In an apartment building in England, Long Yuxuan was quietly sitting on the only single sofa in the room, holding the Royal Daily in his hand, but his eyes fell on the busy back in the kitchen.

Bidjas has been dead for almost two months, and for the past few dozen days, she has been living in this small room of only a few dozen square meters. It was she who took care of herself and allowed herself to recover step by step, until now she recovered. If it weren't for her, she might have been dead, and might have been arrested by the Royal Security Bureau of the British Empire. She is her savior, but what can she repay her?

Thinking of the affectionate gaze she looked at him every time, Long Yuxuan sighed again. How could he not understand her feelings for him and her love for him? But can he accept such love?

She is kind, beautiful, cheerful, and diligent. She can be said to be the most beloved wife of countless men, but Long Yuxuan really can't accept such love.

His identity determines his destiny. His life is destined to be unpredictable. Countless tasks and huge responsibilities are carried on him. He can't give her a happy and ordinary life. If she really follows him, it will only harm her. How could Long Yuxuan bear to let such a kind girl suffer for the rest of her life?

And even if she is willing, even if she can let go of everything she is now, can she let go of the one she in her heart?

Thinking of her peerless face and her beautiful back, Long Yuxuan's heart was filled with pain. That was his true love, that was his favorite. She was the legend in his mind, the goddess in his heart, and his heart was completely occupied by him. How could he tolerate other women in his heart?

Ningwu, I'm sorry, you and I are destined to be out of fate, I am destined to be unable to give you the happiness you want...

Shangguan Ningwu didn't know Long Yuxuan's thoughts. These days were the happiest days for her. Every day, except for class, all her thoughts fell on Long Yuxuan. This man who didn't like to talk had occupied all her heart without realizing it.

The two have been together for nearly two months. Not to mention the earliest period, after all, Long Yuxuan was seriously injured at that time, but after his injuries had completely recovered, he had never done anything deviant to her. The room was so big, and the lonely man and widowed woman had been together for so long, but he had always respected each other. He had never even touched her. This made her feel satisfied and a little disappointed. Sometimes she even wondered, was it because she was not charming enough?

But this was a flash of thought. After all, she knew that Long Yuxuan was a gentleman, a real gentleman, and a real hero in her mind. It was many times better than her previous boyfriend. She even swears in her heart that she would not marry if she was not a man.

However, it is natural that a girl, she, a girl, could not take the initiative to mention it. She was just telling Long Yuxuan in her own way that she loved him.

I happily cooked several dishes, served them to the coffee table, and personally filled two bowls of rice for Long Yuxuan and himself, and then sat opposite Long Yuxuan with a smile.

"Okay, let's have a meal and see if this dish is up to your appetite today..." Shangguan Ningwu smiled, and then used chopsticks to pick up some dishes for Long Yuxuan and put them in his bowl. This was the most ambiguous thing the two have ever done.

Long Yuxuan smiled and ate the vegetables she had stuck in his bowl. The dishes were delicious, but when he thought of his next decision, he felt bored.

"Ningwu..." Finally, Long Yuxuan decided to say something earlier.

"Hmm? What's wrong?" Shangguan Ningwu raised his head, staring at Long Yuxuan with clear eyes, flashing.

Today, she was wearing a suspender shirt. Although she was not low-cut, she was sitting on the bed and the coffee table was a little short, so she couldn't help but bow when eating. The spring light inside was inadvertently revealed. If Miao Xu was here, she would definitely be fascinated, but Long Yuxuan was sitting opposite her.

Long Yuxuan didn't even look at that, but just looked at Ning Wu's pure and beautiful face and said softly: "Thank you for taking care of me over the past few days..."

When Shangguan Ningwu heard this, her heart suddenly felt cold. As a top scorer in the college entrance examination, her IQ is not low. Although her EQ is lower at some point, she can still hear these at least polite words. She even vaguely felt that Long Yuxuan was leaving her, although this day would come sooner or later.

"What's there to thank you for? If you hadn't saved me, I wouldn't have saved you. This was even at that time. You are not allowed to thank you again in the future..." Shangguan Ningwu forced a smile and said, holding back a burst of tears.

But although she was laughing, there was still a trace of tears in her eyes.

Looking at the tears, Long Yuxuan felt so unbearable, but when she thought that if she continued like this, she would only fall deeper, she still plucked up the courage and said, "Okay, I won't say it anymore, but this time, I'm leaving..." At the end of the day, Long Yuxuan, who had always spoken loudly, actually found his voice weak and mosquito sounds. I don't know if Shangguan Ningwu heard it.

"I know, but even if I want to leave, I have to finish my meal before leaving. Come and have dinner..." Shangguan Ningwu smiled forcibly, and then hurriedly buried his head and started to dig the rice continuously. She did not ask him where he was going, nor did she ask him why he was leaving, as if this was just the most common thing. However, while she was digging into her mouth, the tears in her eyes kept falling like pearls, and the rice that was pierced into her mouth did not chew and swallow it.

Looking at Ning Wu's tears that kept falling, Long Yuxuan felt that his heart was so throbbing.

"Ningwu..."

"I'm fine, it's really okay. Have a meal quickly, I'll give you some food..." Shangguan Ningwu smiled at Long Yuxuan, and wanted to control the tears in his eyes, but these sad tears were not so easy to control.

"Sorry, when I was cooking just now, pepper juice splashed into my eyes. I'll wipe it..." Shangguan Ningwu smiled at Long Yuxuan again, then got up and walked towards the bathroom.

Long Yuxuan sighed softly, but said nothing. He knew that his decision was cruel to Shangguan Ningwu, but he had to do so, and he could not hurt her anymore.

With her head buried, she also silencedly started eating the food on the coffee table. Shangguan Ningwu didn't stay in the bathroom for long. After a while, she walked out. There was still a smile on her face, and there were no tears in her eyes, but there were still a little tears.

"Is this dish still delicious?" Shangguan Ningwu smiled and said, sitting in front of the coffee table again.

"tasty……"

"Is the rice enough? I'll serve you another bowl..."

"No, it's enough..."

“When will you leave?”

"today……"

"Oh..." The room fell into silence again, and the sound of two people eating were left.

After eating, Long Yuxuan wanted to help clean up the dishes, but was rejected by Shangguan Ningwu. She picked up the dishes and washed the dishes like she was fine, and then wiped the coffee table cleanly.

After all this was done, she wiped her hands and took off her apron.

"Are you leaving soon?"

"Um……"

"Then I'll send it to you..."

"It's better not to let you go, it may cause you trouble..."

"Okay..." A hint of disappointment flashed in Shangguan Ningwu's eyes, but her face was filled with a smile, and she even stretched out her arms towards Long Yuxuan.

Long Yuxuan felt very uncomfortable, but he still squeezed out a smile on his face, stretched out his arms, and hugged Shangguan Ningwu tightly.

"Take care all the way..."

"Well, take care of yourself..."

"I have time, come to see me..."

"Okay..." Long Yuxuan said, let go of his arms. Shangguan Ningwu's body paused for a moment, but he still let go of his hands.

Long Yuxuan didn't say much, just turned around.

Just as Long Yuxuan turned around, Shangguan Ningwu felt that her heart was stabbed hard with a gun. It was so painful. She seemed to cry loudly. For some reason, she always felt that this parting was a farewell forever.

Thinking of his identity and the responsibilities he bears, she felt her heart was so upset. Why, why did God treat me like this? Why did you give me a hero but ask him to leave? Why?

Tears overflowed again and soon filled their eyes. When Long Yuxuan turned completely, tears had already flowed down her eyes wildly, and she was crying silently.

Looking at Long Yuxuan's steps, she wanted to keep him, but she understood that he was a great hero who stood up and did not belong to him, and she could not selfishly occupy him.

When Long Yuxuan took the first step, she felt that the foot was stepping on her heart, so uncomfortable. When he walked towards the door step by step, she felt that the most important existence in her life was gradually moving away, and that kind of loss and sadness was so uncomfortable.

Don’t cry, don’t keep it, don’t do anything that makes him embarrassed, Ningwu, you have to be strong and if you love him, you should not give him any burden. His responsibilities are already very heavy, his pressure is already very heavy, you can’t put him even a little pressure.

Ningwu, you have to hold on...

Looking at Long Yuxuan's departure back, Shangguan Ningwu's tears had lost her eyes and had soaked her clothes. Her heart was already a little numb...

"Yuxuan..." Just as Long Yuxuan was about to reach out to open the door, Shangguan Ningwu could no longer help but call in his heart, and rushed forward and hugged Long Yuxuan from behind, hugging this man who had given all her sincerity.

Long Yuxuan's body suddenly stiffened, and his rock-like heart also loosened with this hug, but he told himself that he could not be soft-hearted, otherwise the harm he would bring to her would only be deeper.

"Ningwu..."

"Don't say, I know everything. From the time you told me your identity, I knew that we were impossible. Your life was destined to be a legend. I am just the most ordinary person. My identity is not worthy of you, my ability is not worthy of you, but I cannot help but love you. You are like a glass of poisonous wine. You know that drinking it will be heartbroken, but I still can't help but want to taste it. Yuxuan, I really love you, even though I know that this love will never have a result, but I just love you, love you wholeheartedly, love without regrets, love without hesitation, Yuxuan, you can reject me, but don't reject my love, okay? No matter where you are, no matter what decision you make, let me be here and love you secretly, okay?"

Shangguan Ningwu cried and said words in her heart for a long time. She didn't need Long Yuxuan's love. She didn't ask for Long Yuxuan's love. She just begged to be able to secretly love him, which is enough...

Long Yuxuan's rock-like heart collapsed at this moment and completely shattered. He has always been as strong as him. At this moment, tears flashed in his eyes. He could clearly feel her love for him. It was a kind of love without regrets. Her last sentence kept hovering in his mind, let me secretly love you here, okay!

She didn't want much, she didn't want much, she just wanted to love him secretly, it was enough!

What a deep love this is? Such love is too deep and too heavy, so heavy that it is unbearable for him to bear.

Tears flowed quietly, but he did not turn around. He knew that once he turned around, he would fall into Shangguan Ningwu and be doomed. He could not do this. He had already hurt her deeply enough, and he could not continue to harm him...

"Thank you for your love..." Long Yuxuan resisted the urge to turn around and embrace her, pulled open her hands with his hands, then opened the door without hesitation and walked out...

He walked very firmly and very straightforwardly, without any hesitation, but only he understood how hard he was at this moment, and he even had the urge to give up everything and wander around the world with Shangguan Ningwu.

But he can't. He has a greater responsibility to complete, and he has more things to do, because that beautiful and arrogant figure keeps popping up in his mind. If he promised Shangguan Ningwu like this, would he be fair to her?

This is destined to be a love without result. Leaving firmly at this moment may be the best choice...

Looking at Long Yuxuan's departure back, Shangguan Ningwu, who had already burst into tears, looked ahead in a daze. She knew that this was the final result. He was a great hero and he would not stay here for the sake of a little love for his children.

She didn't hate him, he didn't hate him at all. On the contrary, this was the him she loved!

"Yuxuan, if you are tired, tired, tired one day, you must remember that there is someone named Shangguan Ningwu waiting for you... forever..." After muttering, Shangguan Ningwu suddenly closed the door and started crying loudly...
Chapter completed!