This time, Ni Shang sighed and became silent. Lin Mo raised his head, "Sister, did I say the wrong thing?"

Ni Shang smiled bitterly.

Lin Mo gently said, "Are you angry?"

Ni Shang rubbed her head, "How could I be angry with you?...Xiao Mo, you have helped me so much in the past two years. Do you think I have said thank you to you? No... Why? Because at that time you told me that we were like sisters, saying that those are too disgusting. In my heart, you are even more kissing than your sister, so how could I be angry with you?"

After pausing for a while, she continued, "About feelings, this is my experience. What does feelings need? For me, the most important point is that we need to know each other. Two people need to know each other's hearts and what he wants to go on together. At that time... at that time, we went to class together, went home together, and talked about their future ideas together. I think, I know his heart. But later we separated, no matter what the reason was, the two people became farther and farther away. Gradually, I was not sure if I really understood him. He and Wu Yin had been together for four years, and the relationship was very good, and the sweet blind man could see it. Not only did they spend four years together in college, but Wu Yin was also his entrepreneurial helper and took good care of his life. To be honest, I thought, no one could do it. But why did they say that they could divide it?

Looking at Lin Mo, she said, "I don't know. Of course, this is a matter between them. I am just an outsider. But what's the key is, do you know, Xiao Mo? 97 years ago, I could say with certainty, hey, I know what he wants. Examination in college is not the most important thing for him. He has his own design path. He wants to stand higher and look farther. He wants to seize the opportunity of this era and go past the university and enter society in one step, because he is eager to seize the fleeting

At the same time, he was very family-oriented, he admired his mother very much, he believed that love was a lifelong wait, he would feel uncomfortable when he saw the laid-off workers in the factory. He knew that there was a girl who was treated unfairly and was waiting for trial, and he felt so sad that she didn't even want to go to class. He always told me that if others were to be kind to me, I would be very kind to him. If others were to be bad to me, I would strangle him to death..." Ni Shang's eyes were floating, recalling her green years.

"The years have passed, and I'm not saying he has completely changed. You see, he is still helping so many children who want to go to school, which is a great and good thing. He also takes good care of the people around him, and sometimes he thinks very well. But I... I have to say, I'm not sure at all that I really understand him. His career is like a rocket launching, the crowd he comes into contact with, what he usually does, and to be honest, is far from my current life. What does he want? More money, love him

People, or something else, I don’t know. He broke up with Wu Yin, I know Xiao Mo, you probably think... I think there is a reason for me? But I tell you, no. Maybe there is something else behind their dispute, I can probably feel it. 8.n But he is unwilling to tell me, and I can’t read his ideas thoroughly. If you want to listen to experience, Xiao Mo, this is my experience. Without a common foundation of life and understanding, no matter how you talk about feelings, it is just a castle in the air."

Lin Mo whispered: "Give some time, maybe those who know each other can come back?"

Ni Shang shook her head slightly, "Some things are difficult to go back when they pass, and it is not that simple..." She opened her mouth, and she wanted to say something, but finally didn't say it.

Lin Mo was silent for a while and said, "This is just a little speculation from me. Don't be angry if you say it... Sometimes I can't help thinking, maybe, maybe... Although he once liked Sister Wu Yin or Sister Siyi, he did not really love you like you in the bones?" This may be the first time, Lin Mo formally discussed her relationship with Ni Shang.

Ni Shang could hear her heart beating very hard. She seemed a little confused and had not answered Lin Mo's question for a long time.

It took a long time before she spoke, "Maybe...he grew up and could never like someone as wholeheartedly as before? No matter who that person is... Xiao Mo, as I just said, I don't know. I... For me, feelings are not only an instinctive love, but also a responsibility and commitment. If he promised someone, but finally walked away lightly and immediately pursued the next relationship, that was not my ideal relationship. I thought he was not that kind of person. But now, I don't know. He may no longer be the one I knew before..."

Lin Mo was cautious, "But... you are still standing here. I... I thought, you are still waiting for him."

Ni Shang sighed softly, "Xiao Mo, feelings are luxury goods, do you know? Not everyone can enjoy it at any time. Since my mother passed away, I really... I haven't thought about that aspect for a long time. A large part of the reason I went to study in the United States was because of my mother. When she was alive, she wanted me to go out for a visit and go out for a study. When I applied for this major in college, my teachers and classmates were surprised, and my father didn't agree. As long as my mother, she always believed me, and she said, no matter what major you choose, I believe you can achieve something. I always remember her words and wanted to live up to her trust. So in UD, I worked hard and did experiments all night. I know that many people around me have higher talent than me, and the only way to make up for is to work harder. In the past two years, I have worked hard and finally lost. Sometimes I am very tired, but I told myself, don't fall behind, my mother trusts me so much..."

Lin Mo's eyes were a little sour, and she gently hugged Ni Shang, "Sister, I'm sorry, I don't want to make you sad..."

Ni Shang hugged her, "Silly girl, of course I know... You are all thinking about me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't say these words. In addition to my mother, there is also my father now. You know, it's not a day or two for his health. He hasn't recovered since my mother passed away. This time when I went home, he was in a good mood and finally saw some improvement. So, I was thinking, I should come back as soon as possible."

Lin Mo sat up and asked in surprise: "You?... Haven't you just transferred to Zhida University? I thought you would at least stay there to finish your doctorate."

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