Until Li Yanzhou finished his work from the hospital.

In a few days, he will fly to the United States.

These two days he has been thinking about how to talk to Josie about his going to the United States.

I can't say it, and I'm afraid to tell her.

But going to the United States has become a fixed number.

He has to go, and he has to go even if he doesn't.

For yourself, for yourself...

These days, Li Yanzhou felt his knees hurt more and more.

"Josi."

When Li Yanzhou entered the door, he saw Qiao Xi sitting blankly on the sofa and called her.

From the back, I handed a lollipop and said, "I went to the supermarket downstairs and bought one by the way. Do you eat it?"

Qiao Xi turned his head dullly and glanced at the lollipop he handed over.

Nowadays, looking at these things, there is only an unprecedented sense of irony.

It was not until this moment that Li Yanzhou realized that Qiao Xi's expression was a little wrong.

"What's wrong?"

Li Yanzhou walked up to her and came, "Cry?"

Josie handed him the English letter in her hand.

Li Yanzhou was confused.

Take it and take a look.

The expression on his face changed slightly.

"Josi..."

"Are you going to the United States?"

Josie asked him.

The voice is cool, without any ups and downs.

Li Yanzhou looked down at Qiao Xi.

After a while, nodded, "Yes."

His voice was completely hoarse.

Since Josie already knew it, obviously, there was no need for him to hide anything.

“When did you decide?”

Josie made her tone sound as little as possible.

She wanted to pretend she didn't care much.

Although I know it's useless.

Li Yanzhou folded the letter, his eyebrows were locked, and he felt unspeakable, but he finally told the truth to Josie, "I decided to go to the United States the day after returning from Country D."

The day after returning from Country D...

The next day, he had already decided.

Decide to let her go and abandon her.

Hi!

How can I say that?

Isn’t it like this when they were in Country D?

But she was just accusing herself of being a fool and refused to let him go.

So, Josie, if his cheating has not made you understand everything, then now, can this letter from the United States really make you feel more awake?

Josie asked him, “When will you leave?”

Li Yanzhou looked at Qiao Xi calmly.

I thought that when telling Josie about his going to the United States, Josie might cry and make a big fuss with him.

But now, Josie has no.

She was so calm that she was almost always.

This made Li Yanzhou feel at a loss.

"Josi..."

“When will you leave?”

Josie asked another question.

She curled her legs and curled them up.

It means it's like hudding together to keep warm.

Li Yanzhou's eyes turned red and he could only say, "The plane will be at 2 pm the day after tomorrow."

“…”

So fast!

"Oh, I got it."

Qiao Xiping responded quietly.

She put her chin on her knees, her eyelids drooped, and her eyes looked at her feet.

Thinking of something, he tilted his head and looked at Li Yanzhou again, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have dismantled your letter privately."

Li Yanzhou pursed his lips and said nothing, just shook his head.

But in my heart, I felt like I was blocked by a ball of cotton, and I couldn't breathe.

He would rather Josie cry with him, accuse him, question him, accuse him, etc. like before...

He would rather she be 'ignorant'.

But she didn't.

Such Qiao Xi made Li Yanzhou feel indescribable and at a loss, and there was no way to deal with it.

****

After that, Josie never asked him about going to the United States again.

After a day, she ate, drank, communicated normally, and seemed to have never received the letter, and she never knew about going to the United States.

Qiao Xi's reaction was a torture for Li Yanzhou.

At night, he was lying in bed and tossing and unable to sleep.

When he thought of Josie's reaction, he couldn't sleep.

When he thought of him flying to the United States the day after tomorrow, away from here and Josie, he could not fall asleep even more.

He tossed and turned around on the bed hundreds of times, and finally, he couldn't help getting up and knocked on Josie's door.

"Dongdongdongdong--"

He knocked three times.

There is no response inside.

"Sleep?"

He asked.

Still no response.

Li Yanzhou closed his eyebrows and whispered: "Joxi, if you didn't respond, I'll push the door and come in by myself."

There is no sound inside.

Li Yanzhou pushed the door gently and walked in.

Josie was indeed asleep.

She lay on the bed and fell asleep quietly.

With her eyelashes, she covered her watery eyes, casting a faint shadow on her little face.

"Did I think too much?"

Li Yanzhou asked softly.

I don't know if I'm asking Josie or asking myself.
To be continued...