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255 Love

Zhongzhou in mid-July this year was probably the hottest day in the past three to five years. Because the temperature has exceeded 40 degrees, enterprises and units in the city took a day off yesterday.

Jiang Zhihan began to seriously consider whether he needed to go out to avoid the summer. Bai Bingyan's visit made him restless all day and felt irritable for no reason. Maybe it was a good idea to change places and be lazy. Chuncheng should be a good choice. I haven't seen my master for a long time. As soon as this idea came, Mr. Yang's letter arrived, saying that he would come back to Zhongzhou sometime during the summer vacation.

Gu Wangshan called and invited him to take a seat at the villa. Jiang Zhihan thought about it for a while, but it was hard to go too early. He left at 10 o'clock in the morning, and the taxi he was calling was already like a steamer. The air conditioner of the taxi he happened to be called was broken. When he arrived at the military compound, Jiang Zhihan was already sweating a little. In the woods in the suburbs, he could still feel a little wind, which was much more comfortable on his body than before.

Gu Wangshan's parents were not at home and went to the north to escape the summer heat. In a huge villa, there were two of them.

Gu Wangshan brought out a plate of iced watermelons, and the two started chatting while eating.

Gu Wangshan asked, "You made me win over andre with all your might. You must want to pull him into the water. What should I do together?"

Jiang Zhihan nodded and said, "I have an idea, if it is feasible. The funds we need are not something we can afford now. Although Mr. Feng is still in college, he can take out pocket money and play with it in a million. Maybe he can persuade his family to invest in our project."

Gu Wangshan asked: "What new project is it?"

Jiang Zhihan said: "It is a comprehensive commercial transformation of the school. When I have a more detailed plan, I will talk to you."

Gu Wangshan said: "I met Xu Qing when Andre came last time."

Jiang Zhihan looked at him vigilantly, "What are your conspiracies?"

Gu Wangshan laughed, "Why are you doing so nervous? What conspiracy do I have? Can you still protect the flowers?"

Jiang Zhihan complained, do you want to cuckold you? But if you think about it carefully, even if you give birth, it is not considered an authentic cuckold.

Gu Wangshan said: "The woman is very well-informed. I don't know how to know that he is the heir of the Feng family. I call me to have an appointment."

Jiang Zhihan asked: "What's the matter?"

Gu Wangshan smiled proudly, "Then Feng Laoer invited her to go to the show and have dinner together."

Jiang Zhihan snorted, "Are you rejected?"

Gu Wangshan smiled more and more like a fox, "I think she agreed."

Jiang Zhihan said: "What's the matter?"

Gu Wangshan said: "Feng Lao Er asked me to find out her background, because Xu Qing said she was not married. Feng Lao Er said that this is the best, and he must work hard to get it."

Jiang Zhihan frowned and said, "Can she be the best?"

Gu Wangshan sneered: "You are not good enough, so you will only like pure little girls. Those who have been through flowers like Feng Laoer like this."

Jiang Zhihan asked very directly: "Are you going to use him to deal with Xu Qing?"

Gu Wangshan sneered: "That person is very smart. Even if he comes from a real wealthy family, she will not do anything stupid. As soon as he showed his outstanding and confused appearance, he met through my introduction, and she immediately gave up the idea of ​​working with him in business."

Jiang Zhihan sighed and said, "You will be in the third year of high school after school. You probably don't have much time to think about these."

The two sat in Gu Wangshan's room and asked the nanny to send some simple food. They drank cold beer and chatted. The gangsters passed by in one day.

When he returned to Siheyuan at night, Jiang Zhihan always felt something was wrong. At first, he thought he had drunk a little more today. Gradually, he realized that it was a strange feeling, a feeling that something was going to happen.

What bad things can happen? Bai Bingyan’s visit is not a good thing, but Jiang Zhihan has worked hard to numb himself these days and never thought about it. He told himself that it was over anyway, and she didn’t like him and didn’t care about me.

Jiang Zhihan thought hard and realized that Wu Siyi had been to Wancheng for a few days and said she was going to prepare for work, but she had never called her.

Jiang Zhihan's heart skipped a beat. The scene where Wu Siyi left last time was suddenly extracted from the memory bank and was clearly presented in front of him. He sat at the desk, remembering the recent small argument with her, the morning after the college entrance examination. Regarding Qu Yingmei's residence, the evening when Lin Xiao asked for debt, her willful request for rejection.

The more Jiang Zhihan thought about it, the more he felt a little ominous. At this moment, the phone rang.

Jiang Zhihan picked up the phone and breathed a sigh of relief. It was Wu Siyi's voice.

Wu Siyi's voice was a little broken, as if she had been singing for a long time and her voice was broken. She said: "I will live in Wancheng and will officially start work next Monday."

Jiang Zhihan said: "Well... Then, I'll go to Wancheng to see you next week."

Wu Siyi was silent for a while and said, "You don't need it."

Jiang Zhihan's heart was raised again, "What's wrong, Siyi?"

Wu Siyi sighed long on the other end of the phone and said, "Zhi Han...I... I left last time and haven't contacted you for so long. I won't know how to contact you this time. I left you a letter, which should be in the mailbox outside the Siheyuan... I don't know how to say some words... but what I want to say is written in it."

Jiang Zhihan said: "See it for good"

Wu Siyi interrupted him and said, "Zhi Han, I have been reading the letter you wrote to me in the past few days... It's so strange. It seems that when I read the letter, I feel that you are closest to me, even closer than when two of them were together... I won't say anything, you can go and read my letter."

Jiang Zhihan put down the phone, rushed out a few steps, grabbed all the emails from the mailbox outside the door, flipped through it, and soon found Wu Siyi's letter. He took the letter into the house, but he was unwilling to take it apart. At this moment, he seemed to have some experience of Ruan Fangfang sitting in the court that day waiting for the verdict to be announced.

Intuition tells Jiang Zhihan that there will be nothing very good here.

He hesitated for about a minute. He still took out the letter, took out the letter paper, and read it quickly.

The cold,

In your heart, for a while, once, really, did you think of me as your girlfriend? I really hope there is. If you still think of me as your girlfriend, I want to say that this letter is to let us return it to be friends.

OK, don't think I'm crazy. There are some good things, even though I have been together for a long time, I haven't said it to you. Here, I want to talk to you from beginning to end.

You know, after my parents divorced, I followed my mother and changed her surname Sui her, because I was very disappointed with my father at that time. He was once the closest and favorite person I liked the most. Although he didn't like to talk in front of outsiders, he was very close to me. When he was a child, he took me to many places to play and meet any of my willful requirements.

My mother later told me that when I was young, my father was very popular. He was handsome and could come to literature and sports, and was highly valued by his leaders at work. At that time, many girls near his home in the office were interested in him, but my mother was the first to confess his love. My mother said that for more than ten years, she was proud and brave enough to pursue what she wanted. What happened later? Of course, it was shattered.

Because of this, I hate all the people in this world who interfere in other people's marriages or feelings. When I first saw you and Ni Shang together sweetly at the wonton shop, I regretted it very much. I suddenly realized that I like you so much, and I didn't let you know earlier as bravely as my mother used to.

However, I don’t want to destroy your relationship. Do not do to others what you do not want others to do to you, right?

I admit that on that birthday night, my third wish was to hope that you could break up, and the wish of the "little witch" came true again. Unfortunately, the wish of the realization may not necessarily bring any good results.

Before confessing my love to you by the river, I hesitated for a long time. I didn’t doubt my love for you, but I also thought that since God gave me a second chance, I must not let it slip away again. I want to seize it like my mother back then. But I don’t want to get the ending like my mother.

From the very beginning, I knew that you did not forget Ni Shang. I didn’t expect you to do that. If you forget so quickly, you must be a very cold-blooded person. I warned myself to be patient. As long as you are good to him and care about him, one day his heart will come to me. If you don’t have one year, two years, two years, three years.

Unfortunately, I only lasted for a few months.

Sometimes when I think of Ni Shang, I feel like a fool fighting the windmill giant, and there is no hope of success at all. This has nothing to do with time.

Sometimes when I see the girls next to you, Qu Yingmei, Wen Ningcui, Lin Xiao, Ruan Fangfang, I ask myself, although I am your girlfriend in name now, are you different from me and them? I think...no.

Perhaps, for you, only Ni Shang is unique. The next one is unique, has not yet entered your life.

After the college entrance examination, I will make a request to you. Maybe it is the first one I made to you that is a bit willful, but at least it is not harmful to nature. If you reject me, you must think that I am making a big deal or being selfish and willful. But for me, I really love someone. I want to give her a little bit of petty and willful space, which has nothing to do with logic, and nothing else.

I know, I've been holding on too short.

I also know that I may regret it in the future.

But the more I look at you, the more you look like my father, and maybe ten times more successful than him in the future. Looking at my mother's struggle over the years, I have suffered enough, and I can't imagine walking another path she has walked.

The first time, you call someone else's name and want to lie to me, I can forgive you. The second time, you are lingering with other girls and want to lie to me, I think what I did is not good enough. The third time, I hope you can make a gesture and separate from your previous lovers, so that I have so much confidence that you rejected me. There will be a fourth and fifth time next? I can't do anything better.

For my mother, after all, they still had the time to fall in love. For me, perhaps from the beginning, I only worked in vain.

If you take a step back, I will become your favorite Wu Siyi, who can be a confidante, is smart, capable, independent, shopping crazi, likes to tell fortunes to others... She is a rare friend.

Continue to pester you, and make these and those requests should not be made by the well-educated Wu Siyi. Those unreasonable and willful demands will one day be bored.

So, before you get bored, let me return to the position that originally belonged to me.

Do you know? Zhihan, you are very nice to everyone around you, but when you are bad to someone, you can be the kind of person who is very heartless and cold and cannot even notice it.

I don't want to resent you, so on the last day we were together, I asked you to accompany me to my favorite place, to know you, and to fall in love with you. Thinking about the past, you actually helped me a lot, even as a friend, or just out of sympathy. When I wanted to find someone to tell you the most, you listened carefully, smiled and encouraged, which made me feel relied on and life full of sunshine. You followed behind foolishly, patiently accompanied me to shop, one afternoon and another night, never at all impatient. At that time, I thought that he was willing to accompany me on this day, and I was willing to repay him for the rest of my life... You were also the first person to write such a long and long letter to me. During the days when my parents reunited, and finally walked away, I read your letter over and over again, felt your care and the sweetness there, so that I could spend those difficult nights.

Okay, you have written so many letters to me. Finally, I will give you a very long letter.

I can finally understand you. Some words can be written down but cannot be said in person.

After writing these, my heart hurts, but please don’t call me, don’t come to Wancheng, and you don’t need any explanation. You haven’t done much wrong, but I originally wanted to get something that didn’t belong to me.

Even if you come, what can we do? Let’s go through the past few months again? Perhaps, the best way is to break it when you break it.

As you said, Wu Siyi must be strong and confident and master your own life, which is the real Wu Siyi in your mind. You never need a gentle Wu Siyi, or a considerate and kind Wu Siyi, and maybe I don’t need that kind of me myself.

I will no longer change myself for others, I will move forward well.

I also look forward to the work that is about to start, hoping that it can change my life.

Please allow me to call you at the end, my dear.

Goodbye, my dear, please don't come to me.

Siyi
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