Zhou Ziyang's childhood was not a good thing. I remember that his parents often quarreled over trivial matters.

That year, Zhou Ziyang was only five years old. His father had not yet been promoted. He was just an ordinary front-line worker. He was busy every day and occasionally had to run around the country.

The busiest time, I only go home once a month and a half.

Before my mother got married, she was also a daughter-in-law, and she was not touched by her fingers. However, since she married her father, she had to take care of all kinds of things.

Finally, my mother couldn't stand it anymore and got furious about it.

But my father was a little macho and said viciously: "You must support my work!"

Finally, the marriage between the two was shattered and the mother was in a fit of anger and left the big city.

My father still did his own way. Without the constraints of his mother, he became even worse and threw Zhou Ziyang directly to his parents in the countryside. He regarded his unit as his home and had food and accommodation in the unit.

When Zhou's father was young, he had a nickname of desperate sabbatical in the procuratorate, meaning that as long as he could make contributions, he basically didn't even have his life. He worked diligently for twenty years, and when others were having fun, he squatted alone on the grass in the wilderness for forty-eight hours.

In order to arrest the deadbeat, he was stabbed three times in the chest without blinking his eyelids.

Even the deadbeat was startled: "Brother! You're desperate!?"

Therefore, Zhou's father was highly appreciated by his leaders, and his position was like a rocket. He climbed to the position of the top leader of the procuratorate at the age of 40.

In the eyes of others, he is a political star, serving the people, being responsible to the people, working diligently for twenty years, being cold-hearted at thousands of people, and being willing to be a ox for children.

But in the eyes of relatives and friends, Zhou's father was not a good husband or a good father.

Zhou Ziyang grew up in the countryside with his grandparents since childhood. When he was a little older, he was taken to the city by his father to attend the best school and enjoy the best education.

Zhou's father thought that this was a good father. In fact, Zhou Ziyang's lack of fatherly love and motherly love as a child would never be returned. What's more, even if Zhou Ziyang was taken to Zhou's father, Zhou's father still did his own food and living in the unit. He left whenever there was a case, and he didn't even explain it. At most, he called Zhou Ziyang: "Do it out for dinner! Why cry? A man is a real man, what's there to cry? You can starve to death without me!"

Growing up in this environment, Zhou Ziyang developed an independent consciousness since childhood, and he could cook good dishes on a small bench at the age of nine.

However, in this growth environment, Zhou Ziyang subconsciously felt that no one in this world except himself, and his mother left him very early. Zhou Ziyang felt that the most ridiculous thing in this world was love. No man who treats love as all the people will have a good ending.

In childhood, Zhou Ziyang also looked forward to one day when his mother would suddenly return to his side, and his father would suddenly hug him and say good son!

This idea will still exist until high school. Although Zhou’s father never cared about Zhou Ziyang’s study, in order to gain his father’s recognition, Zhou Ziyang has never slacked off in his studies. He always got the first place in the exam, just to make his father shout when he was drinking: “Good son! I am worthy of being my kind!”

Until that day, the father brought Shen Meiru and her daughter to the house.

That year, Zhou Ziyang was sixteen years old and Shen Meiru was 33 years old. She was plump and wearing a simple dress and long black hair. She was considered a top beauty in a small city.

However, Shen Meiru's experience was not good. She was pregnant before marriage at the age of seventeen and gave birth to Shen Peipei. Her boyfriend disappeared. Shen Meiru pulled Shen Peipei up alone and finally met Zhou's father at the age of 33.

Zhou Ziyang in his previous life was full of hatred for the sudden mother and daughter. Sometimes he even felt that his father treated the mother and daughter better than him.

The father made him better to the mother and daughter.

But Zhou Ziyang didn't even listen and was violent at any time.

"Ziyang doesn't seem to like me very much?"

"Don't worry about him! A child's temper!"

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"Why are you talking to your Aunt Chen? Do you know that your Aunt Chen has cooked a big table of dishes for you?"

"Ha! She made it for her daughter! Look at her poor look! I guess she has never eaten so many dishes in her life!"

"Little bastard! I'll give you a face, right?"

"You fight! I'm not yours!"

Zhou Ziyang stared at his father angrily, and his father raised his hand in the air and froze slightly.

After a long time, Zhou's father suddenly reacted: "Little bastard! I will give all my property to Pepe in the future! Don't want a fucking point!"

"If you don't, don't! Let the mother and mother provide you with old age in the future!" Zhou Ziyang slammed the door and came out.

Zhou's father was so angry that his liver hurt. Shen Meiru helped to stroke his chest and persuaded him: "He is still a child, why are you angry with the child?"

It’s really strange to remember this thing. I originally thought that I had forgotten all these things, but when I remembered them, these things were like peeling off the cocoon, one by one, completely in front of my eyes.

Looking back on the first half of his life, Zhou Ziyang felt that he was really naive. In order to gain his father's recognition, Zhou Ziyang studied hard since childhood and learned almost all the knowledge in high school in junior high school.

But since Shen Meiru came, in order to anger her father, Zhou Ziyang directly controlled the scores and cleverly avoided all the correct answers, and took 30 points in each subject.

My father was determined to take the National University of Defense Technology by himself, but he insisted on doing it against him. He applied for the farthest place from his hometown and randomly applied for a garbage major.

Zhou's father was so angry that his liver hurt, and he said more than once: "I don't have your son!"

"I will have Pepe's houses and cars in the future!"

"I don't care about your stuff?"

Since Zhou Ziyang was admitted to university, he has less and less contact with his family. Sometimes his father would call him, but he started arguing after a few words.

My father has more white hair, but he says less. He always says that, and I won’t give you a penny in the future!

Gradually, Zhou Ziyang became annoyed, and later, he had not made two calls for half a year.

Occasionally, Shen Meiru would call Zhou Ziyang: "Go home and have a look, your dad misses you."

As he grew older, Zhou Ziyang actually gradually understood what he didn't understand when he was a child. The reason why Zhou's father took Shen Meiru home was just to make up for Zhou Ziyang's lost maternal love. Since Shen Meiru came, Zhou's father often went home just to communicate more with his son.

However, Zhou's father was used to being strong and liked to scold others at any time. However, Zhou Ziyang was also in a rebellious period at that time, and the two started to argue with each other.

In this way, such a quarrel will last for a lifetime.

At the age of thirty-five, Zhou Ziyang looked back on his first half of his life.
Chapter completed!