Chapter 524: Proposal (3)
Li Yuxin slowly took the ring from Ye Lingtian's hand, looked at the beautiful ring, Li Yuxin liked it very much, looked at it carefully, and after looking at it for a long time, he finally handed the ring back to Ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian stared at Li Yuxin with wide eyes, not understanding what Li Yuxin meant, looked at Li Yuxin blankly and asked, "What's wrong? Don't you want to marry me?"
"Remember it," Li Yuxin said to Ye Lingtian with the ring on the table.
Ye Lingtian frowned, sat in his seat, and asked Li Yuxin: "Why?"
Li Yuxin looked at Ye Lingtian, wiped her tears with a tissue, and then slowly said to Ye Lingtian: "Lingtian, do you know? Actually, I have been waiting for this day for too long. If I proposed to me before something happened to you, I would marry you without hesitation. I love you, so I want to be with you, marry you, and form a family with you, have our common career, have our children, and then slowly watch the children grow up.
We are getting older together, and I can dream of these things in my dreams. You remember that I once told you that you want me to marry you, propose to me, be grand, romantic and surprise. Today you did it, I was very moved, really, I was very moved, do you know, just now, I hesitated for a long time, and I almost agreed, but in the end, I still figured it out, Ling Tian, let's break up, this is what I want to tell you."
"Break up? Why? Tell me, why?" Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin in surprise. He really didn't expect that such a result would be the end.
"Lingtian, look at me and listen to me slowly, okay? I will explain everything clearly to you." Li Yuxin looked at Ye Lingtian, who was already a little angry, and said quickly.
Ye Lingtian sighed, regardless of whether the environment is elegant or not, lit a cigarette and smoked it, and then told the person who played the piano to let him go.
"I'm sorry Ling Tian, I know you must have prepared for a long time to arrange all this today and spent a lot of effort. Moreover, with your personality, you must have been brave enough to do all this. However, I proposed to break up with you in such an occasion when you are full of expectations, but Ling Tian, I have my reasons." Li Yuxin said slowly.
"Actually, I thought about it clearly after you woke up. I never told you that it was because your health had not recovered. I had already thought about it. After you were discharged from the hospital, I told you, but I didn't expect that I had not had time to tell you that you had proposed to me first. In fact, we didn't start from beginning to end, right? You never said to me a word like being my girlfriend or dating us, so I actually don't know if we are boyfriend or girlfriend, but let's just forget about it. I love you, I know this very well. I have never cared about any man so much, have no principles, and have compromised me. I can do anything for you and abandon all my pride and all my reserve. Sometimes
I thought about it myself and felt it was a bit incredible, but the object was you, and it seemed to be so reasonable. Especially this time, your resurrection made me realize how much I love you. It was so heart-wrenching that the sky and the earth were broken. The days when you were unconscious were one of the darkest days in my life, almost more painful than when my father passed away. I had already experienced it once when my father left. I originally thought it was the only pain I experienced in my life, but I didn't expect that you gave me a second time. You can't imagine how hard and painful this kind of life is for me, and no one can imagine it. So, I understand more about how important you are in my heart and how much I love you," Li Yuxin said slowly.
"Then why did you break up with me? I don't think this is the reason." Ye Lingtian said slowly while smoking a cigarette.
"And this is the reason. The reason I want to break up with you is because I love you so much and care about you too much. There is a saying that the deeper the love, the heavier the injury. This sentence is not wrong at all. When my father passed away, I felt that the whole sky was about to collapse. At that time, I felt that there was still you and there was a shoulder to support me. Although I was sad, I survived with your company. But, after knowing the news that you were going to die, do you know what I thought? I was almost completely lost at the time, and only one thought was that the sky fell and the whole world collapsed like the end of the day. I lived like a walking corpse every day, and I couldn't even be able to do so.
Describe what I felt in my heart at that time. That feeling was far more painful than death. I think about it now and feel numb on my back. I don’t even dare to think about it again, let alone. Ye Lingtian, I don’t want me to live like this again, nor do I want me to worry about whether I will live like this again. I would rather not be with you, I would rather live alone, I would rather watch you live with other women than experience this kind of life again, because that kind of life is so scary and terrifying." Li Yuxin said as she shook her head, thinking about those days, Ye Lingtian could almost see fear in Li Yuxin's eyes.
Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin, then lowered his head, slowly smoked, and finally said, "I'm sorry, Yuxin, I really didn't expect this to cause you so much harm. I promise you that this will never happen again in the future, and I will never take risks again."
"Do you think the guarantee you made is useful? I know your personality better than anyone else. Will you go to save Li Yan if you are in danger next time? I think you will still go to save Xiaoqing without hesitation? Do you go? Chen Junliang, Wang Li and so on, will you not go to save these people if they are in danger? Don't lie to me or don't lie to yourself. I am too clear about you, that is, I know that you can't do this at all, so I decided to break up with you." Li Yuxin asked back.
Ye Lingtian was speechless by Li Yuxin, staring at Li Yuxin blankly, unable to say anything. He knew that Li Yuxin was right. If this incident happened again, he would still make the same choice without hesitation.
"Actually, what I want to say is not just about taking risks when you encounter danger. But you are too selfless. For you, everyone around you is important, and everyone is almost worthy of your life to protect. As your girlfriend or your wife, it is just one of them. How big is your heart? How many people can you leave behind for your girlfriend and your wife? Just like you chose to die for Li Yan, have you ever thought about what your woman will do after you die? Maybe you haven't thought about it, or maybe you have thought about it, but no matter how much you think about it, you still choose to do it. This is the sorrow of being your woman. I remember I told you in the hospital, be yours
Chapter completed!