Li Chenxi, who was fighting hard, didn't know that someone was talking about her swordsmanship, obsession and childhood in the distance, nor did he know that the boy who survived by chance had caught the truth.

Yes, she was hesitating.

Hesitation made her unable to make up for her murderous intentions.

Without a murderous intention, she certainly had no way to activate the killing sword path, and could only use the sword intent that did not require obsession.

But the sword intent is ultimately difficult to compete with the sword, not to mention that the obsession with the young man who was pursuing her hard is so profound. His sword instinct is dazzling and beautiful, like the stars in the sky.

His physical fitness is terrifying. His pure power and speed are even better than her who used the "God's Blessing". His flashing body technique is not much weaker than her. His double swords' desperation and fighting style is so scoundrel that she can't cry without tears.

Li Chenxi had to admit that this was a very difficult opponent, and it was a very difficult battle to win, otherwise she would not have been defeated repeatedly and fled in such a mess.

But she remained calm from beginning to end, even if she had a little irritability occasionally, she was hesitant to herself, not because of the current difficult situation.

Because she is always full of confidence.

She was confident that when she no longer hesitated, when she opened the sword path, the balance of victory and defeat would be broken, and the bastard who was greedy in front of her would be killed instantly by her with one sword.

She firmly believes in this, so she will not feel any irritable about the current tough battle.

She just kept repeating three words in her mind.

Kill him!

Kill him!

Kill him!

But even such crazy self-hypnosis still cannot dissolve her hesitation.

She had no choice, no way, there was really no way to kill this black-haired boy.

Even though he teased her with a series of lies, even if he teased her with the shameless saying that "I have seen all my body, and I know the red mole under my armpits", even if he uses the rogue style of killing the double sword and becomes more and more arrogant, sticking to her like a candy, even if...

Even though he had done so many things that she disliked, she still couldn't have the will to kill him.

Because, she didn't want to kill him.

This is certainly not a clichéd plot of falling in love at first sight, or being impressed and falling in love.

In fact, she didn't have much favoritism for him, mostly disgusting. The only thing worth mentioning was just a slight slight appreciation caused by his intelligence and wit.

But she didn't want to kill him, she didn't want to kill him, she really didn't want to kill him.

Because, he made her feel the truth.

It made her feel the real existence for the first time in her life.

For her, that sense of reality was so precious that it made her feel that once she killed him, no one could give her this sense of reality.

......

When he was three years old, the little girl was thrown on an isolated island full of wild animals.

Wild beasts, poisonous insects, human-eating plants, and even some monsters mixed with were the first difficulties she faced. If she wanted to survive, she had to survive from these dangers.

Fortunately, she is a real child prodigy. Although she was not born to know, she has wisdom far beyond ordinary people since she was born. In three years, she learned knowledge that ordinary people might not be able to learn in more than ten years. Most importantly, she learned to be strong from her terminally ill mother.

She was strong, without despair, without suicide, and without waiting for death.

After shed tears, suffered all the hardships, and passed by the god of death countless times, she learned how to avoid danger, hide herself, and find a trace of living space between wild animals, poisonous insects and cannibal plants.

Of course, just hiding and hiding cannot make her survive, because hunger is her second difficulty.

In order not to starve to death, she had to look for food.

At first, she ate bitter fruit, dried and hard bark, and disgusting loaches, but later, as she explored some books and knowledge in her memory, she began to practice spiritual energy, her appetite became bigger and bigger, and she needed more and more energy to replenish.

Therefore, in order to survive, she must learn to kill.

Hunting wild animals is her only way to live.

Kill!

Kill!

Kill again!

In order to survive, she must let the vicious beasts become her own food.

When she learned to kill, disease became her third difficulty.

At first, she could not make a fire. She endured her nausea and nausea. She ate raw beast meat and even worms. The bacteria that kept pouring into her belly naturally defeated her physiological health.

However, even if she is sick and is about to die of illness, she must remain awake, because she must avoid danger, hunt wild animals, and survive alone in that lonely island.

No one can help her, and no one will descend from the sky to save her life and become her hero.

Therefore, she could only save herself and become her own hero.

With a text about the healing technique of the Holy Light that she had read in her vague memory, she explored, created, and improved herself, and learned the healing technique that belonged to her. She named it the healing technique of the morning light.

She used the morning light healing technique to cure her own disease.

With the knowledge about swordsmanship in her mind, she used branches as swords. She swung the sword, swinged the sword in her spare time, and kept swinging the sword. She could not do anything, and gradually figured out the sword moves and sword energy, and finally realized the sword intent.

When she used the sword intent to cut out the flame sword technique, even if it was just a faint flame, she finally shed tears, because from that moment on, she could finally eat roasted food, and finally she didn't have to resist the disgust that was pulled out of her throat and ate the bloody raw meat.

Solved the danger, hunger and disease, she finally lived a slightly more normal life.

However, the biggest and most difficult test she faced finally came - loneliness is coming.

At first, in order to survive, I had no time to think about other things, but once life finally stabilized, the feeling of loneliness and loneliness finally came, completely submerging her as a young woman.

She didn't know how long she would have to survive in this isolated island, and she didn't know if anyone would come to save her. For her, this isolated island was a prison for imprisonment and life imprisonment.

And in this prison, there are no other humans except her.

It was a world where only little girls exist.

In that world, no one can hear her voice.

Her voice is speechless and will not receive any response.

Loneliness, loneliness, slowly devours her strength.

Finally one day, after experiencing countless hardships, she was always strong. After finally surviving, she had the idea of ​​committing suicide for the first time.
Chapter completed!