Chapter 882 My Motivation
"I can replace all your body organs, step by step, piece by piece. Each time you fully adapt, you will proceed to the next time. This will be a long process and will be very painful. But pain is a good thing. Pain can make your soul recognize its own changes and strengthen your belief that you are still alive, so that you can truly gain a new life." Zhao Mai said: "The easiest thing to drink medicine, the fastest to move souls, and the most thorough transformation."
"Chiri, I asked him how much it would hurt to make a transformation," said Shatili. "He said it would hurt so that you just want to die. My advice is, you should take medicine first, and I can see what can be used in magic to make you safer and heal your body without pain."
The little girl blinked and looked at Tyrion. "I didn't understand a little, I only knew that I should choose one of three, right? They all said you are the smartest, can you decide for me?"
This sentence has very few words, but it is pressed on Tyrion's chest to make him breathless. This is different from when he was the prime minister. At that time, he could write a few words lightly, decide to eliminate political enemies, torture spies or kill innocent people to scapegoat. This is also different from being a leader to command a battle. Although he fainted on the battlefield twice in three battles, he fought bravely and personally decided the final fate of the enemy. It is simple to treat those people, but it is much more difficult to treat those close to him.
Cialia's one-eye was turbid due to exhaustion, but the trust gaze did not decrease because of this. Tyrion bit his lip and said, "If you continue to drink medicine, life is still worse than death. It cannot solve the problem at all. It can only be used to deal with emergency responses. If you say you are not sure about soul transfer, don't harm people. First practice it on cats and dogs (storage grains and grind your teeth). I am a dwarf and are born with disabilities. I really want to change my body, so why not try the third method with me first?"
"You can practice your psychic abilities yourself, and then try to learn magic, or even combine the two. Therefore, you don't need external forces to help you transform your body, you can do it yourself, and it doesn't hurt at all." Zhao Mai shook his head: "Everyone's body is different, and the experience you get from you cannot use Cialia at all, so your choice is meaningless."
"Dogian said, you can't use it on Cialia in just one step?"
"Using my z-worm cell transformation, at present, 100% will destroy the soul independence of the transformed person, and even destroy his soul and personality. Don't you want the Siriya Shasai Snake to become Siriya Snake? If that's the case, I might as well choose to use soul transfer!" Zhao Mai said to Tyrion: "Although I'm making jokes to you all day long, such as resurrecting you when you're exhausted, life and death are still a big deal, and the integrity of the soul and spirit is even more."
"Can't you block the pain, just like you did to regenerate Ricas' arms?"
"The purpose of transformation is to let her body know that she is actually alive, and only pain can do this. You can die with a smile, but you must come to this world crying. I am not going to restore my lost organs, but to slowly transform and replace her, so pain is inevitable, and you even need to be specially strengthened."
Tyrion stopped talking, just looked at Cialia. The little girl looked thinner and smaller, and she could hold her waist with both hands. With a little force, it seemed like she could break. Can she survive the pain? She read the worry from Tyrion's eyes, so she said sensibly: "I'm not afraid of pain, I can hold it."
"Okay, then use the third plan." Zhao Mai decided: "That's it, I'll prepare."
He stood up and left. Tyrion frowned and immediately chased after him. If Zhao Mai deliberately avoided Tyrion, he could just teleport away directly. Now he was squatting in the yard of "my house", stroking the hair on the back of the reserved grain while waiting for him.
"You must have something else you haven't said." Tyrion shook his head slightly and said, "Your strength is better than that of a god, and you won't do useless things. Even if I just make a few complaints and jokes in Yurik City, you will use it and follow the flow to achieve some things, right?"
"No." Zhao Mai flatly denied: "I don't have the ability to predict and control, and even if I have, I will not control the fate of the people around me. My killing of Hamanna in advance has indeed had an impact on many people. Many people who would have died survived, but Chilia's fate is relatively miserable. If Hamanna lives, she will die; but even if Hamanna dies, she will not be able to survive. This is not my responsibility."
"I believe in you this. If you don't have your spell treatment in the past two weeks, she should have died." Tyrion said: "Her problem is that lifespan has reached its limit. I don't believe you have no way to increase your lifespan."
"I only have the method to delay or even stop the passage of my life, there is no way to really increase it, and I can't reverse time, so that I can restore my youth and return to my younger age. I am not omnipotent, nor do I want to do whatever I want."
Tyrion sighed and nodded. Zhao Mai never said that he could do anything. He was very cautious and modest in this regard and never made promises randomly. Moreover, he said that without such means, then there was no such thing, and he would not hide it from his friends. "You didn't say something just now, what exactly is it?"
"The part I didn't say is part of my motivation, except because Chilia is cute, we don't want her to die." Zhao Mai confessed to Tyrion: "When I saw Chilia for the first time, I came up with an idea. Her life will end, and Atas's world will no longer pay attention to her. I save her, no matter what method I use, it is changing her destiny for the time being. Shatili hopes that I will maintain her state conservatively for the time being and wait for her to find other solutions. Do you know why? Because I want to use Shatili's physical characteristics to transform Shatili and try to transfer part of Shatili's destiny."
"What does this mean?" Tyrion remained calm. He would not let impulses affect his reason until he figured things out.
"You also know that I have been trying to get Shatili's fate to truly gain freedom and go out of the script, so I have prepared many methods. If I let Shiriya obtain Shatili's natural force and life characteristics, I might be able to deceive the will of the world and make it recognize the wrong person. This is just an idea, but it may also be the last line of defense after other means fail."
"I understand this is one of your protections against Satiri, but is this fair to Chilia?"
"If deception can be achieved, because of the entanglement between Satiri and the will of the world, Chilia's fate will be greatly strengthened, and her chances of survival and recovery will be extremely high. This is the most important thing for her at the moment. In the future, if she has to face what risks she has to face because of obtaining Satiri's fate, it is her and Satiri to share the risks. Do you think I will stand by? Chilia is an individual, not a scapegoat. I will not protect her like she protects Satiri, but I will also protect her as much as possible. It is indeed my personal will that determines that it is necessary to increase the attempt to transfer fate. Apart from this message, I have nothing else to say. Are you satisfied with this answer?"
"You work hard, you should benefit from your energy. I can't save her! Only when she is fine in the end can I be satisfied, but I have no objection now." Tyrion smashed his thigh with his fist: "It feels bad to not be able to help!"
Chapter completed!