Chapter 3289 confession
Xu Yawen was speechless and glared at Lin Hai fiercely. But she couldn't refute it, because what Lin Hai said was indeed very reasonable, and he had such a personality.
"It's really not what you think. I chose you just because I like you, and there is no other reason. I didn't choose Wang Yu just because my feelings for her are different from my feelings for you. Of course, in my mind, she is also very important, perhaps second only to my family, and even, so to say, she is my family."
Lin Hai said, unable to help but sigh in his heart. If they hadn't left back then, it would be that he and Wang Yu would have grown up together, and it would be like a family.
Xu Yawen frowned and looked at him suspiciously: "It hasn't been long since you met her? You probably only met after you came to Donghai. Why do you say that? Is your relationship really as simple as you said?"
"Maybe it's a woman's intuition, and why do you think I've been jealous of her and mind your relationship, because I always feel that the relationship between you and her is not an ordinary good friend at all, nor is it like a friend who has only known each other for less than a year or two, but like the kind that has been very tacit understanding for many years and others can't get in."
Xu Yawen said, unable to help but feel sad again. "So I can't believe what you said, and I don't believe that your relationship is really so simple. And you can't come up with more evidence to prove what you said, and you can't convince me. In the end, you will let me know all this one day, but do you know how pale the reason? You put yourself in your shoes, and if it's our situation, will you accept it?"
"Lin Hai, including I think we are not suitable, there are also such reasons, because I always feel that I can't see through you. There seems to be too many things hidden in you, including the fact that you and the veterans of Datang Group always make me feel that you are not as simple as an ordinary loser you show."
"The two of them were together, but in the end they found that the most familiar person by the pillow, you actually didn't understand them at all, as if you had never known each other before. This is impossible for me."
Xu Yawen said, shook her head and said helplessly: "Of course, I know you have your reasons and reasons. If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. Everyone has their own secrets. I just tell you my thoughts and let you know that it's not that I'm looking for excuses and reasons, but that it's really inappropriate or inappropriate."
"It's getting late, go back. There will be an opening ceremony tomorrow. I have been preparing for this for so long. I can't delay it." Xu Yawen said softly, turning around and going back.
Lin Hai grabbed her.
"Yawen, I may indeed have some secrets, and it is indeed inconvenient to disclose them to anyone else."
"But to me, you are not someone else. Since I fell in love with you, you are the person I am most sure of wanting to spend my life together. All my successes, failures, joys and so-called secrets are wanted to share with you."
"I didn't tell you that I kept hiding you from you, because I felt that the time was not ripe, and there were many things that I didn't know very well, so I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't expect that you would have so many misunderstandings. It's right for you to have these guesses, because two people decide to be together, so there shouldn't be too much hiding each other. Especially I don't want you to misunderstand my relationship with Xiaoyu."
Xu Yawen looked at Lin Hai blankly, Lin Hai's expression was very serious. She suddenly realized that Lin Hai was preparing to say everything.
"No need. I have said that we are not suitable and I don't consider getting married for the time being. What I said just now is an angry thing, so you don't have to take it to heart. Don't tell me your secret."
"I can't say that you change your mind just because you say this. There are many problems between us, and I don't know how to deal with and solve it. So, if you don't have to say this, it's like doing useless work."
Lin Hai shook his head and said seriously: "You are the person I recognize. I don't want to consider other people except you, so I want you to know a complete me, not that I want to negotiate with you and force you to agree to my proposal. I accept it if you refuse. I said I will respect all your choices."
"I do have some secrets, some of which are eternal red lines, which can't be said to anyone, or even can. It's best to completely forget them and pretend they have never experienced them." Lin Hai said. He was talking about the Special Martial Arts Department. This is something that can't be done. Principles are principles. Whether it is to Xu Yawen or Ye Lingtian, he cannot reveal a word.
"Some of them have not yet figured out, so even if I want to tell you, I can't explain them clearly. I originally thought that when the company's situation settles down in the future, I will deal with what I should do, investigate clearly, and tell you everything. But now, I can't wait for you."
"So, if you don't understand the relationship between Xiaoyu, you can actually tell you now." Lin Hai said very solemnly, "Although you really don't want to and can't make it public now, I know you will keep it a secret for me."
He simply explained his past experience. Of course, he only talked about his life experience and Li Yuxin hurriedly decided to take them to the mountains of Maozhou. Because he had not figured out the specific situation, he just objectively said that he did not know the inside story. He only knew that his parents voluntarily gave up the veteran group and that he had also told him all about joining the army.
As for Ye Lingtian's disappearance, he can basically confirm that there are too many important things involved, and even related to the relationship between countries, so he must not disclose a single word, so he chose to ignore it, just telling Xu Yawen about his own identity, his true relationship with Wang Yu, and the reasons for his concealment. This is an explanation and explanation for Xu Yawen's long-standing suspicion and grievance.
"So, I said Xiaoyu and I are family members in the true sense, and are not lying to you or anything. Your intuition is indeed very accurate. The relationship between me and her is indeed far deeper than that of ordinary people, so I will do anything for her."
"I didn't even tell her about these things, and I still don't want her to know about them for the time being. Because I don't know what impact I will have when I come back rashly, I don't want to announce my identity before that, so I can only care for and protect her by her as a friend."
Chapter completed!