0130 The beloved is not me
When Shen Zhezi heard Gu Qi's words, before he could speak, Quanxing could no longer calm down. He thought that the girl had finally figured out that she wanted to be a wife of the Shen family, but she didn't expect that she had a provocation. Moreover, after hearing this, both sides seemed to have had old grudges.
Although he is an elder, Gu Qi Madam was not allowed to scold him at will, so he could only apologize to Shen Zhezi for remedy: "Mr. Zhezi, in Quanxing, Xiaqiantang, is a relative of Duke Yuan. My niece lives in the boudoir and rarely communicates with foreigners. If you have offense, please forgive me."
Shen Zhezi had already learned about the life story of Gu Qi's wife from Ji You. When he heard that this person introduced his identity, he only said that he was not talking about other things. Gu Rong was a veteran of Jiangdong. He had been dead for many years, but he had a wife and brother who was about the same age as his son. It was quite embarrassing to think about it.
Although there was a joke in my heart, it was not easy to express it on my face. I smiled and said to the other party, "It turns out that it is Quanjun. I have long admired him and I'm lucky to know him."
Seeing that this young man was humble and polite in front of him, but the man behind him was a slave to commit crimes. In front of him, he did not show any embarrassment. He was simply shameless and shameless!
She was also annoyed that her uncle showed weakness to others and sneered: "Even if we meet, we may not be lucky. If Chen Lang had not blocked the river and set up a barrier to others' itinerary, we would have returned here and we would not have come here to make unnecessary greetings. I cannot understand what Chen Lang calls happiness."
"Shuang'er, how can you speak ill of people in front of you?"
"It's okay. Since the Seventh Lady has asked, I'll give it a try."
Shen Zhezi coughed, cleared his throat, and then looked at the other party's slightly angry face and said, "The so-called "inners and appearances are different, the world is normal, who can be born as a human being?"
"Chen Lang's words mean that all the people in the world are pretending to be evil people?"
Gu Qingshuang took a step forward and asked aggressively: "Is this Chen Lang's way of pretending to be good at it if he is not the world but to pretend to be good?"
"I can't agree with this statement from the Seventh Lady. Those who are different from each other are the way to restrain themselves and follow etiquette."
Shen Zhezi smiled and said, "Why are you ashamed of my parents who gave birth to me to this innocent body and put them in the bright world? However, people are born different from animals, and are taught by the weathered etiquette. The crown and belt are used to cover the body, and the robe are not for pretentiousness or harming people's attention. Such differences in appearance and interiority, the Qi Lady believes that it is a mistake for the world?"
Hearing this, Gu Qingshuang's pretty face turned red. Unexpectedly, the young man was quibbling to this point. She nipped her silver teeth and looked at Shen Zhezi with anger: "What I said about Shen Lang's deeds are different, pretending to be evil, and not wearing clothes. The evil character of his behavior is mixed with others... how can he confuse it with others!"
"Plaiders and beautiful jade are all stored in the village of thick soil. They are burned in the oven, carved and carved, and their beautiful appearance is clear. Kun earth is full of all things, but not only jade, tiles. People are grateful to me in this village, but not only one style? I am more diligent in the world, so how dare I be complacent? In the past, I used to be tiles, today is jade, and the next day is gold. With this reputation, I know that I am improving day by day and not being self-confidant."
"Then you committed suicide by committing a murder in Wukang Mountain the day before yesterday because my family was blocking the way. Today, I ordered my family to block the river and people. Why?"
Seeing Shen Zhezi talking, Gu Qingshuang lost her mind for a moment, and then asked forcefully, but her tone had already calmed down slightly, and the inquiry was overwhelming.
"There is nothing else, just showing off your will!" Shen Zhezi said with a faint smile.
"You are willing to admit that you are trying to show off your will, not the humble and gentleman as people at the time said?"
When Mrs. Gu Qi felt a little disappointed when she heard Shen Zhezi admit it so simply, or was disappointed that she could not continue to hear the other party's interesting arguments.
"What I call showing off my will is different from what the Seventh Lady said."
Shen Zhezi shook his head and said, "In life, I only want to be clear and clear, but I can't sit and wait and see! If I want to climb a mountain and go to the roar, I will dig a mountain and break the stones to open the road. The family of Qi Niangzi's family blocked the way. In my eyes, it is just a stubborn stone. Only by breaking the force can you travel smoothly. I am willing to sail on the rivers, and then I will spend all my family's wealth and dredge the waterway. When the waterway is open, I will only take a line. I will ride the light boat, and I will not lose my pleasure in trampling on the waves because of the criticism of others!"
Speaking of this, Shen Zhezi looked at Gu Qingshuang and sighed: "Seventh Lady may have elegant interests, and she wishes to be in secluded in the distance, but in my opinion, it is difficult to achieve success by covering her eyes with leaves and covering her ears. People's interests come from the heart, or are elegant and vulgar, and there is no right or wrong, sensitive to thinking, diligent in action, and there is no regret."
Hearing this, Gu Qingshuang's shoulders trembled slightly, then lowered her head and pondered. When she raised her head, the resentment between her eyebrows and eyes had dissipated, and her expression returned to being deserted. She just said to Shen Zhezi: "Thank you for Chen Lang for helping me resolve my confusion. Ming is very moved by today's teachings. I take the liberty to disturb you. Please forgive me."
After saying that, she turned to Quanxing and begged a little: "Uncle, I want to go back to the boat."
When Quanxing heard this, he was slightly surprised and felt a little unwilling, but he felt a little reluctant to see the sadness in the little girl's expression. Although he felt very regretful, it was still difficult to disobey Gu Qi's request and stay in the family, so he could only turn around and say goodbye to Shen Zhezi.
Shen Zhezi didn't know how disturbed his words had in Gu Qi's heart. However, since the other party said goodbye, he was not inconvenient to keep guests. After sending them out of the court, he ordered a team of guards to accompany him to the riverside, which was the full friendship of the landlord.
When he turned around and returned to the mansion, Shen Zhezi saw Ji You wandering under the corridor.
Ji You originally wanted to greet Gu Qi's wife, but he thought of drinking a few drinks just now, and his face was a little red. After returning to the room, he applied light powder and waited here to see the beauty. But after waiting for a while, he found that there was no beautiful woman behind Shen Zhezi, and he couldn't help but be stunned: "Wei Zhou, where is the lady Qingshuang?"
"He has left." Shen Zhezi patted Ji You's shoulder and signaled him to mourn him.
"Leaving...How could it be? Wei Zhou, since Mrs. Qingshuang is here to visit, why did she leave without even entering the house?"
Ji You couldn't accept it and asked with a slept with Shen Zhezi.
The pure love boy in adolescence is really incomprehensible. Shen Zhezi sighed and explained a little, "She came only for the Wukang Mountain incident. I have given an explanation. There is no friendship between them. In the late night, I will naturally not enter the mansion. Don't worry, I didn't say bad words to each other this time."
"I already knew that lovesickness was fruitless, why did I never meet you in the end?"
Ji You looked up at the night, his expression was quite lonely. After a moment of grievance, he turned around and patted the door of the Muslim House: "Chen Erlang, get out and drink with me all night!"
"Ji Wenxue, don't bully people too much! My beautiful girl is sleeping in her arms, not like you alone, why should you drink with you to relieve your sorrows!"
After a while, Chen Mu's roar sounded in the room.
When Ji You heard this, he felt even more indignant and stood in the corridor and kicked Chen Mu's door.
Shen Zhezi yawned and turned back to his room to rest.
The seventh lady of Gu came suddenly and went quickly, but she did not leave too many troubles in his heart. She only felt that she was more free and easy than her brother. As for this lady, she was beautiful, but she was not the type he liked. Her temperament was too deserted and dull, unlike his little maid Guaer who obeyed her, and her worries and joys, smiles and smiles all revealed an ordinary atmosphere of life.
The wind suddenly rises at night, and the cabin is slightly slight.
From time to time, a slight rustling sound of turning over sounded in the cabin. After a while, the whisper of a girl Quan Pei came from the darkness: "Sister, have you slept?"
"Not yet." Gu Qi's tone was still cold and slightly nasal.
After receiving the response, Quan Pei became energetic. He sat up on the bed and said to the location of Gu Qi's wife: "Sister, aren't you saying that you have never met Yu Langjun? Why did you denounce him as a person with different opinions?"
"I was aware of him and misunderstood him. Compared with him, I turned out to be a person with different opinions."
When she said this, Gu Qi's tone had a slight turbulence, but it was hard to tell the difference between joy and sorrow.
"I'm not such a person! I can't even understand what he said. Is he slandering my sister?"
Mrs. Gu Qi shook her head in the darkness and then said, "No, Pei'er, don't misunderstand him! Actually, he, he...ah, let's talk about myself."
"In the past, I always disappeared from people, lived in isolation, and didn't like noise. I thought I had a different interest in being out of the world than people, but today I heard his words and realized that it was not."
Gu Qizi sighed and said, "I just lost my parents long ago. I saw that I was neglected by my brother and sister-in-law and used to being lonely. Because others alienated me, I felt that I should be an elegant person who was not contaminated with the world and wandered outside the world. But in fact, it was not. I was still soaked in this dust, just being afraid to look at myself."
"If I really have the heart to escape from the world, be sensitive to thinking, and be diligent in doing things, I should cut the big gourd into a boat, ride the boat to float in the sea, and go to a place where people are rarely visited, be alone and wander freely. Instead of staying in a place where people know that there will be someone, let the servants force themselves to go and follow the people in a posture."
The girl Quan Pei was half-understood and said in surprise: "Sister, are you going to the sea by boat? Do you have any food? Do you have tea juice? The sea water is very salty and astringent. I took a wrong sip and didn't dare to drink it again in the future."
"I didn't think so before, but now I have it. I'm not going to go to the sea immediately, it's not about escaping from the world, but about killing myself."
Gu Qizi smiled and said, "I didn't mind because of my cousin's misunderstanding. Maybe I just wanted to tell myself: "I want to build a big ship that can withstand the wind and waves, and I want to find the helmsman who helps me to drive the boat. These helmsman don't like to stay in the turbid world like me. They have the same interests as each other, but have no human connection. They also have to..."
"My sister-in-law actually has to do so many things. Can you finish it? What does my mother want me to do? I don't want to do it for a while. I told Juan'er and the others to do it for me. My mother hasn't discovered it before, hehe."
"You don't want to do it because it's something you don't want to do. I'm willing to live away from the world, but what I want to do is what I want to do. Maybe it's hard to do it until death, but I do it a little bit every day and have a little joy every day." Gu Qi's wife said with longing.
Quan Pei yawned in the darkness: "Why should we avoid others? If no one talks to me, we will be very depressed..."
When she heard this question, Gu Qi's wife was silent. For her, living away from the world was the best ending for her life. Born as a woman, she was in the Gu family's Qingwang family, and marriage was just a sign to wait for sale. If she had the care of her parents, she still had some room to choose to avoid it. But her parents were both lost and her brother and sister-in-law were indifferent, what could she do with herself?
This time I went to Wukang to escape a marriage agreement. Although the other party is both Wu Zhongwang, he is widowed and wants to ask her to be his second wife! When I met her colleagues on the way back, my uncle thought of her to adapt to Shen's family again... Unfortunately, I
"After all, just missed..."
Chapter completed!