jiang Zhihan would not have run there to rescue her. If she was not in that place where water could not be poured into it, Jiang Zhihan would not have been trapped in the detention center and would not have suffered any future hardships.

Xiaowei thought that if it weren't for her ex-husband (actually although they were separated, they had not officially divorced) some of Jiang Zhihan's personal hidden secrets, the other party's design would not be so accurate and targeted. In Jiang Zhihan's circle, Xiaoqian has never been a conspicuous character, and the girls who were most closely related to him were well protected, and the other party had no chance to take action.

Gu Wangshan didn't say it, but he always felt that if he hadn't happened to be on a honeymoon trip in South America at that time and had been isolated from the world for a long time, the call for help would not have been killed by the fox n who knew about Xu Qing and him. Later, Jiang Zhihan was involved in it. Except for Wu Yin, even Lou Zhengyong and the others were unaware of the grudges between them. If Xu Qing had not been betrayed (strictly speaking, it was not considered betrayed), there would have been no ambush after Jiang Zhihan came out of Zhongzhou.

Siyi thought that the worst decision came from her. Lin Zhixian took the huge risk to rob Jiang Zhihan back to Zhongzhou. As long as he disappeared in a short period of time, he slowly declared his grievances through various channels. I believe that there will be a day of grievances. If it weren't for that huge merger case, Jiang Zhihan would not have left Zhongzhou, and that merger case was led by her.

Fangfang always blames herself. If she hadn't sent that safe signal, Jiang Zhihan would not have left Zhongzhou for public opinion. If she believed in the wrong person, she would have sacrificed later.

The most guilty thing was of course Wen Chu. She thought that everything was originally derived from her experience, and helped Jiang Zhihan.

There were too many twists and turns in the past year, and many involved, many parties had reflected on the mistakes they had made, the responsibilities they should bear were surrounded and swallowed by regret. But this time, there was no other reason, no other factor, and no other person. In Ni Shang's opinion, everything was because of her alone.

Kneeling in front of the Buddha, no one could hear her whispers and prayers clearly.

She actually just swears: As long as you wake him up, I am willing to do everything and face all the consequences.

Even if you are forever rolled by the world...

Even if you can never reincarnate...

Even if he meets him in his later life, he no longer remembers the password he agreed on back then...
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