1209、I've got a white head(2/2)
Under the light, there are only one farewell sentence.
"Master, I'm leaving."
"Brother, I can't go back."
"Xiao Su, take care of yourself."
The hot breeze blows on the face and blows away gently. The humid air in the south is like a humid breath, and the occasionally cool feeling in the wind is like the singing of a singer after playing the guitar.
Looking back in his memory, Ren Xiaosu still looked back at the long road he walked over, he was still the only one of himself.
On the road, there were only muddy footprints and messy thorns.
Nothing was left behind.
"I'm just a broom star," Ren Xiaosu smiled bitterly: "I can't even keep a home."
It turned out that at home at Anning East Road, No. 144, I was the only one in the end, and the other party actually didn't want to go back.
The boy's mind is complicated and fragile and sensitive. Ren Xiaosu, who encountered love for the first time, was worried about gains and losses like all boys.
However, at this moment, a window below him opened, and Yang Xiaojin poked his head out and waved to Ren Xiaosu on the roof.
Ren Xiaosu was stunned for a moment. He thought the other party would leave a letter, but the result... it seemed a bit different from what he imagined?
He climbed down the wall, and after he crawled into Yang Xiaojin's room through the window, he saw the other party handing the small notebook in his hand to him.
"Is this..." Ren Xiaosu hesitated, and he was a little afraid to open it and look.
But Yang Xiaojin has changed her silence and calmness for the past two days. She smiled and said, "You will know by opening it and looking at it."
Ren Xiaosu opened the first page and said, "Use the Volume without Angry" in the center of the book.
Turning over the first page, the explanation is written on the back: I will no longer be angry with you when I use this volume, and I will also give you a big hug.
On the second page, the center of the book reads "When you say it, use the volume."
Turning over the second page, the explanation is written on the back: After using this volume, I will accompany you if you want to go to the ends of the world.
The third page is "Gentle and considerate scroll". After using this scroll, I will transform into the gentlest little angel in one day.
The fourth page is "Massage Roll". After using this roll, I can give you a massage for 120 minutes and become your gold medal technician, good at bone mismatch massage.
Page 5 is "Luxury Breakfast Roll". After using this roll...
Ren Xiaosu turned over page by page, and those pages of "Private Use Roll" were like the warm red charcoal in the snowy day, and all the bad moods were smoothed out.
The Privileges Volume has a total of ninety-nine pages, and the last page says: Use period, forever.
Signature, Yang Xiaojin, who loves you.
Ren Xiaosu silently looked up at Yang Xiaojin. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
Yang Xiaojin smiled and said, "Do you like the gift I gave?"
"I like it," Ren Xiaosu took a deep breath and said, "But, you've been..."
"Ignore you, right? I'm deliberately annoying you," Yang Xiaojin said with a smile: "Next time, I will run to a faraway place without saying a word, and there will be even more cruel punishment measures. Ren Xiaosu, remember, if there is such a risk-taking thing happening alone in the future, I will hit you."
Ren Xiaosu: "..."
"What else do you want to ask?" Yang Xiaojin asked.
"Why are you so persistent in taking risks with me?" Ren Xiaosu asked softly.
Yang Xiaojin said seriously: "I have lost you once, so I swear that I will never lose you again in my life."
Ren Xiaosu asked again: "Then why did you suddenly give me so many gifts, such as clothes, shoes, such as..."
"When I learned that you were 240 years old, I was actually quite disappointed," said Yang Xiaojin: "It turns out that I have missed you for more than two hundred years."
At the moment in the Wizard Kingdom, Yang Xiaojin suddenly felt as if he was looking at Ren Xiaosu through the long river of time.
At that moment, Yang Xiaojin was even more lonely than Ren Xiaosu, just like a hand pulling Ren Xiaosu away in time.
However, Yang Xiaojin is an extremely straightforward person. Since there is a distance, she will bring the distance back.
Ren Xiaosu was stunned. He was about to speak, but was interrupted by Yang Xiaojin: "Don't talk first, let me say it."
"In the past two days, I took you to my favorite bun shop and also to my favorite tailor shop, including the shop that bought outdoor products before," said Yang Xiaojin. "Actually, I just want you to see my past life and let you know the me in front of you, just as you have lived by my side."
"I give you a gift, and I want to make up for the life I missed. Every time I think of you without me in your 221 years of life, I will feel uncontrollable. So I want to add 240 birthday gifts to you so that there will be no flaws. In the future, since you have received the gift, you must treat it as if you have me around you for the past 240 years."
She hugged Ren Xiaosu gently, then gently pressed her face on Ren Xiaosu's collarbone and said, "Xiaosu, it's the first time we have met love. I don't know how to maintain this relationship or how to express it. What I can do is not leave any room for myself."
Ren Xiaosu stared blankly at the girl in the baseball cap in front of her. Yes, both of them encountered love for the first time in their lives. No one was prepared for anything, and this passionate relationship came without any warning.
Their relationship seems to be more passionate and richer than others. They have fought side by side, lived and died together, separated, and reunited.
The other party has no experience in love, but he is treating him with the most sincere feelings.
People always say that companionship is the longest farewell.
What Yang Xiaojin wants to do now is to accompany his entire life, whether in the past or in the future.
At this time, Ren Xiaosu suddenly asked: "Why is your key door not open at the home of Barrier No. 144? The wizards said that the key door will open where they want to go most..."
As a result, Yang Xiaojin was obviously stunned for a moment: "That's my house. I can go back at any time, why do I still have to drive there?"
After she said this, she was stunned by Ren Xiaosu.
The opening and ending point of this key door is actually an inner need. Everyone’s psychological needs are different at each stage. Children want to go to the candy house and Chenjiu wants to go to the beach to hide, which is something they cannot get.
If according to Yang Xiaojin's statement, then the way to open the key door is actually: go to places you can't go.
Ren Xiaosu has never had a home, so even if he has a "home", he is still worried about gains and losses in his heart.
Moreover, he was in the Wizard Kingdom at that time, thousands of kilometers away from his home, and there was no Yang Xiaojin by his side.
Yang Xiaojin is different. She has subconsciously regarded it as a destination, so her inner demand level has dropped a lot: she can go back at any time anyway.
Ren Xiaosu always felt something was wrong: "Aren't you afraid of losing that home?"
"Lost?" Yang Xiaojin was curious: "How to lose? Do you want to abandon that home? Do you dare?"
"Ahem," Ren Xiaosu said hurriedly: "Don't dare, don't dare..."
"That's all," said Yang Xiaojin.
In fact, Yang Xiaojin is the one who entered the psychological stability period earlier. She already feels safe, and Ren Xiaosu has not yet.
Ren Xiaosu sighed: "I thought you mind my age these days and wanted to leave without saying goodbye."
Yang Xiaojin's lips curled up: "If you don't give you a little memory, what should you do if you still run around in the future?"
"I won't run away, no more," Ren Xiaosu hurriedly promised.
"This is almost the same," Yang Xiaojin said proudly: "But it will be a little troublesome for your birthday in the future. It is terrible to put 240 candles into it. It is terrible to think about it. How scary are friends who celebrate your birthday for you."
Ren Xiaosu: "???"
Why do you say this at this time?!
"By the way," Ren Xiaosu asked, "So are you giving gifts based on the quantity? Now you have enough 240 pieces?"
Yang Xiaojin shook his head and said, "No, now there are 239 pieces. Including 99 privileged usage volumes, there are only 239 pieces."
Ren Xiaosu was stunned for a moment: "What's the last one missing?"
At this time, Yang Xiaojin suddenly took off his baseball cap and whispered: "The 240th gift is myself."
Ren Xiaosu shivered: "Please don't objectify women..."
However, before he could finish his words, Yang Xiaojin threw the cap in his hand and smashed the light switch in the house: "I see when are you still going to be cowardly!"
The moon in the summer boudoir does not need to cry in the red sleeves.
At this moment, Ren Xiaosu suddenly remembered what his father said to him in the letter, Xiaosu, have you already had love?
Love is when you suddenly feel that you can feel happiness without conquering the whole world, not being successful, not being successful, not being rich, not being rich.
I even lost my ambitions a little and thought it would be good.
You mind everything and you can compromise on everything.
Love is a panic and worrying about gains and losses. Some people are lonely and old, while others finally understand that all this panic and waiting are worth it.
Love is at the right time, meeting someone who wants to promise for a lifetime.
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Chapter completed!