"Without you, there are too many things that I can't bear to let go and can't let go, but life is like this, and no one can avoid it. The only regret is that I haven't waited until Ling Tian comes back, nor can I accompany Kang Kang and his sister for more time, and I haven't been able to accompany them to grow up. The future path is up to them.

Yuxin, I am very grateful to you, not just me, I have no relatives and reasons before, but you are just like your daughter and your father, giving selflessly.

I have no family in my life, and you and Ling Tian gave me a home and Kang Kang. I never thought I could get the warmth of my family before. Thank you for all this to me.

At the same time, I want to say thank you for Ling Tian and the country. Over the years, you have given more efforts and sacrifices than any woman, and it is not something that an ordinary woman can do. The most correct decision Ling Tian made in his life is to marry you. But you have worked too hard and too much is not easy. I hope you can spend the rest of your life safely and not cause any harm. I hope Ling Tian can come back safely and compensate you for everything you owe you, so that your family can reunite well.

But... If, I mean, if, it may be too cruel to say it, but if Ling Tian really can't come back, I hope you can take good care of yourself. After all, you are still young, and Kang Kang and Shiyi are still in need of you.

In this life, I have gained a lot of glory, military merits, medals, and countless scars, but at the same time I have lost too much, and many people who have fought side by side. Many people I have trained are so outstanding and so young. They have not enjoyed a truly happy and beautiful life and embarked on the road of no return. And I should have died like them on the battlefield, defended my country, wrapped my body, and died after death, but in the end, I became the one who survived. I felt guilty about this in this life.

What I have always taught Ling Tian is that an excellent soldier will die on the battlefield, but he insists that an excellent soldier will let the enemy die on the battlefield. In fact, I know he is right. Similarly, an excellent commander must lead his own army to kill the enemy on the battlefield. From this point of view, I am not an excellent commander. After I die, please do not bury me in Babaoshan, just let me leave as an ordinary person. Help me find an ordinary cemetery in the East China Sea, preferably next to Dongsheng, so that our old friends can be a companion to each other. It is closer to you. If Ling Tian can come back, it will be convenient for him to come and see me.

Yuxin, finally, please give you a simple way to deal with my funeral. I don’t have much property in my name, and I will deal with the flower garden. All the money is donated to Lingtian’s Veterans Foundation. This is the last thing I can do for him. As for Kang Kang and Shiyi, I don’t have anything to give them. It is indeed useless to leave them too much wealth, and it will only make them lose their enterprising spirit. There is only a watch that I have worn for many years, which is not worth much money. Let it be a souvenir for Kang Kang, let it accompany Kang Kang on my behalf and watch him grow up safe, healthy and happy."

This is for Li Yuxin, and there is another one below, for Ye Lingtian.

"Lingtian, my child, I know that you and me are the same in your heart. You treat me as a father, so let me regard myself as a father. If you can see this letter, I'm sorry I can't wait until you come back. But I left without pain. Yuxin took good care of me and she fulfilled her responsibilities as a daughter.

If you come back safely, please come to see me and tell me that you are safe. This is my last concern in my life. I also ask you to treat Yuxin well for the rest of your life. She has suffered too much grievances for you and for this family. I hope that after you come back, I will not repeat the previous path. I used to not understand that you left the army. Now I know that your choice is correct, and the contribution you made to the country in the first half of your life is enough. The time in the future is for yourself and the family.

Ling Tian, ​​you are the best soldier I brought out, my pride, and the pride of the country. I am proud of you. You are not just a soldier I brought out, but more of my children. I watch you grow up step by step, including your hard training in the army, and the spirit of not being afraid of difficulties and sacrifices in every task. Even if you leave the army, when the country needs you, you still do everything and complete tasks that are as impossible as if sounding fantasy.

You have completed the Sanhuangdao thing very well. In fact, you have completed every task very well. You can say that you have no shame to the country, the army, and the brothers, but have you ever thought about you, how can you be to Yuxin and the family? Kang Kang and Shiyi are so young, why do you have the heart to leave them? Yuxin has paid so much for you, why don’t you think about how hard she will have to endure after you leave? Why don’t you think about how hard she will have to live alone? Why don’t you think about whether you live well, can create more value and can hit more enemies?

Ling Tian, ​​I always think you are very smart, but this time, you made the stupidest decision! Let me tell you, if you can wait until you come back, I will definitely use a whip to kill you. You are lucky, and you haven't returned yet.

Forget it, I won’t scold you anymore. It’s useless to scold you. If you scold you, you will be like this. I just hope that no matter where you are in the world, you will be safe, and you will think of your family waiting for you to come back in the distance, and you must come back for their safety.

I want to sit back and have a good time together. You guys, remember to find Lao Yu when he comes back. He has a special wine. Remember to bring a box when he comes to see me. You have drunk me a lot over the years. When you come back, we both have to figure out the accounts clearly.

I won’t say much to you anymore, I’m tired, so let’s just stop here.”

Many of the handwriting on the letter are blurred piece by piece, and even damp, which can be clearly seen as being wet with tears. On the last page, there is only a short line of words: "Kang Kang, Grandpa loves you." The handwriting is crooked and there is no strength at the beginning. Obviously, No. 1 also cried as he wrote, and he could no longer write this.
Chapter completed!