Chapter 1086: Finale 4
He wants to become stronger so that he can find his father and protect the people he wants to protect from being hurt.
Jun Feise didn't care about him anymore. It was a good thing for her son to be motivated, and she was still very pleased.
Ye Junyan turned around and ran away, Emperor Mo Chuan also said goodbye to Jun Feise, turned around and flew away.
Beside the huge spiritual spring pool, only Jun Feise is left.
She flew to the edge of the star stone again, raised her hand to touch the pattern on the surface: "Xinglan, what happened to you just now? You broke the shell and went back halfway... Is this your original birth process? Or is it something happened?"
No one answered her, and the stars turned slowly as before.
"You said you will change after birth and forget about the past? Do you not remember me at all?"
She sighed: "I think I'm quite sad, you're also sad... Maybe you and I really don't have the chance to do this, so I'm so hard..."
"Xinglan, if you come out this time, you will be a brand new one, and I won't remember my mother and I... I will take Yan'er quietly away... I don't want to make trouble anymore, I'm tired..."
There was a hint of vicissitudes and sadness in her voice: "I admit that I still love you, but I suffered too much last time. You don't know how uncomfortable it was when I was locked in that ice and fire coffin. I actually cried at that time and wanted to die immediately, but I couldn't die, so I could only live... I endured it minute by minute, and every second was very tormented..."
That history was a black hole for her, she had been deliberately forgetting it, but the pain was engraved into the bones, making her tremble all over and her hands and feet cold every time she thought of it.
"I was actually hoping that you could find me and save me... I even thought that as long as you could come and rescue me from the living coffin, I wouldn't blame you for slapping me that way, and even let me do something for you... But you haven't come. I've been struggling for three days, and you haven't appeared..."
Her voice trembled slightly: "I felt that my love for you was really dead at that time - I thought you were going to save Yu Fei, so I didn't bother to find me..."
Her voice paused, and she closed her eyes slightly: "Until I chatted with Cangnan Shangshen the day before yesterday, he talked about you looking for me like crazy at the beginning, but the Demon King hid too tightly, and you couldn't find me... He also said that you kept looking for me without eating, drinking, sleeping, and even went to the lower realm and saw my feathering in the lower realm... We talked a lot, I know that you have been looking for me in the lower realm for a long time, and even went to my time..."
"To be honest, I am very moved to know these truths. The knots I once had about you have almost disappeared. If you wake up and remember me, it proves that you and I are destined to be, and I will accept you again... However, since that eternalization, I don't know why I lost the instinct to cry. No matter how sad or excited I can't cry anymore... Do you think I am disabled?"
She said a lot there, talked about her mental journey, and said about her past grievances. Even the causes and consequences of what she did as Hua Mantuo at that time...
The Star Stone kept circling there, flashing with a shimmer, as if comforting her, but also as if she had no reaction.
Jun Feise thought that the Star Stone had broken its shell once, and that the day when it really broke its shell must be very close.
So she stayed there almost every day in the later period, but in the end she stayed there for two months!
In the past two months, the star stone showed no sign of breaking its shell, but its size was increasing at a speed visible to the naked eye.
Two months later, it had grown into a large star stone with a diameter of two and a half meters.
This surprised Jun Feise, not only because she was worried that Feng Xinglan would grow into a huge freak doll two meters tall at birth...
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Chapter completed!