The fifty-eighth palm believe in yourself
Time always flies by inadvertently. Even if you want to grasp the tail of time, you are just glimpsing the traces of time and following the footsteps of time step by step.
In the busy various busy scenes, the extra month passed by. In this month of time that was destined to leave an important mark in Jiang Wuyou's life, it left him countless unforgettable memories. Looking back on the difficulties of his debut stage, the busyness during the break in filming TV series, the support and encouragement of the "Milk", and various comments about his strength will be engraved in Jiang Wuyou's heart.
I don’t remember that Jiang Wuyou, who hadn’t returned to the dormitory for a few days, was lying on the bed, with a bed of newspapers spread beside him. Looking out the window that was still bright, Jiang Wuyou’s eyes were dazed. There was a question that had been lingering in his ears during these days: Is the busyness now an illusion?
Since last time he participated in "Kim Yeon Eun's Chocolate", Kang Wuyou always stared out the window in his spare time. When he was making up in the waiting room, sitting in the car to rush to announce, or resting in the middle of the practice room, Kang Wuyou always stared at somewhere, recalling what happened during this period. Although he could feel the presence of popularity, although there were "milk" wearing white clothes holding famous brands to support him every time, and although there were so many fans coming at that signing meeting, Jiang Wuyou could not be truly happy in the face of the comments in these newspapers.
He reached out and picked up a newspaper. A line of big words was written on the page he had already opened, "A new singer without strength?"
"The breath is unstable, the rhythm is chaotic, the voice is hoarse and emotional..." Looking at the few sentences written in the article, Jiang Wuyou once again threw the newspaper aside. If it were just one newspaper, Jiang Wuyou might have just laughed at it with a self-deprecating smile. But when five or ten newspapers wrote similar words, Jiang Wuyou couldn't laugh.
The newspapers all over the bed all said that they evaluate Jiang Wuyou on the scene. The most common word is "strength", and the words that describe it are often negative words such as "poor", "clumsy". No matter how high the fans on the Internet have to evaluate Jiang Wuyou on the scene, the comments in the newspaper are always so mean.
"Wuyou, be ready to attend the final banquet of "on.air" tonight." Kwon Eun-he pushed the door and walked in. Seeing Kang Gouyou lying on the bed and newspapers scattered on the bed and on the floor, Kwon Eun-he stayed there.
"Have you read the newspaper?" Quan Enhe asked in a tone that seemed very surprised and seemed very plain. Surprise was strange that Jiang Wuyou, who usually didn't know much about online, actually bought newspapers to read it; while ordinary was because he had long expected that today's scene would happen. A singer, no matter how much he felt before his debut, did not care about his grades, in fact, after his debut, he would check all the news about himself to confirm the public's attitude towards him. Therefore, when he saw the newspapers scattered in the house, Quan Enhe just nodded casually.
"Eh Brother." Since he was seen, Jiang Wuyou simply stopped pretending to be innocent. In order not to worry the other party, even if he knew these comments, Jiang Wuyou would pretend to be innocent to face everything. But today, Jiang Wuyou suddenly felt tired. It was not because of physical fatigue, nor because of participating in too many notices, but because of these comments, Jiang Wuyou doubted himself: Am I suitable for the profession of a singer?
Quan Eun-he gathered the newspapers on the ground, and formed a ball, tightened it, and threw it into the trash can next to the desk. After clapping his hands crisply and attracted Jiang Wuyou's gaze, Quan Eun-he smiled, "Why, are you tired? Or are you starting to doubt yourself?"
Seeing Jiang Wuyou nodding hesitantly, Quan Eun-he's smile became bigger. He pushed the swivel chair next to the desk, Quan Eun-he sat on it and asked in front of Jiang Wuyou, "What are you worried about? What are you afraid of?"
Jiang Wuyou turned her face downwards, buried half of her face, and gently uttered a word, "Strength."
"Strength?" Kwon Eun-he laughed loudly. Jiang Wu-woo stood up and looked at him strangely. Kwon Eun-he suddenly stopped smiling and asked Kang Wu-woo with a serious face, "Who are you singing for? Who are you standing on that stage? Why did you choose such a path?"
"For whom? Why?" Jiang Wuyou was confused. Looking at Quan Eun-he who was staring at him with a serious expression, the words he wanted to blurt out were choking.
"It's for my parents? No, I chose to come to Korea myself. So it's for myself? It doesn't seem to be." Jiang Wuyou couldn't be sure, "What am I for?"
Quan Enhe calmly took out a file from his carry-on bag, opened it gently, turned to the first page, and read it clearly, "Jiang Wuyou, male, born on March 26, 1988,..., the dream is that I want to be a star on the stage, let everyone like it, and let them cheer for me."
After thinking about this, Quan Eun-he stared at Jiang Wuyou's eyes, as he looked at Jiang Wuyou's eyes from confusion to clarity, and asked, "What are you doing?"
"For everyone." Jiang Wuyou's eyes gradually became firmer.
"Who are you?" Quan Enhe continued to ask, "Did you sing to make everyone satisfied?" Seeing Jiang Wuyou nodding hesitantly, Quan Enhe said, "If I tell you that I don't like your songs, I think you sing badly, will you make changes for me?"
Jiang Wuyou's eyes became confused again. Although he didn't understand what the issue of Quan Eun-he represents, if we understand it literally... Jiang Wuyou nodded.
Seeing Jiang Wuyou's answer, Quan Eun-he suddenly stood up angrily, "It's just me who said I hate you, you have to change. In this way, where do you place your fans? Your fans like you because of you, not because you are obedient, they like you! Celebrities are directions, people who lead fans, not puppets, people who obey fans! No one will make everyone like it, and no one will make everyone fall in love with him. You can only be yourself, let the person who likes you fall in love with you, and let the person who loves you not leave, that is what you should do
yes!" Quan Enhe took a few deep breaths, calmed down his emotions, and continued, "Don't care about other people's evaluations. What did they do for you? Are they your fans? They are your café members? Since it is not, why do you change yourself for strangers and make the people you are close to become strangers? You are a singer, a singer recognized by the company, and fans. The company recognizes you, so you make your debut; fans recognize you, and you will follow you. Your singing skills are not bad, so why should you care about the evaluations of those people?"
With Quan Eun-he's roar, Jiang Wuyou seemed to be awakened and his eyes became clear.
"The company has been cultivating you, and the teachers in the company have been teaching you. Isn't this useful? If the company thinks that you have insufficient singing skills, it will give you a chance to solo?" Quan Enhe's voice gradually rose. "Do you believe in those teachers? Do you believe in the company? Do you believe in those fans? Do you believe in yourself?"
Questions one by one sounded like thunder in Jiang Wuyou's ears. "Who do you believe in? Do you believe in yourself?" As one question after another, Quan Enhe's roar slapped at Jiang Wuyou like a storm. Jiang Wuyou's eyes became more tenacious, and his expression became more and more energetic.
"Who did you choose the singer's path for?" Kwon Eun-he roared, "Who are you doing?"
"For myself and for those who support me!" Jiang Wuyou answered loudly.
"So what did you lose and feel sad for just now?"
“Because I didn’t do my best in front of my fans!”
"So, do you believe in the strength of those teachers? Do you believe in the company's vision? Do you believe in the fans' vision?"
"I believe it!"
"Do you believe in yourself?"
"I believe it!"
Seeing the refreshed Jiang Wuyou standing in front of him again, Kwon Eun-he patted Jiang Wuyou's shoulder with satisfaction.
"Very good. The people I take should have absolute confidence. If you can't believe in yourself, then you can leave this industry as soon as possible. If you can't believe in yourself, no one can help him, even God cannot. This is my first time and the last time I told you this. You may feel tired and painful, but as long as I find out again that you doubt your strength, then don't blame me for giving up on you, because that's you who gave up on yourself."
Seeing Jiang Wuyou nodding heavily as if he understood, Quan Eun-he clapped his hands, "Okay, then you go to wash up now, and we will attend the final banquet of "on.air". Dress up well, this is the beginning of your confidence transformation." After that, Quan Eun-he left the dormitory and walked out.
"What are you looking at? Go back to sleep!" Because the entire floor was rented by the company and used as a dormitory. So Quan Enhe, who walked out of the dormitory, looked at the other trainees on the same floor standing at the door and looking at him, his old face couldn't help but turn red. "June Jiang Wuyou's voice seemed a little louder just now." Seeing the trainees muttering and entering the house one by one, Quan Enhe thought so in his heart.
Jiang Wuyou in the room stood in front of the window and looked at herself in the mirror, and said softly but firmly, "I believe in you, I believe in you, and I will work hard for you."
Looking back and looking at the remaining newspapers on the bed, Jiang Wuyou smiled cheerfully, and put them together with force, and then threw them into the trash can next to the desk.
"Believe in yourself!"
Chapter completed!